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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

ok let's do something different. i'll type less and let the pictures do most of the explaination cause apparently someone thinks i blog like a girl =p nah im just lazy. heh.

so i was at WYWY with Jason, Jiming and Hafiz. apparently Wani Cola was also there with rest of the archery store people doing something like this...

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miaoooo~

yes, they were on monkey feeding crazy. after WYWY off to Stone Age. Izzat Scofferwhatsoever, Jambri Peracun, Razdi Lampuh and Omar Tiang was there too...

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long way to go Zat

won 5 out of 6 matches. my lucky day. after pool went straight to "kedai uncle" (pronounced ANKLAY) for some roti kosong and my first milo ping in months. yes. MONTHS!

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Jambri Peracun
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Jiming and Izzat
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Razdi Lampuh and Omar Tiang

and that's pretty much it.

i was chatting with her just now. a long one. there were loads of obstacles in between though which im too lazy to explain what they are but let's just say everything went well. just like the old times and now, somehow, im happy =D and she asked me when will i ever stop smoking... well, honey... i'll think about it =x

Iyan, haha maybe jua oh. nda ku prasan. maybe pasal banyak baca blog bini2 and hangout sama bini2 saja kali. errrks =s

Shady, haha yeah i was with my fren bali drinks. next time tell your mom bagi dicount 50% for everything ok. just kidding. but if banar2 buleh jua. haha.


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

welcome these two mates of mine to blogspot world by clicking the links below

Aiman - thewhoagain.blogspot.com
Adeb - adeb13.blogspot.com

Aiman's blog focuses more on picture blogging while Adeb's more on general thoughts. oh finally, some guys other than me who actually blog. haha.

so i was sleeping right after dinner last night. it was more like a nap actually. not a healthy habit i know. woke up again around quarter past eleven and listened to some music while updating my iPod. around 3 hours later i checked my phone and...

THERE WAS A MISSCALL FROM HER AT 10.52pm!

no the miscall wasn't a bad thing but the bad thing is i told her through the mail that i promised to go online if she misscall me. ya allah, cemana buleh nda sadar atu. looks like i was really that dead asleep wasnt i? errrks =s

shit

bida rasaku eh

kan sigup ku haha

Jason Golden Boy just called. off to WYWY now!

Lish, pasal cinema is one hour away! and i didn't have a car! haha


Monday, May 28, 2007

Only through struggle have I found rest
With a piece of me taken away
I begin to understand
LOVE



i love As I Lay Dying. their music is perfect enough for my taste. top class.

last night's jamming session was awesome... awesome my ass! si Bam wah nada lagi. taie banar ya ani. but we love him. he had to bail out last minute due to personal reasons he prefer to not tell us why. but im very satisfied with the guitar work between me and kamirul. perfect vibe. Rafi is improving with the double paddle which spice the whole thing up. Aman needs a couple of things to work on but i believe he make it soon enough for his voice maturity to come. went to WYWY as usual after jamming session and Aman's food was... it moves!!! you know macam errrm... IDUP WAH BEGARAK2 MACAM CACING WHAT THE FUCK!!! yuck. im gonna get one for myself next time lol i think it's called Japanese Fried Noodle. gila freak out kami semua ulehnya. haha.

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from top left. Aman, Kam, Rafi, Me.

Nabil and the rest of Sadness In Her Eyes (formerly Inchpin) will be performing his Friday at BSRC. i wish to come but it is not known yet wether it is invitational or ticket-wise. Incisive, formerly H8, will also be performing. really looking forward to seethis gig. it's been a while since the last i write gig reviews.

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SIHE @ Skatefest 2007

our fellow mates from Airholes will also be performing this June 8th. i'll try not to miss this one. im in the middle of exams so ... yeah.

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Airholes @ Skatefest 2007

earlier today, i was in Lumut. went straight to LLRC right after i sent email to Dee. it was around 3pm when i arrived. stayed there for around 30 minutes. texted Jai if she wanted to join me as well. nada wah di reply nya~ so i just decided to leave. spot Nabil and Aiman at Lumut Beach which isn't that far away from LLRC and decided to join them. Dee came along not long after. then Jai finally answered Aiman's phone call. so we went to pick her up. Aiman drove my car. he has the same Mazda 3 anyway so i trust him. heheh. so... tong ting tong ting tong... things ended up with me and Jai in our own brotherlyhood world while Nabil, Aiman and Dee had their usual fun together somewhere else. me and Jai left 15 minutes past 6 and them Aiman stayed a little longer for sunset.

sent Jai home. Nabil called not long after asking for the missing half of his slipper which i have no idea where it went. maybe the dogs took it i dont know.

pictures. many many Jai took. i wait for Jai to put.

i still prefer Panaga Beach than Lumut Beach though. it's much cleaner and no flithy sandflies. im gonna make a song about it one day. a beautiful one. it's going to be entitled PANAGA BEACH FOREVER~ hoorah!

oh man my ciggies is in the car. looks like no late night carbon monoxide insertion for tonight. malas ku ambil from the car. heh. im going for Alpine nowadays. save budget yoh.

and my dad forgot my weekly allowance for this week.

how the hell am i supposed to pay for my car petrol

im so gonna get it from him tommorow.


