DID YOU SEE THAT!!!? WHOAAATAAABIIUUUTEEE~



went to the Local Cat Competition yesterday morning at Dewan Bandaran KB while waiting for my pictures get developed. that cat up there caught my attention the most. it was huge. i mean. RIDICULOUSLY huge to the point where i thought it was a tiger cub. i would love to own one though. Didah's cat, Snowball joined the competition as well.



went to Bandar today to have a check on my ITB waiting list. not out yet. then waited for Aimilove until she was done with her departmental orientation and went straight to the chinese restaurant at Batu Bersurat where we met up with the lovelies Jaimimibabu, Fizahayoy, Najulin7979 and Najmeyalai. Rachel, Halim and Theodora joined us as well. so many people! fun fun fun!

could have been much more fun if Nabil, Pij, Didah and other SMSA mates were with us.Nabil already had lunch with Nabehah at Kopitiam. Pij and Didah couldnt make it pasal durang sombong. haha. nada wah =x Dee told me she couldn't make it when i called her early in the morning. she had other plans.

Jai and Fizah looked pretty in baju kurong. Aimilove, undeniably striking as always. haha. everyone looked marvelous! maybe because i miss them too much. should have taken pictures with everyone. perhaps next time yes?

a very big thanks to Daleya for the lunch treat yesterday with Aiman and also for the cruise around Kg Pandan in VW Passat. lain kali tani liat Honda Civic Type-R okeh?

and

what the fuck

SOMEBODY STOLE OUR CAT!!!

GIMME BACK MY TOTTIIIIIIIIIII!!! ='(

since Nena feel pretty pissed with Hey There Delilah song which i recently put on this bloggie, i've decided to replace it with something else. little do i know that it is such a popular song nowadays until i saw it on the top of the billboard list while browsing through the recent edition of Weekend Bulletin. way to go Plain White T's!

Efra posted a not for underage version of the song re-entitled Hey There Vagina on my friendster comment. pretty hillarious. very creative i must say. before i forget, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR UNCLE!!! and oh, an advanced congratulations on the success of your engagement with Dang Jimah aka soon to be MRS UNCLE. haha =x oh what a glorious day. a great guy and a beautiful lady. my two friends. 29th July engagement. united through love. now that's some deep shit i tell you.



so anyway, picked up Aimilove at ITB for a lunch yesterday after i was done with some stuffs at UBD. the were having a Jogathon event btw. sadly them Pijah couldn't make it pasal durang sumbung. haha nadawah. they were exhausted from the jog. Jai and Fizah didn't join what the fuck. DONT EVER DO SUCH THING NEXT TIME OKAY. please do not risk yourself being blacklisted. i love you both. Dee was busy with her sis and was probably on her way home by that time.. so.. yea, things were then just left with me and Aimi having our meal at Taurean and gosh, for some reason i was driving like an armadillo on vodka. im very very sorry to that white Daihatsu guy for repeatingly pissing him off with my careless driving pattern starting from the Batu Bersurat traffic light up until Jerudong Highway and also to Aimi, sorry ya love. i seriously have no idea what the hell was going on with me. it was just... crazy =s

maybe i was just thinking too much...

i lost my way out after sending Aimilove to her aunt's place somewhere deep inside Jerudong area. now i find that part funny. stopped by Pertama Mart for a while to rest at the parking lot until i was ready to go with 100% focus. Nabil called in between for a lunch invitation at Taurean along with Nazmi but i had to turn it down due to improper time management as well as inappropriate distance plus i was still full for a second lunch.

Nafi got a new black 350Z. yes the two sitter shiny diamond. i believe it was bought first hand. probably i'll give it a little bit of test drive when both of us got the time. he lives just few footsteps away from my place by the way. i have to admit that i am jealous of him for it is such an awesome shit for a first car but im still happy with my Santeriana anyway.

watched Arsenal's first match against PSG in conjunction of the Emirates Cup. it's quite a peculiar sight without Henry. a little less exciting display of football eversince he left for Nou Camp i must say but still, the quality is still there as they won the match by two to nothing. fabulous scores by Flamini and some new signing. i have trouble in remembering names sometimes. heh.

Liverpool lost the Asian Throphy to Portsmouth. i was laughing my ass off to that some reason regardless of how such a big fan of Liverpool i am. i just hope all the new signings especially the multimillion Torres won't be such a waste in later days.

going to Bandar again this Monday for some stuffs at ITB. hopefully will get meet up with the rest, Pij, Didah, Jai, Fizah... and oh, Aimilove again as well of course.

and im currently pissed at a friend. he's been doing shit to those i care and i don't like it one bit.

Jai, thank you Jai. i love you.

Nena, haha no more the song no more~antah iatah kali tu the John. the bastardious one... i tell u next time. I WANT MOUNTAIN DEW PLEASE!!! one whole pack this december otay?

Fizah, thank you Yoy, i love you like i love Jai also.

