found quite an interesting cover by The Cardigans on Black Sabbath's Iron Man. it's on my background music now. this is just what i do when i have plenty of time to kill. search for songs and stuffs. sometimes porn... anyway, im feeling oh so bored... how about another set of pictures, shall we?


Hambri, 'Acting Only' Cameraman, Radio Television Brunei


Farhana and.. wtf?


Mop aka Zairol aka Kambar Si Akimslay aka Spiderwebman.


kaka/adi/anak/auntie/mrs Ben siapa la ni? =x

i think i should go get some shower now. no. smoke first. then shower. then play the new Tony Hawk game. bought it together with PES2008 last night after Open House at one of previous OGDC-ians. hope this one works. if it doesn't, last tah ku masuk kadai game atu.

and oh, i know where they sell the whole Choco Fondue set, including the chocolate, in Brunei. it cost quite a fortune. urgh. i'd love to get one of those for my own but then again... i've got so many other things on my wishlist. i dont want to live forever wearing the same watch everyday *hint*

Aimilove, bah nanti i beli the choco fondue thingy then we two eat brabisly okeh? hehe.

Zair, shhhhhhhh~apakan. mcm lah nada urang baca blog ku haha =x

Nena, banar ni ah! nanti ko balik brunei tarus ku aga ur place. baik ada! heheh

Dk98, you missed out the 'E' hehe

Modulo, sure thing mate ;)

im so pissed off with my new PES2008 right now. well i've been pissing off with it since last night before going to slumber land because it kept on getting freezed after every one match. sometimes during formation settings and even before it reaches the 'press any button' screen. fuck the world banar. im going to buy a new one. probably after my next payday. my wallet is currently not that sufficient.

so let's take a look at some photos, shall we?


Awie macam si Jul


HAI JAI!!! =x


mengerajakan krita control si Hilmi dimasa lapang


sesi beramah mesra bersama bekas warga OGDC bekerita Civic


the grown up Joeydiana. looks a lot like the mother now ey?

off to shower now. toodles~

fuck the world! FINCH is REUNITING! yeeha! check THIS out. oh my, i couldn't be more excited than this. hope they'll pull out another record. the last two was absolute smashing!

alright better get ready for Hilfi's open house in bandar. need to pick up Farhana. picking up is easy. finding her house is the problem. i've never been there so.. yeah. haha.

happy pushed-forward-ed Teacher's Day to the teachers out there!

chow.

this gotta have to be the best band in the world!

HURRA TORPEDO

Total Eclipse of The Heart (Live)

found that video while browsing through old folders on my desktop and decided to search it up on Youtube. maybe we should get these guys for the Livewire Carnival. yeah. macam banar. pffft but it would be interesting if EVER it's possible though. i like the way these guys manipulate overused home appliances into musical intruments. something different. HURRA TORPEDO ROCKS!

speaking of Livewire Carnival, i think we need to finalise everything before the next meeting. currently lack of ideas of what we should have on the Games section where im assigned. so far.. only the Treasure Hunt seems to be a good crowd puller. maybe i should talk to the boss on what sort of things he have in mind. on the Entertainment side, im suggesting we should have Battle of The Band probably with IMTS and Karacoma as guest artists rather than just IMTS alone performing to increase the hype but.. we'll see.

another would be the very just around the corner OGDC Hari Raya Open House. im one of the floor managers and still have no idea of what should be done. the whole program is still yet to be comfirmed; the artists, show arrangements, the dancers etc etc. we need to get this thing finalise VERY VERY SOON or it'll end up failure. maybe im being too worried over here since this is the very first big project im really involved in but really, for the good of everyone, we better get it done especially with the multifunctions we're currently having.

just got back from football. gosh. i was just plain blank on the field and somehow, i kinda feel bad for not coming to Maria's and Mop's open house.

yesterday, went to Miri for some quality time with my parents. the plan actually was to get new bedsheet set for me. the budget given was around RM150-RM200 and entah cemana buleh gatal tia kan membali di Aussino. so i entered and attracted to this sort of abstract designed bedsheet which costs roughly RM400 for the complete set. i did get that bedsheet, happy happy and my parents, they were PISSED OFF since they had to give me double the budget haha but at the end of the day, i treated them at KFC.. what? at least bah. nyeh and oh, i bought some porn DVD's =x and i forgot to buy soft cookies wtf.

i think i want to be like that Matadoe guy one day.

oy mate!