Saturday, May 26, 2007

watched the new Pirates of Carribean last thursday with Habing Pan mates. a very good movie i must say. 4 out of 5 for my overall rating. the whole movie is about betrayal, love, a lot of things to laugh and pirates of course. i've never seen the previous installments of this movie and now i know why people talk so much about Jack Sparrow. thumbs down for the uncomfortable cinema seat at Kiulap Mall and two thumbs up for the popcorn cashier lady. mueheheh~ =x

well, whatever. there were seven of us which completed the whole Habing Pan Krew. Hakeem Kurus, Hambri Sungai, Hafiy Kampung, Syadza Kumis, Razdy Lampuh, Omar Tinggi and Max Penyu (yours truly btw). didnt do much there in Bandar the other day. just going around menyukat kadai Kiulap Mall, watched movie mentioned in previous paragraph, chillin on Kiulap Mall balcony area and late night dinner at Jerudong Park. i feel really sorry seeing how JP has turned out now. i miss those times when it was all hectic, noisy, colourful, full of people and most of all, FUN. someone has to stop these kind of abandonment. bring back the old JP. aren't you ashamed of what tourists might say? think about it.

might not be going to the beach today. im a little tired and sore as of now due to excess amout of beach soccer yesterday. we played 3 sets. around 45-50 minutes per set. First Leg, Second Leg and an All Star Set between Ex-St Margarets and Ex-SMPJN+Me+Ajeem. only my All Star team won since we have two big stars in the team Jason the Golden Boy and Jambri Udang. both of them were up front and everyone in the squad knows what kind of hell the opposite team were facing. haha. scored a hat trick only in the First Leg and none in other two. i was playing more defensively on the second leg and assist role in the All-Star match. i have been slowly improving my dribbling and passing skills thanks to tips and advices from my teammates. oh gosh, how i love football. it makes me forget all those unpleasant things in the world!

we're going to jam tommorow

hooray!


Thursday, May 24, 2007

Walk On...Walk On...

AC Milan is the new European Cup Champions after beating Liverpool with a narrow 2-1 scoreline. a beautiful 22 metres free kick from Pirlo which took the deflection from team mate Inzaghi fooled Liverpool's goalkeeper Pepe Reina and a mistake by defenders for leaving Inzaghi going one-on-one with Reina paid it's price as it completes Milan's two winning goals. Liverpool's consolation goal was scored with a header by Dirk Kuyt as he picked up a lose on air ball from Kewell's corner kick cross.

to be honest, i wasn't really expecting Liverpool to win the cup but just like everybody else does, i can only HOPE. the hope was devastatedly crushed as i wish for another good news by watching Steven Gerrard lifting up the European Cup Trophy instead of Maldini but, yeah, still Liverpool played great. lots of near scoring chances. good formation plan by Rafa Benitez. Mashcerano took his part well. so does Gerrard on the assist-forward position. not putting Kewell on first eleven is definitely a mistake in my point of view. they did a good job on dealing with Kaka but forgetting how lethal Fipo Inzaghi can be and it was proven in the end. lady luck wasn't on our side. even better yet, WE LOST IN PRIDE.

texted Jai after the match. sorry to disturb your sleep Jai. i love you.

went to school yesterday morning. just to waste time meeting mates who took Sociology whle waiting for Razdy to come down from Tutong. Farah was all "payah wah~" at school. i guess the paper was really that hard. cut story short, Razdy finally came to my place around lunchtime with Jambri Peracun and Omar Jagger. had our lunch at WYWY then off to Izzat's place for a little hangout. Didah and Dyah came not long after. im still having trouble identifying which one is who of these two sisters from certain distances. decided to play pool at town after picking up Mamat. wasn't really in the mood to play that seriously. apa yang jadi tu jadilah~ Ajeem joined us after the pool. thank you to Teacher Ravina (i think that's how they spell her name) for treating each and everyone of us at Jollybean. off to beach after Didah, Dyah, Izzat and Mamat went back home.

so that's pretty much what my life is all about. spending time with friends, lunch at WYWY, playing terrible pool and going to the beach.

luckily today. we're going to watch Pirates of Carribean movie premier. Razdy's treat.

i still miss her every now and then

we talked a bit at school and finally chatted after such a long while. i fell asleep on the couch in the middle on "BRB" status while catching some breath after a smoke break. she was already offline after i woke up from my not-that-short accidental nap. sent apology text to her immediately after. im very sorry you =s

im out of cigarettes. my smoking habit is now reduced from one pack per day to 3 quarters of a pack per day. improvement yes?