Kerol, eh dari mana lagi ko dtg ani? haha

Zaf, hye Zaf! haha yea i decided to revived it masa last January since i have a lot of time to kill after my a levels. ur blog password protected ah. boooo~haha

Shady, not so good mate. im stucked with no education again like last time. ngaleh ku cemani ani. ngaleeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!

so here it is
the start of a new life
everyone is leaving forward
and im still right here
i'll be joining in the near future
hopefully

wish me luck...

but if ever i don't
i would still be going forward
in another direction
saperated

and that's when we'll wish each other luck.

no this is not a song

When everything is lonely
I can be my own best friend
I'll get a coffee and the paper
Have my own conversations
I see the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening
By the morning looks like shit







life is getting ugly again. ah what the hell... so anyway, Ayam joined me and Farah last night at WYWY. it's been awhile since we last have such good conversation. just like the old days. even though we're in our own world now, i guess we're still "brothers" it rained very heavily last night but i was in desperate need to go out. i needed an escape for i will cut the air from my lungs if i just stay at home. Ayam kept complaining about how my smoking habit is at worst. i certainly understand his concern. i went completely non-stop smoking hi-jacked cigarettes for nearly 4 hours straight. well... i guess i'll just kill my lungs for any deserved comfort.

the next morning, went out breakfast with Jason, Farah and her awesomely tattoed friend John, at Marilyn's. no, not that bastardious i-know-black-magic-run-away-from-bills John. another one. electricity cut occured right after i was done on the phone with Dee and that forced me to cancel the waffle i ordered. so much in favour of my diet attempt.

Aimilove texted me last night about how much fun they had and the next day's schedule for the ITB orientation. thanx for updating love. oh gosh, i miss her. i miss Jai. i miss Pijah. i miss Fizah. i miss everyone at ITB. i MISSED orientation and fuck, im going to miss another one if ever i got admitted to both of them but please please PLEASE dear God, let me in. i still love going to school.

but you know

life's a bitch

die

Jurin, still. nothing beats Zinger Maxx. heh.

Jai, thats okay Jai and thank you.

Kumis, bah mana saja. nya durang ari atu $15 for one hour kah 2 hours but nda menyasal lah main sana. siuk.

Nabil, yes bil. that is SAZWANI 3882 =x

"if not us, can i just save you?"

im fucking sick and fucking tired of this whole shit. this another failure is making me feel six feet underground...

but im not going to run away from this catastrophy,

i'll do anything,

even if it means to give up everything else,

and if still i fail,

then white flag i shall raise,

i might as well just look for a job.

went to the second day of OGDC Skatefest on Sunday with Farah. stopped by Aimilove's place before that because i miss her haha nada bah it was actually to give her JaiMimiBabuilove's shades which was carelessly left abandoned in my car from last Thursday's movie trip so she can pass it to Jai the next day at THEIR(pffft) school and oh thank you for the gifts from Paris. alai sayang babu~haha =x so anyway the whole place was totally roasted by the sun and the bands section wasn't that happening.

when we arrived, it was First Quarter's tune to Lamb of God's Laid To Rest with Krol Malice as special guest. the it was Framit's turn to sing on the next song which wasn't familiar to me but hell, i never know he has such voice that amazing! haha but yeah. good work buddy.

next was Senjakala/Karacoma. they turned down the final song for some reason. i can hear Mawi was saying "it's not happening man" people were certainly busy watching the free trick photoshoot session and there weren't any space for any kind of mosh to take place. quite possibly the night before's show as mentioned in previous post was a 'havoc' comparing to theirs which reduced their interest in performing. whichever the reason was. they still did a good performance. not as good as their last show at BSRC Friday Night Jam but it still deserve an okay rate.

Dini did a kickflip to Noseslide on the rail during the photoshoot and that beat the crap out of the other skaters including his beloved brother, Bam. haha. Trick of The Day!

saw Yul there with Zuer. HAI YUL! AKU NDA SAMPAT PALUK KAU! she gained weight. getting hotter arrrr~haha oh, not to forget Switchfest mates were also there. then Wira came right after everything was done so we decided to just head to LLRC to watch Switchfest mates played street soccer against Ma Long's team. i left Wira and Farah at Babu Faridah's restaurant to fill up their tummies at that meantime. should have brought along my footie shorts. dapat jua ku main sama durang! siok wah usulnya! banyak ketawa lagi and i can guarantee you Erman as a goalkeeper is the most hillarious thing you'll ever see hahah.



sent Farah home right before Maghrib. fetch Wira's ride at OGDC. dragged him along to gerai perayaan with my parents and that's when a major what the fuck came out because we just found out we're actually related after four years of friendship. yes. related. cousins wah cousins! haha. mati eh and that sums up to Radhiah is one of my relatives and Feefy, to my fucking surprise, IS MY AUNTIE WHAT THE FUCK! HAHA!

before i forget, congratulations to Tuah ex-si pam yang bagas kraja arah Dee's canteen di SMSA dulu (complete lol) for being crowned as OGDC 2007 Skatefest Champion. huuurah!

Metalfest is currently 60-40 from what i heard. 60 goes to the negative side to be exact. hope it'll be alright and will still take place.