PISS!

OFF!

oh man. Snatch is such a classic. movies with english accenst are always the greatest. no other curse words sound better than theirs. was watching it on my PSP. bought the original UMD back in Mekah. i wonder where the hell my DVD went...

off to watch This Is England now.

wait.

shower first.

then go watch This Is England.

see ya later!

let's just say.. i've been dying to reimpress; in the name of friendship and now, i died because of it for you do not understand me any longer or refused to do so. my dearest friend, maybe i have my own flaws from which you have suffered but making such non-singular blind assumptions behind my back? and for thinking i will not discover? MasyaAllah. see, nobody make the same mistake forever. im saying this because i've learned from those executed errors or at least, learning, if i have not. in the past maybe i will just laugh this matter down to dust but now.. huh. i've tried my best to get things back to what they were and every effort seems to be back to square one with zero appreciation. as of now, im fucking sick of it, for being the one who always appear to say sorry.
you think you really know me?
think again.
a friend once said,
"it's ok to be nice but sometimes, you need to learn how to say no."
now i get what he/she means.

WOW! A WILLY WONKER MACHINE! THIS IS BRILLIANT!


that's the chocolate fountain machine whatever at Dee's place. i swear to god if my tummy wasn't full i could have been standing there the whole fucking day dipping juicy sliced fruits in the everflowing melting chocolate on that shiny diamond. probably 6 hours minimum. nada bah. atu labih jua tu banar ah mun sampai stangah hari.

so the well planned hari raya convoi yesterday turned out.. not a properly planned one in the end. Pij had a last minute cancellation due to family matters, Didah similarly and Dee.. antah, damam lah, malas lah, apa lah, sekalinya ada open house dirumahnya. nda lagi bunyi-bunyi tu pfffft. haha

so things ended up with me spending the driving time around with Aimilove. she looked absolute mesmerizing. it was like there were sparklings all around her as she walked down the stairs and towards my car when i picked her up. kan pingsan saja nda ku dalam kerita ah. ok, too much TV. haha. she should have been some fairy tail princess or something. puteri bunian kali. maybe she was, a sasat one =x well, it's been quite a very long time since the last we spent some quality time together talking about our life issues and all.. eventhough i was technically mumbling nonsense the whole time in the car. nyeh =s 5 houses in total.. ok make it 6 including Hua Ho Tutong for a little shopping. from 12.00 2.30 until 10pm. apologies to Aiman and the rest of PW people yang kan convoi sama-sama.tunggang tebalik tia plan ah and lambat kamu bekirim sigup. limpas sudah Huaho.

didn't take alot of pictures. left my digicam at home. plus apa jua digicam ku yang nda cool ah. it's not Sony or Canon and so not pink. hye Jaimimi!

w/ Aimilove & Jaimimi

Gang Pinggiran at JaiTrio's place.

with these people at Lampuh's

2 more not in picture; Bak and Ajeem.

i think we took a lot of shots on Dee's camera. gonna ask from her later.

and yes,

yesterday was a very Bad Hair Day. nda lagi dapat besigup tu. kana warning uleh "pebinian" lol

Modulo, sure thing mate ;)

Farah, oh? yakah? lol you too take very good care of yourself. jangan terjebak dalam gejala nda betantu sana ok. we sayang you here. loves and misses you loads.

this goes out to everyone; SMSA Mates, OGDC Colleagues, UK Friends & Darlings, Bandmates, Footie Mates, PES Mates, HPK, PW People, Switchfest, Gang Pinggiran, kaki lepak WYWY and not to forget my beloved family as well as others. thanks a bunch for all the text messages and comments/testimonials on Friendster/Facebook. insyaallah there'll be an open house next week on the 20th. all is invited to come.