The Haunted is now on my favourite metal band list. recommended tracks are All Against All and The Flood.

everyone's a beach addict nowadays

welcome to my world people

and oh THEY'RE GETTING ENGAGED!!! xD

finally. a very good news after such long period of sleepless nights.


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

WHAT THE FFFFFFFUUUUCCCCKKK!!!!???
i was checking out Efra's and CJ's friendster page and there were comments about the two of them either IS ENGAGED or IS GETTING ENGAGED!!!
WHICH ONE IS IT!!!????
IS IT FOR REAL!!!???
i dont care if either one of the answers are true
both would be one hell of a very good news!!!
oh i am desperate for any good big news right now.
please please anyone? TELL ME!!!



and i give up trying because you are everything to me

fuck this. exam is in less than 14 hours and i still can't fucking study. what's even worse is i can't even remember all those things i previously revised. too many shits, running wild, in all direction, through my mind right now. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.

was pretty much restless the whole day. can't focus on my revision at all. decided to go to the beach but had to wait for the rain to stop before going to the beach. the beach part didn't help much. it made me feel even more empty instead of calm and relaxing like it always does. saw Naz's car at SMSA on the way home. he was waiting for Fizah. decided to stop by for awhile for a little chat. it was on time for them Jai done with their exam. i think they were having Physics. then we go straight to Sugarbun. Asmawi works there. he's an awesome guy. Aimi joined us as well. actually it was more like i joined them. went straight home after done with meal.

and thank you Jai for the concern. do i really look that dead tadi? sorry to make you worry yea. I LOVE YOU <33333333

i can't fucking sleep and im out of cigarettes.

urgh

whatever...


Sunday, May 20, 2007

spent my entire day with Farah yesterday. it's kind of funny ironically how she'll just be there whenever i have unpleasant thoughts. she never knew i was having problems during those times though cause i never really show definite expressions to people except when i finally decided to let it all out yesterday. not really all. just major parts of it.

so yesterday, woke up at 8am, my day started off with a big cup of tea, soft cookies and the whole pack if ciggies for breakfast with the hope it could put me to sleep. didn't get to sleep much. texted 'her' in between to express how grateful i truly am to know how happy she is now =) a part of me does hurt. that i have to admit but it's all good. just about when i was done with my drink, Farah texted to meet up for a group study at the library.

cut story short, we had brunch at Moi Nam around 11am. she was late for some har drying at the saloon since there wasn't any electricity at home. anyway, her mom and her bro was there as well. head off school after we were done since she had to give something to Miss Imelda then straight to the public library nearby. KEPADA YANG NDA PERCAYA ATU, NAH BUKTINYA AKU KE LIBRARY! ASAK TIA!

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the both of us got a little sleepy after some time. i think it must be the aircond. so we decided to just stop after an hour. around 3pm stopped by the Panaga beach in between of sending her home for a little hangout. we had some fun there; long walk at the beach, chasing little crabs, being vain and all. just being us. enough to get rid of unpleasant thoughts and definitely better than smoking.here are some pictures from the beach...

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the sun wasn't as striking as when i was with them Jai I Love Very Much. i wanna go with them Jai again. durang siok. heheh so we grew tired and decided to head to her place.

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inside the car

arrived at Farah's around 4pm. she invited me in. since i would be doing a lot of deep thinking if i was alone so.. yeah, i accepted and decided to stay there for a while. heh. then we invited Kuroda to come over. gosh how i miss that dude. for almost two years we haven't meet each other up until yesterday. he gained weight again and looking very very healthy.

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it's always a lot of fun having that dude around. lots of very laughable stories and shit. haha but too bad he had to leave early to pick his sister up from religious school. things were then left with just me and Farah. Naz (her brother) was busy video calling with some girl. so yeah. haha. this is the part when Farah became a good listener and oh we were still vain in between those deep conversations. heh.