Nena, who the hell is Bino? eh i met Nerissa wah, gila, makin tinggi man. haha

Nailhead, no problemo matey ;)

JaiMimiBabu, pasal ko panggil aku alai arah blog mu hmpffffhhh haha

"it's that simple"



that's our Bam. 2 times champion both two years in a row. i think he was about to do a frontside down the funbox during OGDC Skatefest 2007 Demo while waiting for the judges to sum up the points of all the contestants. it was awesome to see all of the old faces like Mamat and Awang kicking up tricks on the board again during the free demonstration.

the band performances which supposedly started at 2pm started off late for which i think is due to the late arrival of equipments. the first band kicked off around 4.30 just about when i was done with my waffle at Ideal. little do i know of their name but they played really well as a three piece with the rapcore genre . yes. R-A-P-C-O-R-E. one of the roots of nu-metal which people thought was dead. it's nice to see something different in these ongoing evolve of musical taste around here. major point goes to the guitarist. amazing work.

next was Rose On My Coffin Door. i had no doubt in the superiority of these young lads and they certainly didn't fail me yesterday except for one of the guitars went out of tune during the first few songs. they still played Forever by As I Lay Dying which is my favourite number FYI so i give them a lot of points for that. haha.

then it was D Medley's turn but we decided to leave the place to watch our mates from both KB Rovers and MPC, playing football at Arena Field not far away from where the Skatefest took place.

straight to gerai perayaan for dinner. went straight home after that and missed all the good bands such as Incisive, Malice My Shadow and I Mean The Snakes which were scheduled for night performances because i was too fucking tired from not being at home since 9am in the morning until 9pm in the evening what the fuck. no i did not smell eventhough i was wearing the same shirt for 12 hours straight because Hugo Boss Black Edition fragrance rocks! \m/

and i wasted my chance of first meeting with Feefy at the Skatefest. sapa suruh ya ke WYWY time kami di skatepark. pffffft. haha

Karacoma and Airholes are performing today. so i think im going to catch that one later.

"criminals are hot!"



fresh from Baiduri Bank. thanks to Aman. ended up trading it with dad for a pair of red dollar notes and that $20 goes into my dad's collection book.



urgh should have gotten rid off the plate before taking the picture. destroying the beauty of arts saja =s

went out with Aimilove and JaiMimiBabu to the capital yesterday. both Fizahayoy and Pijah couldn't make it. boooo =( finally get to watch Trans-for-mers. now i see why people talk so much about it. graphic-wise and special effects deserves alot of credit, absolutely fantastic but in terms of storyline, i have to agree with Ardy for, i too, expect so much more on that particular area as a self proclaimed biggest fan of Transformers.

personal ratings:
graphics+special effects 10/10;
storyline 7/10;
OVERALL 9/10.

met Afeefa while she was working. at last we finally meet. only get to have a short conversation with her for i fear my two girls were starving to death. awu wah. aku yang kelaparan brabis ani banarnya. haha so it's left with Lish and Iyan for me to meet among my old blog mates. surprisingly i didn't order Zinger at KFC for lunch wtf. yeah, KFC. too lazy for any fancy restaurants/cafe. nothing much were done after the movie. just hanging around there looking at shoes, handbags, you know, girl stuffs. i was with two girls if you have not been paying attention and it was a fun day out overall. see you lovelies for The Simpsons Movie!

spot Dee on the road when we were on the way to pickup JaiMimiBabu. she texted not long after that but only get to reply once i reached The Mall. extra focus on driving was needed for the safety of passangers. anak dara urang bah tu yang ku bawa ah. lawa lawa lagi. then i called Wira regarding Dee's concern on her text about SHBIE admission result. it's going to be next week. oh, how impatiently we are waiting. sorry i didn't get to accompany you lunch ya dear. next time, my treat ;D looking forward to see the new hair. peewit!

and oh, Aimi was so 'emotional' in the cinema while watching the movie. sampai tutup matalah, tutup idung lah, tutup mua pakai popcorn cup lah, apalah. siyuk. cali haha.

ITB will officially start tommorow. quite a number of my mates who got in will be missing in action around town =( heard it's going to be a marathon tommorow. good luck with that. haha. have fun with the orientation you guys!

Aiman, HAHAHA ooooops~apalah punya buipren nda pandai defend galpren. walaupun berduaan sama 'si anu' ke tutong ambil adi kemarin. haha =x

Lost, HAHAHA iatah wah. aku pun tekajut meliat masa ku balik rumah. si Hanirul kali punya kraja.

Nailhead, ooooo ko rupanya. basar udah ko ah. nda ku kelala lagi. hahaha. btw good work on friday the thirteenth. keep it up \m/

went to the capital with Kumis, Panjang and Lampuh for something to do with UBD/SHBIE admission situation. stopped by DST headquarter before that to pickup job application forms as per request of the other half of missing HPK members. after done with UBD went straight to The Mall for a blackmailed lunch treat at Dixie from Aman. awu wah man nda ku bagitau urang ko ada galpren baru. oooops~telapas biarkan tia kali ah? haha =x supposedly our intention was to fill up our tummies at McD but it was closed for some reason. such suffocation. blergh. then straight to Fandi's place and lastly Wira's. that's all about yesterday. my unhardworking nature told me to leave the detailed information aside and so be it then... and oh i think i saw Si Pipah working at The Mall. bergaya amat seh~haha

ah some unposted random pictures. bangas. but then. enjoy.