this is the most meriah Eid i had in years so far for some reason. well, so far at least even though im missing those family and friends di perantauan. first day of raya was great. went to the mosque, ziarah kubur, go to granny's place in KB minta ampun maaf then to granny's place in Telisai, ziarah kubur and raya-ing to relatives house there til night. repetetive as previous years but with extra excitement. was feeling a lot sleepy from all those excessive houseworks and firecracker-ing the night before, i ended up collapsing in bed at ten.

woke up at 4am, hard to go back to sleep once i do. thought i could catch Farah online but i forgot she's going to London today to meet her family. haha. so i decided to just blog. Aimilove texted me at exactly 00.00AM while i was deadly asleep, asking if she could come with me on monday to Wanik's open house. hopefully no other plans. it's been a while since the last i drive around with her and oh every SMSA mates is invited to her place as well. maybe we should do a convoi or something.

it's almost 6 now.

tommorow is going to be a very busy day at home.

i think i should go back to sleep.

so, at the end of the day, last night, after sungkai, i smoked. tumpas ku tumpas! haha but to quit something you're so addicted to like this is very hard i tell you. therefore, plan B, im going under what i like to call the reducing process. probably starting with once in 3 days, moving on to once in 5 days, one week, one month and so on. just like when i quit smoking back in year 2000, except during that time, i ate a lot of candies or any junk foods. so basically it was maximum insertion of fattening foods in exchange of saving my lungs thus explaining my current overweight nature. not going to do that this time however. im trying another theory. hopefully it'll work, insyaallah. plus i have no more reason to smoke. nothing ever aches anymore. maybe it's not a fully balance life i've been craving but life sure is on the right track =)

speaking of last night, another OGDC sungkai beramai-ramai session. supposedly the boss wanted to try some Deliwhatever restaurant but due to some rather undisclosed reasons it was changed to here...




we went for the buffet. not bad. i like the asam pedas fish and the roti canai. not quite sure about the price. either Iskandar or Roslan paid the bill. Wawa was also there with his News-At-Ten-guy elder brother. no wonder he looked familiar. the brother i mean. then we moved around The Mall for a while and wow, The Mall finally had a REAL shopping mall sight with all those people around. loads of familiar faces were there; Aman with his Star, Kamirul with antah bini-bini mana ka lagi, SMSA Chinatown mates etc etc. i think the colleagues wanted to watch a movie but cancelled due to tight curfew of some.

finally found Fares Abad's MP3s i've been searching for it ever since i came back from Umrah earlier this March. Fares Abad was one of the reasons why i abandoned shopping activities with my parents back at the holy city. there have this one programme with 24/7 Quran recitations, and there was this certain time after Asar they air Fares Abbad's recitations. definitely on my favourite list after Sheikh Abd'Rahman Sudais. you may click HERE if you're interested. highly recommended and all those MP3s are definitely going to my iPod.

Alfatihah to Zul's uncle who passed away in a tragic car accident last night. i forgot his name but i still remember his warm-being whenever he sees me when we were neighbours. may he be amongst those blessed by Allah Subhanahu Wa'Taala. amin~

Raya is soon.

hope i'll get to see everyone for Raya. faces that i've been missing; Aimilove, Jaimimibabu, Fizahayoy, Didah... and the rest of the guys. kira malas kan mention nama laki2 lah ne. haha. looks like i don't get to see Nena and Farah this Raya. two of my closest darlings =( oh well.

sahur is in 3 hours. better get some sleep now.

hope i can make it for the next briefing. i've been coming late to work as of lately.

two lates in one sentence.

yeeha.

random.

a wanna watch the new Jay Chou movie.

Zair, thanx for the support! walaupun aku tumpas semalam. haha.

Farah, oh hey sayang! you found my blog! haha love you to bits. you take care also. hugs.

Nena, it's shirley goh because im using some shirley girl's file. heh. bah tell your mommy and nerissa to buy our cookies eh.