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stayed there until Maghrib. had to leave after receiving a text from Aimi. she needed help for some secuirity check on her house. she thought she forgot to lock her backdoor before she went to bandar to pick her sister up. so stopped by her place for a while and everything was safe.

arrived home around isyak and immediately put myself into a really good very deep sleep from being exhausted by the day out with Farah. thank you so much for spending time with me and for being a good listener as well. i love you Far<3I LOVE YOU TOO VERY MUCH JAI!

no Lish, im not bored, sakit saja. haha. tapi mcm bagus jua idea mu atu. batah dah ku nda liat j-drama.tapi pagi tadi aku ada liat j-drama. siok crita nya leng. namanya ULTRAMAN NEXUS!!! lol

thank you Yan. yeah i know. this isn't the first time. nganya this is the first time i love someone this much. iatah. it's going to take a very long time but im going to make it through x)

thank you Fizah, i love you mcm i love Jai jua. sikit la~haha

Nen, oi... im sorry of i made mistake ah. i have lot's of things on my mind right now so please understand ok.

and thank you everyone for the support

i really appreciate it =)


Friday, May 18, 2007

urgh my eyes are heavy i can't sleep yet so here we go..

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 80%

Greed: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 46%

You will die in a duel.


wow. i am a very very jealous guy. at least i'll die because of a fight. haha

You Should Drive a Blue Car

You're the type of driver who isn't hung up on the what car you drive.
You don't need a flashy car to show off your wealth or style.
Instead, you go for value and reliability. You're quite practical.
You're a great driver, but you don't show off. Part of your skill is not standing out on the road.


ihhh... krita c jai ni biru. heh =s

Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later.
You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:

A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.
Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.
Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:

Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:

Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday


so im going to wear Liverpool jersey 24/7 now usulnya ni. pffft. heh

You Are Bart Simpson

Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss you as "trouble."

Little do they know that you're wise and well accomplished beyond your years.

You will be remembered for: starring in your own TV show and saving the town from a comet

Your life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!"


mcm banar jua ni haha

Star Wars Horoscope for Aries

Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain.
You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control.
You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well.

Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor


HAHAHAHAHAHAH EVIIIIIIIIIIL!!!

Your Birthdate: April 18

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.


urgh one heart break tah karang =s

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.


salah~haha

Never Date a Libra

Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear.
Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear.

Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio


okay~

im trying to do everything to keep me from doing a lot of thinking now.

i can't smoke.

my dad's still up.

stop smoking... ahhh the promise made to her i can't seem to keep

i did stopped but not for long

hell i even smoked infront of her a number of times

and when i think about how happy she is now

she really deserve it after going through such rough road these previous long years

and im definitely happy for this =)

ok! winning eleven is next!



had a very good sleep after got back from Miri around 4pm until around 7pm. at the end of the sleep there was this dream of quite an unpleasant scene about her. that woke me up and the very first thing coming out from my mouth was "....dejavu.." immediately came into the fullest of my senses, go online, open up one of the biggest friend community site... and i was right.

i lost her again.

i never really had her but yeah, you know. i've told her this before that i have some kind of random dejavu on her on everything she does except when it come to this. when it come to this, it is absolute definite. the open indirect announcement this time shows it is for real. surprisingly, it doesn't hurt like the last one did. unlike the last where i was completely torn apart which boosted my smoking habit, revival of marijuana addiction and introduction to 'coke'. it's like, the devil was raging inside me but back to where i am, little do i know why my heart isn't in severe pain. maybe it's still early... or maybe this time, it is perfect between those two. it's like i know she's going to be very taken good care of. maybe this time, i can trust this very lucky guy. i don't know. it's just a little bit more peculiar i must say.

she never told me anything about this for we previously always share our thoughts and feelings up until my very last confession to her but yeah, i understand. well, i still do love her. always was, always is and always will be. for how much longer i do not know. all i know is, this is the first time ever i've met someone so different, someone so wonderful, someone i really care about... someone i really love. after the last mistake, i beg for forgiveness and guidance from God. each and everyday, i pray for her happiness, for her every smile which i barely see nowadays and maybe, just maybe, Allah is granting my wish right now..

and im going to keep on praying..

because i love her to the very core of my heart

i dont know if she reads this but uhhh..

i love you

take good care of the giraffe lol

and yeah...

i can say that three letter word as many times as i want and it might not mean anything to everybody else

but it very well does to me

i love you

i love you

i love you

and

i love you =)

urrrgh mcm farewell. banci ku post ani. haha.

bye!