Orang Dalam Kotak:


Dee. haha cali. i mean. kiyut :x


Erwan haha ani banar lah kiyut

Kenapa Kami Takut Arah Aiman:

suka melakapkan tile rumah urang


urang PW kana briefing pasal menagur. sorang lagi escape.

HAI MAN!!! haha =x

Drama Sketsa: Pencarian


Erwan: *katuk kutak* Assalamualaikum
Pij: Waalaikumsalam
Erwan: Anu kan betanya
Pij: Tanya apa?
Erwan: Ada kita tenampak galpren ku, kehilangan ah
Pij: Antah ah, ia ni kali dalam kutak basar ani
Max: Aisehmen Romli bukan main lawa lagi...

para pelakon (Erwan si baju kuning, Pij di dalam kotak, shoulder si Farah, shoulder urang barangkali kiyut, Coca Cola)

and lastly...

Peeeeeewit

ada yang sampai nda betidur meliat ni gambar ah =x i swear to god i have no idea how this get into my phone. jgn marah aku Man. bukan kraja ku ni. sumpah. haha.

Nailhead, ah yakan? are you the one who was wtih Zulhusni when i met him in Oman? Zulhilmi right?

Zye, the song no more because i change mood oredi. heh.

"a perfect body, a twisted mind"




aisemen Kumis~bukan main lawa lagi~saya kasi tampar itu mua nanti.haha taken during the last day out with HPK mates.

so anyway, had a date with my parents to bandar earlier today. just an ordinary day out. going around the capital, the cliche shops and such. saw the last person i ever want to see at the boutique shop. kenapa lah si najis atu ada disana! my whole body system was racing at a very peculiar speed to the point that i might fucking explode. a very cold aura i tell you. so i just told my mom the colour of the kain that i want and i hope i didn't crack/break the glass when i slammed the door on my way out. sorry boutique tauke =s and oh my mom minor-scolded me in the car because of that and i told her 'bukan, angin kuat tadi' lie of the day. buduh eh. spoiling my mood saja. arrrgh scratch it! she's not even worth for even a think... gosh i can't be hating her that much can't i? =s

on a brighter side of the note, i gained quite a sum of money today. alhamdulillah. not going to undisclose on how and what i did but yeah, at least it was halal and worth it =)

anyways, going to bandar again tommorow with half of HPK mates. it is with a purpose this time so i have absolutely no problem in joining. them Jai also invited me to come along with them but since Kumis invited me first so... first come first serve. i still love you Jaimimi. i still love you Fizahayoy. maybe thursday we go if that's alright with you?

"I thought with a month I would call
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see 'us', not 'you and me'
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering"

Three Cheers For Five Years by Mayday Parade

this is such an emotionally intense song =( moreover the acoustic version which i wanted to put as new background music for this blog but iMeem is being 30 second bitch about it so what the fuck oh hello E-Snips! and this song sort of giving me this goofy gutsy i still love you just because i still do feeling i swear i have no idea what the hell i was talking about =s but nevermind, it's a beautiful song anyway =D

and my system is in quite a turbulence right now.

im out Carbon Monoxide

Malboro Lights please~

anyone?

hello?

Nena, not yet swicthfest lah. it's called Friday The Thirteenth. video i think hilmi's brother ada ambil sikit. i try to get from him later.

Nailhead, no problemo mate. you're one of the fuglies aren't ya?

last night's Friday The Thirteenth had to be the craziest installment of Friday Night Jam. the crowd was non stop. major thanks to the presence of Switchfest Crew going up front doing what they do best. THUMBS UP YOU GUYS!

we arrived around three quarter past seven which was quite on time unlike previous weeks. i was informed by Midi the day before about the cancellation of their show due to the unavailability of both their guitarists. the night were then left with the two remaining bands namely Fallen and Fuglies. according to a valuable source the show almost got cancelled but Faiz from First Quarter saved the day for being kind enough to lend his double-paddle.



the opening band was supposedly scheduled to Fuglies but their vocalist couldn't make it on time. therefore it was left as a one way option to Fallen to start the night's show. they weren't at their best to be honest. Hilmi (guitars) took his part well. couldnt quite hear anything from Kamirul (bass). Erwan's (lead guitars)part was pretty shaky, a little nervous i noticed and pretty much went out of tune a number of times. Diyat was undeniably great with the drums. Erman's vocal didn't quite blend with the others. too overwhelming which im guessing it's the microphone as well as the lack of practice (only thrice before the show) after a year of absence overseas but overall as a band, i'd still give them a two thumbs up! they performed familiar covers to their music followers (and that includes me) as well as one original song. major point: they got the crowd on fire!

the other band of the night shocked me the most. Zulhusni, known to his mates for his humble and soft spoken nature turned into a screaming beast on stage! lol two other major shocks: one, i didn't expect Zulhusni to perform that night and two, i was expecting them to play commercial type of songs which in turn they played A7X, BFMV and Metallica covers. a major what the fuck i should say but hell, i salute Zulhusni for having an unexpectedly amazing throat. unfortunately, the musicians were pretty much blurry on the equipments. didn't syncronise quite that well with one another but still deserve an O-K-A-Y rate and guess who crashed their set? Azren aka Mr Petrelli himself! he was just there going on stage took over the second mic screaming havocly to the final few lines of Metallica's Master of Puppet which was the closing song of the night. it was just crazy man. i can see some "kids" were "running away" with their ears covered and oh, i can see the band somehow lost direction after that by looking a the expression on Zulhusni's face. haha. sorry no pictures of Fuglies. i was pretty much dead on the couch by then.

