it has really been a while since my last post. loads of things has slowed down my updating rate. the main factor would be school. massive amount of reports to submit and tests at the same time. just when wew were done with one report, another came and they just kept on coming. there are still some reports to be done even. there will be another phase test coming up next week and the end term test a week after. so.. yeah, things has really been so hecicly crazy.






anyway, went to the TAIB Roadshow at OGDC last week. i missed the morning session due to my finally sleeping beauty. the Roadshow.. not bad i must say. they had some kind of insurance promotion which attracted a lot of people. a lot of other fun things took place as well such as Winning Eleven and Guitar Hero Tournament, Ismakom car exhibition, Hyundai Coupe gathering, Caricature (karikatur?) Artists etc. these are the two cars which caught my attention the most. Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution X and the car i have always wanted to buy, Infiniti G35 (Nissan Skyline Coupe 350GT)








it's a good day to play football. which we will in half an hour time. it's been almost three weeks without football. size and weight has increased. feeling quite unhealthy for quite some time now without any active physical activities.

i'll be back with more things on the next post.

FOOTBALL TIME!

Farah:- HYE FARAH! happy belated new year! ya i've been busy with things myself as well.

Nisa:- oh u know achis? sure, i'll link u up too ;)

Mui:- oit! bah nanti ku link ko k.

Syadza:- lama udah ku membali. yow.

i like this. even though it's just a result of a shaky image, it still look nice. spooky in a way. still artsy somehow. yea.





it has been raining crazy these few days. even right now it's that bloody heavy. i like rain. the sound. the feeling... but not when it's heavy. it's like between Jazz music and Heavy Metal music. but Heavy Metal is nice. anyway, be sure to drive safe and slow on the road. that goes up to meself too.


THIS IS BURNING

last sunday. i was called to a Reunion Barbeque for the OGDC 2008 batch. everything was held around the Exploratrium area. it was a very good night to be honest. good food. karaokes. winning eleven. talking about what we do nowadays and how things were in the past and such. only Maria didn't make it from this batch according to my observation. one of the Powerpuff girls... the other two were Pijah and Farah btw. they were always together. haha. i wanted to stay longer but i had to travel all the way to Bandar for school the next day. left early.

it has been quite a bad week for me. first i fell down twice on the same wound and on the exact same spot during street soccer last Tuesday. an ugly looking wound just below my knee where i landed and down my elbow as well. next there wasn't any water while i was doing toilet business the next day. embarassing. then i almost ran over a car infront of a petrol station nearby my second home. lucky i didn't run over the lamp post when i made my car go up the side stable during the car crash avoidance. crazy. everything was based on misjudgement and lack of focus. sleepy maybe.

one more test paper to go. the last two weren't so bad. im not sure about the accuracy of my solutions but at least i got the feeling that i can answer the questions. tommorow's test will all be about proper time management. it's always like that every Engineering Drawing tests.

im loving 'I Woke Up Today' by Port O'Brien at the moment. my morning wake up alarm. the song 'Kamu' by Nitrus made it to my current Top Ten playlist as well.

Zai: HAAAAAAIIIII!!! lama no see. rumah mu saja aku always lintasi. hehe. yawah? ko ada lens atu wah? mau jual murah arah aku? =D

Wira: hahaha ko last year aku wah one and a half more year. bah just contact saja bila ko balik.

so this is the new year. doesn't feel that much of a different doesn't it?

yesterday marked the end of year 2008 as the clock stroke twelve in the midnight extraordinary fireworks like the most beautiful sets of flowers blooming for few seconds one by one in the dark skies around the globe. spending New Year's Eve on the new Russell Peters and Dota with friends while our one night only neighbour was having a splendid party wasn't that bad afterall i guess.

so what's in for new year? in my case, not much. don't know yet actually. out with the old, in with the new, same old same old whatever. the point of the matter here is i do not have any resolutions yet. i never have any new year resolutions. my resolutions just come at random times.

looking back at year 2008, there were loads of good better best and bad worse worst of moments. happy things and sad things. one saddest thing is i had to leave the place i love most. a place where i learn about most of the real things in life and the first place where i learn to earn my own money. that place is OGDC but situations still wasn't the right. something was missing. some things just wasn't enough. so i decided to move on and got myself into BLNG where i am now in the situation of achieving my ambition when i was little. to work in a plant. moreover, i still get to continue my studies which have been delayed for so long.

in the sense of general things in life, situations are good. my relationship with the other half is going smoothly and we're both happy with each other. together for more than a year, it's been in a really long run now which maybe not what i expected but always wished and believed. having new friends now make me have lesser time with old companions. i miss them. i can still see the home boys during usual Friday football at Arena. the girls, i haven't seen them for a long time. even with those im closest with i seem to have failure to communicate with them. maybe because each and everyone of us are doing our own things now. i don't know. one thing i know is that i dont want to become more and more of a stranger to everyone i know. the worry. the fear.

another fear, temper. the thing i used to be in so much of control. nowadays, it let loose very easily without myself realising it. maybe it's due to the pressure of something new in school. thank god it only reach to the point of voice raising. if it come to the point of aggressive body contact, then i should go to the doctor. something must have gone wrong with me if ever that happens.

improvements. is what i must do for each and every heartbeat of my life. i can't keep disappointing everyone in any kind of manner. maybe this is a right time to apologize for every mistakes i've done to any one of you. i know some of my actions can be bitter. i was young. im still young but a little more wiser and in the process of being one fully grown man. very easy to ask for forgiveness and you never know when you are going to implify another wound on others isn't it. one mistake can cost you a lot really. how forever it is, that is the real question.

i talked too much

anyway, best highlight of year 2008 were so many. the main ones are our first anniversary and of course, Liverpool still on top of the Barclay's Premier League table! worst highlights? fuck them. not worth looking back ain't it?

Liley: let's forget it all ya love? it's a new year. let's start it bright ;D