Thursday, May 17, 2007

went out with Jai, Fizah and Jiming today. Jai called me up just after shower telling me to get ready. then picked up Jiming. Fizah was driving by the way. had lunch at KFC WYWY. BMW BERHENTI incident which i rather not undisclosed (subahanallah x 99 lol)bought takeaway lunch at Ayamku for my mom before off to Lumut to pickup Fizah's brother. dropped ourselves for a while at Fizah's to decide what we should do next. nobody had a plan.. actually yes, fishing but we do not have any fishing rods so... yeah, so anyway, i welcomed them to my world, TO THE BEACH!!! it was kinda fun since it's really been awhile since the last i hang out with them. oh yeah, Naz tagged along before we went to the beach so there goes the five of us. heh.

some pictures from today's activity

inside RX350
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the four of us
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cuteness of Jai<3 awu Fizah ko pun kiut~haha
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this is when we turn siblings
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the five of us
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im pretty much tired to explain the whole thing so please visit Jai's bloggie for more pictures and story... and i want an awesome digital camera like Jai too. buleh ambil gambar lawa2. jeles ku. i mean. i can take pictures like this too...

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awesome spoon eh? haha yes spoon, not fork. mun fork cematu nada nyangkut mee goreng. got that from having brunch with Aman at Han's Cafe yesterday. showed him the new Mazda CX-7 at Grand Motor for a while and i think he got totally hooked with the car. i could be too if it wasn't for i already have my own car. it's the most fuel efficient ($11 from KB-BSB-KB), comfortable, wide space, high safety and andvanced tech, affordable car in my opinion. driving satisfaction is yet to be known. i'll give it a test drive when i go to Bandar maybe sooner or later. then met up with Samsol to hangout at the usual, our spot at the Panaga Beach.

oh yeah finally met Zaf in real person. she's a lot cuter in size than expected. she was at the beach with Halim when we decided to go back to the beach for a while to see what someone like Halim Timberlake(urghhh =s) was doing.

Dee texted me after we saw Aiman's ride passed by ours. they were about to go off to the capital for whatever plan it was Nabil told Jiming on the phone. i think it's for some good movie at the cinema after picking up Aiman's brother. good to know she's feeling much better now. was really concerned about her for the past few days. she barely eat anything and slept most of the time during her recent fever period.

im getting darker. eeks. girlish complain LOL


Monday, May 14, 2007

Rafie showed us some card tricks last night after jamming session and trust me guys. he IS THAT DAMN GOOD!!! even Kamirul was completely freaked out. haha. he actually taught me some while the two of us were chilling outside at Dreamcatcher but, yeah, magicians never reveal their secret so he only revealed half of each and every tricks. consider me lucky. the other half is for me to find out by myself with hardwork to reach perfection and i wish i can do this one day..



well since Lish is into 'J-POP', im into 'J-MAGIC'. mana mau kalah. haha. btw that's Cyril Takayama. a recent mainstream favourite in illusion/magic world after David Baline and hell this guy is sick! he's much much better than David Blaine. it's like... he can get laid anytime because of his tricks and im not ashamed as a guy to say that he got the look. see it for yourself girls.



just got back from late night dinner at WYWY. had a 2 hours jamming session at Dreamcatcher. it wasn't as fun as the last. the songs weren't perfectly played. the band wasn't complete. our bassist bailed out last minute since he had to go to Bandar for sleepover. he'll be having an interview tommorow. a very good luck to him but we did a couple of new song covers; Juneu by FFAF and Rum Is For A Drinking Not For Burning by Senses Fail. oh another one, FFAF's Roses For The Dead. it is one hell of a very challenging song to play but we'll try it again for the next jamming session hopefully this Wednesday night.

i've been not at home for the whole of today. went to the Anduki gathering which i must say ... so not happening and the foods were... well, approximately 95% were made out of Pringles. what the hell! MEKAUCHOWA! (hai Jai<333) haha but the fishing part was fun. i didn't do it though, just Alif, Abob and Hanirul. this is Aiman and Nabil with the fish Alif caught

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the first fish caught

awww~a perfect example of black enthusiasm and pink nah-ikut-tia-jua-masuk-begambar-anak-ani-face. haha. went to Ideal OGDC with Dee, Didah and Aiman in the middle of the function for lunch. just like the old days, only the four of us hanging out except this time Didah was the driver. heeee~ Dee wasn't feeling very well. her body temperature was quite high. she looked pretty weak and knowing how she is i knew she wouldn't listen even after i told her to just rest at home earlier that morning. penggahi ni anak ani haha. oh, i said something very bad and very sensitive to her which worsen her mood.i apologized through text once i reached home. this is one of the reasons why i've been taking our conversations to an early dead end. most of the causes of the two of us grew apart are due to my accidentally fatal words when i think about it. there's just something about her which can make me all go... if you know what i mean. plus there are certain other things for me to hold back which comfirmations are only up to my predictions but possibility is very high. oh well. my most concern right now is her well being. hopefully she'll be feeling better sooner than ever =)