so the night remained with me losing my entire voice up until i finally decided to buy myself a can of 100 Plus and oh, the cigarette was totally a major help with my throat cleaning. i met Zeph again but this time, with a very proper self-introduction. ya panggil aku si bulat on multiply wtf. haha. luckily i was ready with my balls for she was about to kick them silly. yea, i left them at home haha =x KILL!!!

joined them Nabil, Aiman, Jimin and Shaq quite late at WYWY after sending Aimilove, Enoor and Pijah home. a very big thank you to Shaq for the major food treat. most of us had black pepper lamb chop as per recommendation from Aiman.. i mean.. the person who recommended Aiman. ooops. JAHAT! =x

Aman has expressed his desire to perform on the next available Friday Night Jam. i have no problem with that but one thing, get your vocals uptight first dude. ani aku saja ambil high note. mana ada harapan. ko tau aku jadi Ramli Sarip pasal beteriak mcm urg kan beranak semalam!!! haha.

me and Dee were very much freaked out by the misinformation of SHBIE admission result release. that really had me trouble sleeping last night for the major andrenalin rush plus the lamb chop effect and usual after-gig hype. turned out the exact schedule is going to be sometime next week and not today. hopefully both of us as well as some of our other friendswill get in. wish us luck!

I GOT THE METALFEST TICKET!!! HOORAY!!!

gotta pay back Mr Sribuza on that one soon. thanks alot for the early payment ya dude.

upcoming next gig will be the OGDC Skatefest on 21st and 22nd of this month. bands listed to play are yet to be announced. too bad most of my mates will be having their ITB orientation by then. sorang-sorang tah ku meliat cani ni nah =(

Zye, errrrrm... antah. i just happen to find them. haha. WELCOME BACK! drive ke bandar for me to liat wayang please?

Fzah, bidakan? i find the hair quite nice actually...

Eno, ehhhh oooop. masih following my blog panya. haha =x

Ef, gosh, cindy lauper, is she still alive? and oh, inda lama lagi kawanku betunang ni wheeeee~

Arto, hahaha yakan? oh well~

Zephyr, woot woooooot! and... uh oh... *remvoes balls so zeph can't geld it*. haha oh my, imagine how devastating that would feel =s

Dee, okieeeee~and thank you~heheh

Kumis, yeah and i didn't make it for this week's outing. urgh.

Linalina, hooray! let's go to Singapore ayyyy~ =D

so i got this in my inbox

hardware = barangkeras
software = baranglembut
joystick = batang gembira
plug and play = cucuk dan main
port = lubang
server = pelayan
client = pelanggan


Try to translate this:
ENGLISH :

"That server gives a plug and play service to the clients using
either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the
port of the client."


MALAY :

"Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan
menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira
itu dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan."






HAHA lucah sungguh! i got lots of things to blog about i am in no mood to do so. therefore, bye bye.

oh by the way, WELCOME BACK JAI!<333

"wake from these dreams of you in my arms"

was sleeping the whole day as the result of being extra nocturnal. what the hell was i thinking by drinking hot coffee at 12am and diet coke at 2am in the morning? now, that is how you redefine stupidity my friend. so... i had a dream of something like this to happen during Friday The Thirteenth gig. specifically the last part of the video...


Walls by Emery (Live)

i mean, exactly the same shit but familiar faces in replacement of characters present.

man how awesome would that be if it'll really take place! the energy, the crowd. i like tu~ heh

Hayley Williams of Paramore seems to be the new Avril Lavinge in the eyes of our female trend followers.

"please don't say things like i didn't even care about you"

nothing much to talk about. just went to Pijah's place with Kumis in the afternoon for what was supposed to be a guitar lesson but we ended up spending our time remeniscing about pre-uni dramas while filling up our tummies with finger licking meals at WYWY.

have you ever undergone such situation where you cared too much about the person that is nothing less than everything to you to the point where you didn't know what you should do for the fear of every single steps you were about to make and any other options are definite killswitch after committed such huge mistake in the past?

forget about the question above. low in self esteem issue as it seems. hell, i can make a good lyric out of that. anyway, here's a video of Tom Jones performing his own version of Arctic Monkey's I Bet You Look Good On Dance Floor with Aerosmith's John Perry on guitar during Princess Diana's tribute concert took place recently. ENJOY!



and oh i just had a dream about me escaping from an about to explode shopping mall. how intense. i might be leaving this place soon under god's will. yeah right. i wish but i really really want to...

i actually decided to end my blog few hours ago due to personal reasons. then during my usual late night carbon monoxide insertion activity i thought to myself "hell man, im not going to give up on things that easily... only losers do that" so i've decided to make this a public safe blog. personal distorted thoughts will go to the other one. my dearest Sexphere mates should know about that one and they are certainly invited to read. if they still remember about it of course.