Efra, bah sudah ada release the new PES nanti baru tah ketani lawan keh. haha.

Chocolate Paradise (40 pieces) - $8
Chocolate Urai (35 pieces) - $5
Honey Cornflakes (25 Pieces) - $3


hurry up, while stock lasts. call +6733377200 for Zul/Fizah to order or you can contact me through my tagboard, my phone number or my email. IT'S FOR CHARITY. it is therefore reminded the money we obtained from selling these biscuits will go to the poor or those in need. mahal? allowance balum keluar? apa salahnya mengeluarkan beberapa ringgit untuk membantu mereka yang memerlukan dan juga mendapat pahala di bulan Ramadhan kan? so Bruscene people, HPK people, PW people, girlfriends, beach soccer mates, street soccer mates, SMSA mates, blogmates, everybody... you know what to do.

just copy, paste and editting the Charity Biscuit thingy from last post up there. was just done chatting with Farah<3 she's currently on super shopping frenzy there in UK. looking forward to see the favourite newly bought boots she has been talking about. can be used to kill an elephant i heard. haha. miss you loads sayang. loves you.

so anyway, i was watching Mean Machine on DVD last night. only the Original UK version though. going to watch the Domestic Cinema version later. the movie is based on Adam Sandler's The Longest Yard. 90% exact storyline, convicts vs guards match but instead of American Football, they use English Football and less gay. Vinnie Jones is the main actor here. one of my favourites. Jason Statahm is in it as well on a side role. i love this type of movie. it's something like Snatch, Green Street Hooligan, Revolver, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrells etc etc. movies with British accents, confusing story lines, how most people find it boring and all. confusing.. boring... maybe this is why i don't get any girls. haha. whatever.

i have not touched any cigarettes for 3 days in a row now. woot! quite an achievement for a heavy smoker i tell you. let's see if i can go up to one week. then a month if successful. a year and finally, forever! insyaallah. amin.

so i was watching this show on BBCE called Sound of the Seventies where you get to see an hour episode of artists performing live in an acoustic set during the bell bottom era and i immediately fell in love with this one song by Dean McLean called Vincent (Starry, Starry Night). some of you may already know this tune through Josh Groban who made one of the best rendition of this song. well, not really my favourite rendition but at least better than any others and who the hell is Josh Groban anyways? so anyway, i think im starting to become like my dad now in the music sense. i've been not only listening to the songs he whistles daily but labelling them as my favourites as well. ah, i really am going old it seems. i guess it's an eye for an eye thing for me making my dad listen to Slipknot, Soulfly, Tupac etc etc some years ago. not that my dad mind though. he enjoy those stuffs for some reason and... gosh, that doesn't mean my dad is getting younger isn't it? identity crisis. heh.

my legs are feeling a little sore as of current. was playing street soccer for two nights straight. one Wednesday with OGDC mates and last night, i brought Efra along to play street soccer with Pre-U1 mates. Efra was terribly bored so... yeah. mun nada durang Richard call aku, alamat mendangani kikis gelugut di bawah rumah sama aku lah si Efra jawabnya. haha. plus them Richard needed my help to switch on the lights at the venue. we were all about having fun and being silly there up until more crowd came in to play. they're the usual crowd actually but most of my mates feel a little uncomfortable with them. it has something to do with their incooperative attitude at some point and that results us in deciding to temporarily wrap things up at the venue until the official launching once we get standard sized goal posts as well as yellow linings and barriers.

i talked to Farah online earlier this afternoon. finally. i wasn't in front of the keyboard when she left me a message a couple of times before. im a happy, happy Max. she seems to be doing okay over there in UK. oh how i miss her. like this much *hand motion* im still worried about her well-being nevertheless. gila, sayang kali ku ah arah ya. mun ada urang putih kah, itam kah, biru kah, kuning kah, ijau kah kacau nda betantu kacau ya disana siap ku lipat lipat. haha. nah, it's just, it's the first time that she's so far away and saperated from any of her parents there. hope she'll get used to it fast. i should've listened to Farah Mom's advice about getting excellent grades for June A Levels so both of us can go UK together. kurang jua ingau. and where is this Nena Yapp Ah Loi ah? eh salah. Nena Yapp Hong Ling. come back now wah eh. so quiet Brunei right now you know.