i've been quite active on multiply.com lately. it's just so much fun there. well, not really. i just like the fact that we can upload music/songs, videos, write reviews and FYi i do some minor bloggings there. click HERE and feel free to view. add me as well if you happen to have one too and one thing for sure, it's so much better than friendster.com

miya:- SHBIE stands for Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah Institute of Education. it's a teachers institute. my first choice degree got rejected so... yeah. kana tandang ke sana. haha. Biology question was actually only about living things. lupa brabis ku yan. 3 years dah ku nda touch any science subjects. ku antam2 saja menjawab. haha.

pipah:- sorry sorry. kediaku bah nada numbur tlipun kedikita. payah kan contact. nanti la ah kalau ada mood lagi kan ke bandar. sanak ku masa ani kan kesana. haha. i think urg yg degree course balum lagi kana panggil. most probably after June A levels psl kan liat if durang layak with their result atu. i think so la ah. yg baik nya ko call saja betanya. ckp saja la selachis lachis nya. jgn saja ko minta numbur tlipunnya kalau lelaki menjawab. haha =x


Thursday, May 10, 2007

went for another interview last Tuesday at SHBIE. it was alright. was pretty much nervous before the interview. more nervous than ITB interview was which i have no idea why and again one of the interviewer asked me about football lol this time it's about being a coach. answered the question very well, Jose Maurinho style. a little gibberish and mumblish. haha.the first interviewer asked me about SHBIE and hell i had tough time answering that, as well as the Biology question from the third interviewer. the second interviewer asked me about KB and i gave her this answer "i wouldn't recommend shopping in KB" and "oh, WYWY!!!" dengan bangganya, when she asked me where i usually hang out with mates. haha but everything went well... i guess.

after the interview, hung out with Jambri Peracun and Si Abang. stopped at Kiulap to pick up Boyie who i just knew, actually WE, is actually my neighbour lol im bad with recognising people around my neighbourhood i tell you. haha. then we had lunch at The Mall, go round round round, smoke break, round round round, the guys go girl hunting, round round round again, met up with Rafie, another smoke break, round round round and... thats it, we decided to get out of that... i dont know.. not-so-interesting mall. it was still very early so we decided to cruise around for a while and we ended up going around Beirbi industrial area to drool at this

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the new BMW M6

DIDCHU SEE THAT!!??? WHOAATAABIIIUUUTEEE!!! *steve irwin* man i wish i had the chance to get that car for a little test drive like i did in Oman. it really is one hell of a luxury sports machine! oh please let this be my next birthday present... anyone!!!? pleaaaaassssse!!! it's only $200K!!! i love you!!! ='(

Dee got the SHBIE interview yesterday. Alhamdulillah =) gave her some tips which i hope really came in handy. she just got back from Singapore the day before so i hope she wasn't feeling that tired for the interview. hope her interview went well too. she texted me asking for UBD's phone number around 7.30 in the morning which practically woke me up and i can't seem to put myself back to sleep after that. was just very worried about her i guess. heh. Aiman too just got back from Umrah. selamat pulang ke tanah air ya haj! and oh he mistakenly wrote BA in Education instead of Diploma in Primary Education on the form. ANAK ATU BANAAAAAR!!! pffffffft!!!

there's a reunion gathering this Sunday at Anduki. i might or might not be coming since it sounded not that properly organized.

oh it's 10th of May.. let's see..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYRILENE!!!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ROFEE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENOY!!!

and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JIJI MVP!!!

as of now. im very worried about Farah... she's going through a very rough time now. hope everything goes well soon.

Lish:- hahaha yatabah!!! one more, durang wah nada K.K.Koya!!!

Miya:- eihhh napa tia used atu? cuba cerita. aku pantang ni dgr barang cemani ani. haha

Zye:- I MISS YOU MORE JAI!!! MWAH!!! haha btw Jiji ckp ya kirim salam arah ko sorang. okeih~abis utang heh.