Sexphere Reunion July 2005

Top: Efra, Linalina, Envy, Midi
Below: Nerissa (holding Krystal) Bob, Max, Nena


Sexphere. yes i miss the Sexpherix. before there was HPK, i created Sexphere with my youthful long forgone leadership ability. it started as a joke to made fun of Eno who were inviting people to her gothic group thingy. then things started to get fun after i invited Feefy and Envy. Sexphere grows from time to time when i was fully active on MSN. yes, i was still infront of the keyboard under any circumstances and any status unlike now... to recall the members.. yours truly, Feefy, Envy, Wira, Nena, Bob, Efra, Midi (yes that Airholes guy) LinaLina, Leen (the only Singaporean) with her pink monkey, Schmoopie (ok make it two Singaporeans) and the youngest, Nerissa. those guys just came in at the right time as i was going through one very shitty time after that bitch left me abandoned (which none of them know about it heh) we had our own friendster page as well as a joint blog.

only once we had a memorable reunion and that was during the first ever Glassheart Rabbits (RIP) gig at Nena's place, July 2005. Jul was still in the band by then. The Klip (RIP) were included to perform as well. that was the first time i met Bob and Midi in person. i remember the rest of the group including Rafie at school in the morning were teasing about me liking Bob (Bob's real name is Syeedah btw and no no i didn't have feelings for her haha) and everyone was mesmerised with Midi's screaming ability on the microphone when we featured him during Finch's What It Is To Burn. sincerely that was the best gig ever after Efra and I broke out of Neurofin's shell. we had fun, we were one with the music, everything was just spontaneous and i sang like an idiot to The Used's Buried Myself Alive. we played quite very long sets. from 8pm til 12pm. with dinner break and The Klip's 3 songs x 2 sets performances in between. there was a very bad storm when the curtain was closed. a lot of trees fell down including the one infront of chinese graveyard and a lightning stroke one of the passedby tress when Efra and I were in the car on the way to Jul's place to send back the musical equipments.

then everyone was busy with life commitments. we hardly meet since most of them live 170km away. some had shitty connection overseas. some seldom go online including me.

as deep as it may sound, Sexphere still does exist in my heart. i think we need a reunion... but how exactly is very complicated. Feefy is already back in Brunei for good. i still yet to meet her. she was all over the place that time including UK and Iran. Wira just got back from UK according to Rachel. haven't heard from Bob for a very long time but she should be back by now. Efra is pretty much preoccupied with work and *ehem* future fiance. Midi with his work and recently mainstreamed band. Linalina is pretty easy to contact. Leen... my gosh, so far away so she for sure will not be able to make it. same to our beloved mascot, Schmoopie.... Nena is in Australia now to further her studies. she'll be here by December but Wira and Bob will be back in UK by then. gggaaaargh! haha

we had so much fun back then didnt we? i feel like i've been abandoning those lovelies... im sorry you guys. maybe all of us should make a group trip Singapore someday and catch up with Leen there. then we'll have a full squad reunion. what say you!!!?

*sigh*

im a very very sad person right now.

nope, no distorted thoughts here!

ONE MORE CIGARETTE WAHEY!!!

and just for the record, there is no such band as FALL OUT BOYSSSSSS.

it's FALL OUT BOY. FULL STOP. WITHOUT EVEN A SINGLE 'S'

haha bitchy moment

TORRES IS IN LIVERPOOL!

little did i know there was actually a show for Friday Night Jam installment last night. thank goodness Nabil mentioned about it during beach soccer and was kind enough to bring me along later on that night for which the major intention of it was to promote Sadness In Her Eyes's T-Shirt sale. these guys are cruel man. even their own band member have to pay for their own t-shirt as to what happened to Nabil. haha so guys grab one of this limited only 30 (now minus 5) pieces of finely printed T-Shirts while stock lasts. current price is $20 next week it'll be $23... and oh those informations are also on behalf of Malice My Shadow's T-Shirt.

bands on last night's schedule were Falling For Summer, a heavier First Quarter and the evergreen Six Stand. we missed Falling For Summer and the so much talked about First Quarter's performance of which they played Lamb of God covers. Krolsawal of Malice My Shadow and Azren of Incisive took over the mic on one of the songs. arggghhh such devastation! so anyway we made it for Six Stand's turn on stage. formerly of Ephemeral. they played evergreen songs from the 80's and 90's era such as Sweet Child O Mine, Final Countdown, You Give Love A Bad Name and Tiada Lagi Ki(N)dungmu. they had three singers switching in and out on random basis. a very delightful band for parents i should say. good singers, very talened musicians, good showmanship overall and i can see Zeph was laughing her ass off the whole set. so much fun ayyy? haha

my guitar guru, Azmin, play in that band. if it wasn't because of him i wouldn't be playing guitar today. his guitar went out of tune during the intro of first song, Sweet Child O Mine but i swear to god, if it wasn't because of he was nervous, for what reason i do not know, you'll see a kick ass guitar shreding from him. im sure everyone noticed how his finger moves when he took over the bass for a while. macam caciiiiiiing! haha and he has a black plain Gibson Les Paul. one of my dream guitar. gaggggh!