and oh i didn't smoke today. it kinda knocked me in the head about what Tommy said to me regarding my recent smoking habit. a packet per day minimum. time kraja, sigup (yes, ponteng). balik kraja, sigup. sebelum sungkai, sigup. lapas sungkai, sigup. sebelum solat, sigup. lapas solat, sigup. sebelum main bula, sigup. time main bula, sigup. time rehat main bula, sigup. lapas main bula, sigup. nada kraja sikit, sigup. lapas kraja banyak, sigup. sigup. sigup. sigup. mati. i need a break from cigarettes. hopefully a long one.

i can't wait for this one to come out or maybe it's already there on video games stores shelves. i'll go out and have a look on that later.

hey people! it's been a while isnt it? haven't got the time for any proper updates. been staying at the office sometimes until night for overtime mainly giving some hands to people in Education Department with baking raya biscuits for charity and lemang paper mache for hari raya decorations. it was all fun and tiring as well that i ended up collapsing in bed after sungkai without showering. ewwww. haha.

here are some pictures taken during our sungkai day out at Royal Brunei Catering in conjunction of celebrating Nizam's, Faizal's and Dilah's birthday. boss belanja heee~ picures are courtesy of AJ and Ali. im too lazy to transfer those from my phone. nyeh.

kana candid



with Farhana and Fizah



Tommy, Fendi and AJ



Aiman, Jul and Hilfi



two of birthday boys Faizal and Nizam



the other birthday boy, Dillah in cap with Mop



with Ali



im missing Farah a lot right now. we spent almost every breakfast, every lunch, every brunch, every dance classes til midnight, day out at the beach ...and now that she has left for UK, life is a lot more empty i shall say. so i brought Dee along to send off Farah at the airport. i actually brought along Aimilove as well for the reason of how close the three of them were back in school but since Aimilove can't make it for personal reasons, it was left with only me and Dee.. and.. Dee and me. awu. kami dua nganya school mates yang ngantar ya di airport. i just hope she'll do fine there.. and im going to get her buy me the Reading home jersey. she's in Kent pulang but.. i don't care. she's so gonna get it for me. nyaha! and oh, Dee was in a very bad mood inside the car for some reason. berijap nyamo. kesian. cali pulang usulnya. nda pulang cali banar. ada jua sikitlah. apakan.

i've been quite careless with car activities nowadays. i was at the petrol station in Lumut with Dee. so while my fuel tank was being filled, we were talking, talking and talking inside the car like nothing happened. after the tank was full, i turned the key and went 'fuck... napa lain bunyinya ani..' rupanya i forgot to turn off the engine! gila bayi. baik jua nda melatup kerita ku. nauzubillah. then last night, on the way home after work, i almost ran over a Daihatsu. gila bayi but im very sure it's not my fault this time because the owner switched on his highlight which resulted in the diffculties of seeing car signal. i do not know why but my car seems to have some kind of bad aura with Daihatsus. i remember how pissed off that other Daihatsu owner was when i went out with Aimilove in bandar the other day. mati eh.

congrats to Dee for the new job which she will start tommorow. quite a desirable salary from what she told and thanks for the treat at TPH. tunggu my gaji keluar i blanja you balik okeyh. heh. im still waiting for answer to the recent job offer i got. the work is good. the pay is reasonable. hope i get it. amin.

i actually wanted to go out for DVD hunting and pay parking ticket but now.. mcm malas jua. i think i'll just go play Winning Eleven at home.

see ya!

Nena, ni nah update!

Efra, jamming.. errrm... lapas puasa can? aku nda mau kana sambar kilat eh main music teriak teriak time puasa. haha.

Lish, huh? job in seria? where that? haha sikit nganya gaji ku last month ah. this month punya gaji lah you turun kb baru tani bestfriend. haha.