Sunday, May 06, 2007

everyday i dream about you and i want you more ...oh soft cookies..
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so i was eating Famos Amos soft cookie and i was like.."shit.. i actually craved for this thing.." haha i love soft cookies. especially those of Subway. nothing beats the heavenly Subway's soft cookies. i was totally orgasmic enjoying eating soft cookies nearly half year ago in Oman... without knowing the exact name of it until 3 days ago when i got it from Miri. oh what the hell Max!!!!? MEKAUCHOWA!!! haha i miss Zai. we used to say that a lot in school.

and uhhh.. yeah. speaking of Subway. why the hell do they have no Subway here in Brunei? i mean.. are we that loser of a country? we don't have those franchises the likes of Burger King, Starbucks, A&W and stuffs. all of which are my favourites... but.. yeah. at least we do have WYWY here.. which other countries DO NOT HAVE. haha. pffffft.

with Aimi and Farah
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at school. eyesbags. urgh.

so yesterday. met up with Farah at school. had to accompany her again for personal statement stuffs. my main intention was actually to meet Aimi, who was also there to see Miss/Mrs Yapp since i needed to give her some stuffs but.. yeah cut story short, i ended up hanging out with Farah, Nazirul, Abang with his two friends, Jason, Jambri Peracun, Jiming and Pijah. Aimi couldn't join us because of work. lunched at WYWY, played pool at Stone Age and.. yeah that is all about what you can do in KB when it rained outside. i had to help send Farah and his brother home since their mom had a bad fever. we had to stop for a while on the way in Seria while waiting for the pizza she ordered to be done and i just knew you can actually request to put CHILLI PADI on the topping and it tastes so damn good! plus it was raining heavily. quite a danger. so we ended up arriving at her home one hour later than what was promised... and now i finally remember where she live haha. came back home around Isyak. then go to Boy Mirul's place for Makan 100 hari. it was a very tiring day. went out from 9.30am until 10pm and i forgot it was Jurin's birthday.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JURIN!
urrrrr oooooooollllllllllld~haha act your age and not your shoe size ok. cheers~

oh i got a study plan with Farah tommrow at the library. we've been hanging out together alot lately. i guess we are THAT damn bored.

and i want soft cookies...

stels:- oh hallo you! yeah long time no see also. heheh. i have no idea really... maybe it's the eyebrow... but that does mean im hot right? HAHA =x

jeannie:- yakan? chey! why u didn't say hi to me =( haha ur MPP rocks. i know one of them. he give permit people smoke ciggies lol

pipah:- wooohooooo kelaie!!! haha chis~mana ya urang cari kelaie sama syg atu? gtau ya i nda kirim salam maut okeh. haha =x LIVERPOOL-MILAN 2!!! GO KAKA!!!! woah salah support. haha.

miya:- alaaaaaaa~but errrrm just support liverpool. durang terrer ni banar. nada bagi chan~come on la yan. come on la~haha antam

zai:- hahaha lawa zai. engkaulah yang maha jahat. nada wah. ko hot brabis banar banar tapi kau auntie ku. boooo~haha

fizah:- hai fizah. tani balum hangout sama2. aku rindu kau sikit sikit la~


Wednesday, May 02, 2007

REINA PWNS!!!

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Liverpool are through to EUFA finals! a superb goal by defender Daniel Agger in the 22nd minute after a wonderful low cross from a free kick by captain Steven Gerrard made it 1-0 with aggregate 1-1 until the end of second half of extra time. to be honest i was sleeping the whole match through except when the goals were scored including the so called disallowed goal by Dirk Kuyt due to offside. there sure was one hell of andrenalin rush which kept me so fucking awake as the match reaches it's peak-THE PENALTIES. Boudewijn Zenden, Xabi Alonso, Steven Gerrard and Dirk Kuyt converted penalties for Liverpool, while goalkeeper Pepe Reina saved efforts by Chelsea's Arjen Robben and Geremi to send Liverpool through to their seventh European Cup final. oh what a glorious day!

one thing sure worries me alot is the higher chance of meeting Manchester United in the finals. im not a big fan of Manchester United but i have to admit they are in their strongest form ever plus Liverpool seems to be having a lack of luck everytime the two teams meet.. but let's just hope and pray Liverpool gonna win this Championship for the sixth time alrite. AMIN~

zai:-awwww~jai~ndakan sampai anger cematu~come here *hugs* haha kalau nda mau kalah lawan ya flood my taggy! haha xD

pipah:-hahahah ok jua tu look like fergie. hot hot hot~mana tahan ko saja kana rabut di pasaran. my hump~my hump~my hump~ HAHA =x uhoh~c jai marah~cuba shayang pujukkan kedia haha bukan inda kambang ko ani pah. haha =x


Tuesday, May 01, 2007

so uhhh.. im bored haha

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oh hey. at least i look like Fergie. HAHA



something woke me up very early in the morning. it took me quite a while.. until i realised i had to send a Bon Voyage text to Dee. we haven't talk for quite a while now but it's all good. she's on a one week vacation to Singapore for her cousin's wedding. have fun there darls =)