NEXT FRIDAY!
it'll be our Switchfest mates Fallen's first gig for almost a year due to absence of Hilmi and Erman who were preoccupied with their studies abroad. they will be joined by Airholes and Fuglies. best of luck you guys! and oh that will be the last of Friday Night Jam as according to Krol. wtf. no more weekly entertainment after July The Thirteenth =(

and oh, i was talking to Zeph last night at the reception desk while she was counting money and... she cursed me like hell on multiply.com because she didn't know that was actually me and yes Zeph the non-self-introduction was on purpose. YOU JUST GOT STALKED! haha =x

Kumis, very well... BRING IT ON MR POTATO!!! haha =x

Aimilove, awwww~i like that dream. i want to have that dream also =(

Zeph, alaaaaaaaaa~kana patan tia! haha errrrrrm you mean becoming some sort of reporter for brubands? sure! i like tu! =D tetapi saya tidak ada camera yang canggih. do i like errrrm get paid? haha =x yeah roaddie, pasal kira duit kau, kana ulun pun kau. kira roaddie jua tu. haha. see you on Friday The Thirteenth!

friday morning thoughts.

the fear of depending on someone.

the last time i had a bestfriend, where the hell is he/she now? or was it me who walked away? or was it i who left him/her the intention to leave me abandoned? everybody leave. everybody change. everything just keep on shifting. every familiar faces departs.

but not cigarettes. they're still there on the shelves in nearby store. the cost increases from time to time. they kill. the presence of nicotine and thousands other chemicals enough to label yourself as suicidal but that doesn't matter much to me. it never left me. it's always there when i need company.

as for those who will rise the issue of against what i am posting, i don't care if it is killing me. neither do i care if it will leave me rotten in the future.

because,

being left behind by someone kill me worst.















p/s:- this is only a personal thought. it might be fictional. do not start smoking if u haven't. merokok merosakkan paru-paru anda. amaran dari pihak kerajaan.

oh gosh im very fucking full. late lunch and dinner at a few hours gap, not really a good idea but im the kind of person who doesn't want to waste any food especially by leaving it to spoil. orang yang membazir itu sahabat syaitan.

Farah's call woke me up today. a missed call to be exact. she texted to join her for breakfast after her dance class. so picked her up and go straight to Marilyns. Danial (no, not the runaway jerk, another one) came along as well as Kumis, Lampuh and Panjang. had French Toast there. not nice. i still prefer the Roti Kuning Kawin With Cheese French Toast What The Fuck Panjang Namanya... from WYWY. off to Stone Age for pool. sent Farah to her mom 180 minutes later. introduced to Aunt Rosie. became a delivery boy for Pijah with the Lasagne she wanted me to get from Marilyn's. yes, not only i was at Pij's new place, AKU BUANG AIR KECIL DISANA! *muka bangga* skadar~barigali eww~ haha. back to Stone Age to rejoin them Syadza and oh my god, i fucking hate tuesday. i swear to god i would reach Gadong in terms of milage going around the town searching for a single parking space.



essey~essey~esseyh~bukan nda kiut. haha si Kampong and si Sungai working at Filzah's newly opened restaurant at LLRC. a volunteer work to be exact before they start working at RTB next week. bukan nda kurang ajar usul durang malayan kami. sikit lagi ku complain arah Auntie Faridah. nasib uniform durang lawa. batik hijau gitu. haha =x



my best shot after such strong refusal from both of them for picture taking. kalah artist durang ani nyamo. sombong!

anyway i met Erman who just got back from UK there at LLRC. wuuho! i miss that guy. somehow i feel so envious of his long hair. he was there with Amirul. they had a plan to swim at the LLRC swimming pool with Dee who arrived earlier with my stuffs from Singapore. thanks alot dear =D more of the Lumut people were about to come along with them i suppose but then the water pump was broken so i guess they had another plan which im not sure of since we left the place soon after my mom's Fish and Chips takeaway order was done.

i met her today. good to know she's doing alright now =) ... and i hope she is like what she appeared.

Kumis, haha awu semua bini2 sukakan kau including yang baju putih di Marilyns atu tadi... atupun kalau ya bini2 lah ah haha =x

Lish, lol iatahwah. i think banyak yg ku came across. nanti ku capture banyak2. heheh

Nabil, awu Jolibee. kamu ke WYWY nda jua bawa aku. sudah aku ke LLRC baru kan menelipun. hmpfffft haha btw aku nda tau countergirl mana satu yang ko tepakai banar2 ani.

Aimi, really? wheeee~but love... it wasn't a nightmare wasn't it? =s i didn't talk to you today. i miss u lah =( nyeheh.

no news from her since the last she replied my text until i read something from quite a pleasant source. i guess that is as far as i can be there for her now. she is in a world without a single stranger and that whole world is there for her. hope the bright sun and fields of white flower will once again be her life soon. even after i moved on at a very major scale, it is funny as i find even up until today... her smile still what is everything to me... i think i just care.