Aiman texted me earlier this morning asking about location of Hilton Tower in Mecca. alhamdulillah looks like his first umrah was smooth and a success. he should be back in around one week time. i miss having his online username around the MSN. we all do, don't we? hope to see him in shaved hair when he comes back. hohoho.

so i went out with Farah again this morning. had to accompany her at school to see Miss/Mrs Yapp about scholarship and stuffs but we had to come back again this saturday since she's pretty much preoccupied with some HSBC Talk inside the AVA Room. then we just decided to have go have brunch at WYWY, along with Julian and as usual, we're vain, even inside the car.. my car

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errrh seduction? =s
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ah picture of the day
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kan balik. boreeeng~

and here's me telling some alien to get off our fucking planet..

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buduh usulnya. adaka karau. udahtah nda merati bahasa. senyum-senyum lagi tu. HAHA!

zai:-ah? spamming apa eh? ani zai mana lagi ni? o.0

pipah:-yatah bah! nda lagi nda gila bayi smart ku atu! antam~haha yeah well.. i'll talk to the band about the band name nanti. mana tau they have better ideas.. pah! pah! u rindu i tak?~haha =x



lately, i find absolute comfort in listening to songs which most of my friends regard as noise pollution. even i myself had the similar thought before. yes, i've been listening to heavier than heaven songs such as those of Caliban's, Killswitch Engaged's, As I Lay Dying's, Lamb of God's and even Atreyu's.i used to think these kind of music are crap but now.. i guess im going through another change in life. heartbreak might be one of the main reason.. but what the hell! it's music god damnit! enjoy!

so the jamming session was awesome. we had to postpond it to later on that night since Aman had some kind of last minute workshift and involved in a minor car accident. his car's alright. two days left til he can get it back from the workshop. we jammed at the new Dreamcatcher studio and the place was awesome! they moved to Uncle's (the owner) house. simple one storey bungalow, interesting interior decoration, relaxing backyard area, pondok with small pond and most importantly a saperated jamming room! all in all, it was totally my dream home! took pictures of the place but they're all fuckedup due to lack of light source.. but here are the best ones from inside the jamming room..

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oh i so want the long couch on the left picture in my bedroom. i want! i want! x) anyway the Uncle is a cool guy. he came in when we played Funeral For A Friend numbers and this one pops out..

Uncle:- *claps* you're very good..does your band has a name?
Me:- thanx.nope not yet, since it's pretty new..
Uncle:-so i should just call you guys Haji Max's for now?
All:- *laughs*
Me:- *laughs* yeah if you want to for now..
Uncle:- *laughs* because i always play at Panaga Club and Holiday Lodge...during each show there'll be what i like to call guest band so.. if you guys are ready with a name and 30 minutes set, you guys tell me ok. im planning to get you guys perform for some exposure. maybe around middle of next month i'll give you guys a call if you guys are interested..

quite a good start for a new band with rusty players don't you think? hehe after that we were all like excited and shit thinking of names for the band while having late night dinner at WYWY restaurant. lots of names popped out which i rather not mention. haha. im thinking to just put 'Alvarez' for temporary use.. but i'll discuss with the band the next time we meet.

addition of Kam into the band as a guitarist is definitely worth it. Bam is back into playing bass, Aman have to replace Efra on the vocals while Rafie and yours truly remained doing what we're best at from day one.

so anyway, after dinner smoking activity at WYWY..

with Rafie (drums)
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Kam, me and Rafie
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moving on.. yesterday, was out to the town with Farah. i had to sort of 'babysit' her since her mom had to attend some function. we had American Burger and Iced Lemon for lunch at Marilyn's as usual. then went to the beach after bumped into Julian, Shahizwan the birthday boy and.. this chinese girl who i do not know her name. Farah was all crazy about the swing at playground until.. well.. something embarassing happened haha and oh it made me 'happy' if you know what i mean LOL here's me and Farah being vain as usual..

at Marilyn's
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at the beach
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and this is how i looked like for my ITB interview..

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bukan inda gila bayi smart ku atu haha

pipah:-awooo shayang~nda me dpt titon if nda reply your tags ato bah and awo bana tu daling, nda logic ending nya crita ZKP ato. btw ingat amaran zombi dlm ZKP atu.. jgn merokok nya. penteng tu pipah sayang oi~penteng~haha

shady:-haha rocks tia karang Teenage Mutant Ninja Frogs ah tlampau typical wah storylinenya.. but the ninja moves were awesome though. the nightwatcher~haha


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Haji Dixhuit
Born Aries 1987
Liverpool FC
Freelance Photographer
Mr Liley


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