Fizah love these kind of stuffs. i mean the grammatical error. unless if there is a possibility that she has some kind of unavoidable underwear fetish and go all drooling everytime she pass by man's brief section. haha =x i need new boxers. i want it with Homer Simpsons printings so i can go "look! i got Homer on my backside!" what the fuck. heh. does anyone have Simpsons Season 9 by the way?

escaped the beach today after done waiting by the phone the whole day at home to hangout with them Kumis, Shazuan, and Rusdi around the town. then to Seria after sending Sahlan to his friend's place on the way. accompanied Rusdi to find the old Strokes CD and quite a surprise to see a Bruneian movie(??) on DVD there. had extra lunch at Jolibee. manada countergirl atu suka ko Za! prasan~ ya wah byebyedaling sama aku. booooo~haha =x and oh Nai works there too on a part time basis. just started recently i supposed. picked up Omar plus Nazirul came over to my place for some Winning Eleven. yeeha!

and oh thousands of apologies to Hj Iskandar for being absent at his majlis tahlil earlier tonight. also condolonces to you and your family for the lost of your granny. may she/he be amongst the very blessed people in akhirat. amin. alfatihah...

life has really been raining more than ever, hasn't it?

METALFEST FLYER IS OUT!



thank you brubands for letting me steal the flyer copy

it's not like they know it anyway haha

and oh boy! oh boy! oh boy!

what a lineup!

and no high heels! lol

this gotta have to be the most happening event in Brunei this year!

... and im still worried about her =s

she's gonna be alright Max

she is doing okay

hopefully.

current state

very worried about her

hope she's doing okay

i had a very deep nap after done with the last post

was feeling extremely tired and shit

woke up after hours

then there's this not very good feeling

first thought

maybe it was just a feeling

came across her MSN

quite worrying

asked her through text to make sure

and what the fuck

i was right it has something to do with her

now

i can only hope that she's doing fine

well

she got everyone with her right now anyway

=)

so things are left with just me and my mom in this house for one whole week. dad left to Kuala Lumpur this very early morning for work. Youth And Sports Workshop as they like to call it. he almost called it quits 2 days before because of the strictly in English presentations he has to give as the group leader. yes. my dad is very not fluent in English. English Kapal nya urang. haha but yeah, knowing how my dad is, im sure he'll be having a lot of fun there. eksen nganya ia tu... gosh i wish i can join him too, i have never been to KL to be honest, but then i dont want to leave my mom alone in Brunei. oh well.

oh on the very bright side of the note..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! =D
i can have a lot of sweet nothings to say
but
I LOVE YOU!

little do i know of her exact age but it should be around the 50's.. haha =s and oh today is also the late Princess Diana's birthday. texted birthday message to Dee on that one. her birthday is at the end of the year by the way. i was just bored at my granny's place plus very sleepy and the turkeys just won't shut up. so... yeah. nyeh.

Jai went off to UK 3 or 4 days ago. summer UK. siok! aku lupa bekirim barang. urgh =s looks like 2 more weeks til i can bring her out for a movie as semi-promised. gosh so many desired movies i had/have to miss which included Ocean's Thirteen and since i wont be going out alot for the rest of one week (yes aku dpt dgr si Aiman cakap "macam banar ni eh" as he is reading this) Transformers is definitely out of the list.

old jamming mates Krolbabi and Daus called last night for jamming, dengan majalnya haha but what the hell it was already 10 fucking PEE-AYM! i had to wake up early the next day to send my dad to the airport which i did this very early morning at 4AM and i was fucking driving matey! i do miss having musical activities with those two tight fuckers. maybe next time yea guys.

oh yea, met Datul at the airport. abislah si Jamb kana patan uleh mommy siapa bini-bini atu. haha she went off to KL as well on the same flight with Dad but on different purpose which i think i rather not undisclose.

the rest of the HPK are planning to go to Bandar tommorow for what purpose i do not know but one thing for sure im not joining. aku sayang mamaku. Mr Kumis has started his own blog too recently by the way.

Pijah moved in to a new place nearby Seaview. sanang bekirim segala susu manis ni. haha.

Erman should be back from UK by 5.20pm later on this afternoon according to the arrival chartboard at the airport and other available sources. harap-harap ya inda buat IC this year lah macam si SuisKepala.

lastly saw Si Nabil on the road at Sungai Liang on the way from KB. hopefully his spectacles repairs will be done soon. bari ingau ku liat usulnya cematu.

and this resurrection of endless sleeping habit as of late is making me feel very unhealthy. it affects pretty much everything in my life including lack of focus in football what the fuck and now the upper part of one half of my leg is feeling very aching for almost 2 weeks now. maybe i should go see the doctor tommorow... maybe... at least i still can drive. heh.

oh i gotta text my dad about the name of the perfume i want him to get from KL

see ya!

and whoever was driving that Bentley Continental Non-GT around our housing area... fjnaoaomaosoowioujaoo9kaaiaiajksijakoa ARRRRGGGHHHH!!!

May, HAI MAY! how u've been? saya rindu kamu! haha

Nabil, damn... $120... dapat wah ko blanja kami satu team main bula makan satay tu bil. nda pun tungking haha =x

Iyan, really? wheeeeeee~bila ko balik? =D

Aiman, haha biasalah~barang2 cemani mesti diwarisi zaman berzaman. tapi... aku nganya out Kura-Kura ah haha