and somehow.. nda nyaman rasaku nda reply tags ani haha. nah kamu..
pipah:- awu daling~ni nah max syg update udah. just for you~woseh! bukan inda kambang aku atu pah. siap ku ni kana krajakan laki2 lain LOL ah? jersey ku atu kah? bah nanti tah mun ada bubus2 (nauzubillah lol) i give u tanda sayang ok~haha =x ala sayang~jgn la tunu rumah abang~sayang abang lai~HAHA pacah ko ani pah eh. kalah pacah sapi terabah. thanx for the tips and lucks. mwah! haha! siap ku ni kana intai. mati mati~
jeannie:- thanx. yeap it went quite well.. sort of lol i went to school kemarin and i didnt see you! boooo! and yeah, i heard about the strict rules. lots of students were sent to cigu liza's office getting lectured when i was there. padas~padas~haha
lish:- thank u LISH BAA-BAA... mbeeek~ lol eih sama ni eh. my PS block was set 5 and.. set 3 lah jua HAHA i hate GP urgh~
shady:- eih nada pun durang minta pen! mcm salesman jual pen plg ku ulehnya. dgn baju2 smart sama tie warna pink haha
miya:- hehe thanx yan! awu oh... banar jua tu. haha. nanti la mun ada movie yg as scary or better more, more scarier~ boh yan~ tidur dalam cinema tah ko nanti ni. nda balik ke rumah. haha.
zye:- yes zai. still remember? i do. i forgive and will never forget. grrrr~haha
WOOHOOOOO!!!HAT-TRICK BABY!!!haha just got back from beach soccer with Habing Pan mates... for those who are wondering Habing Pan = Having Fun.. it's typical bruneian slang and shit. heh. so anyway. it was fun. as always. we played in the rain. and that made it more awesome! and what's more awesome? scored a HAT TRICK! no long distance shots this time since my play is pretty much predictable so i decided to go up front. im like the worst in my team but.. yeah. gotta work on that. gotta sharpen my skills including my sixth sense, passing accuracy, dribbling skills and of course.. stamina.. urgh jogging! jogging! jogging! =s
so anyway,
my shayang c Pipah is very concerned about my interview and misses me a lot as you can see. sorry
shayang~ HAHA! =x =x =x the interview was alright. the questions asked were much more simpler than i thought. the main questions were 'why do want to take this course?' and 'why do you think we should accept you?' and yang paling penting "which football team are you on?" LOL i mean... seriously and nothing about business studies haha the female interviewer was hella gorgeous.. ooops lain~ =x haha but it was ok. the only thing that pretty much worries me a lot is.. my interview was the shortest.. others were like 15-20 minutes and mine was only.. 20 divided by 4. haha. damn =s but hope i'll get it. i really2 wanna get myself into this institute.
the day after the interview... shit, it hurts a lot, like REALLY REALLY HURT. it was all about me screaming "im dying here infront of you" inside.. in fact.. i have never feel so dead in my entire life.. let's just not go any deeper alright. urgh.
oh yeah i've been watching movies lately. let's see..
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.. such a disappointment. they should have stayed using real life figures like previous TMNT movies.
300.. man, 300 is the shit! ten out of ten! excellent effects and shit. the best historic barbarian movie since Gladiator and it's kind of funny that heroes tend to die in the end of movies nowadays. haha. SPARTAAAANS!!!
Zombi Kampung Pisang.. it was alright. typical malay comedy. kind of silly but still made me laughed a lot. heh.
One Tree Hill season 3 .. alright, this isn't a movie i know~but still! this is the best OTH Season ever! so much dramas and pretty much dejavu for me.. leukemia part, school shooting part, misunderstanding part and all..
so what else.. yeah, went to the school yesterday to pick up Pijah's certificate. she need it for her ITB interview later that afternoon. good to know both she and Aimi got the interview and oh i missed Aimi. she came along with Pij to my place yesterday. the ever so sweet oh-so-darling of mine<3 haha
now i can't help to feel worried about 'her'. hope she'll get a call from any educational institute soon.. it's so hard to not think of 'her' even after what happened.. but im trying, as hard as i can be... if ever it makes 'her' happy..
oh no! no! too emotional here! eeeeks =s
on sunday. YES! SUNDAY! JAMMING! haji brightside is back to playing music fuckers! haha we're going up a notch this time since it's going to be a whole new different band. no more Glass Heart Rabbits. same old members .. well.. except Si Kam haha we used to play something pretty much later-on-commercial kind of music like Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco. it even went so versatile we almost end up playing Lily Allen and Cranberries. not that it's bad but it's not what was planned for the band when Efra and i decided to form the band together. now it's going to be in one direction. the way i always wanted it. something more tactical. a little heavier. for example.. like what you can hear on my background music. heh. oh im so excited. i can't wait! can't wait! xD
tag replies later. ngalih ku. haha.
p/s;-
Pipah shayang~i miss you~HAHAHA! =x =x =x =x terhangat di pasaran~ LOL
today.. well.. there's nothing much to talk about for today.. im just nervous about my ITB interview which will be on tuesday.. gosh.. hope they won't be asking a level questions since they asked out-of-this-world-supposed-to-be o level questions for numeracy test which destroyed the lives of people who sat for it pfffft.. yeah. none of my mates are among those selected 15 students who made it into the interview list.. but hopefully there'll be another batch for them to fit in or second option.. i don't want them to fall like this. you know. they got much better potential than i am and just because of some stupid numeracy test.. all hope is gone. yes. she is one of them. gah!
well wish me a very good luck yea since.. you know.. this is my very first interview EVER.. i've never had any interviews before.. well except by my ex-girlfriend's parents lol but that's a different matter.. oh gosh.. i need to get more tips.. I NEED HELP!!! =s
it's kind of sad when you think about it you know. we were always together at school as a group and now all of a sudden we're divided. we had so much fun hanging around the canteen area during break time, PS and errrm unintentional PS (.. if you know what i mean), lunch at DMA afterschool, as well as breakfast there if we decided to escape the ever so boring morning assembly (yeah we were THAT radical back then)... man... i love those people.. and i miss those times.. reminission~reminission~reminission~ (whatever the spelling is)
oh yeah speaking of which.. this was when Dee stole my phone..

haha vain~she is so going to kill me for posting her pictures but... well yeah. it was some kind of trend back then. i stole her phone just the day before after ECA (sweet revenge on her side). not long after that we kinda stole each other's pencil case.. actually we were just exchanging for, you know, play play... well.. i was out with Zai for lunch at Marilyn's (yes Farah was there too with us lol) while Dee had her afternoon class but then the damn DST connection was broken so i couldn't text to tell her to wait and we ended up keeping other people's pencil case for 3 days. happy times. haha.
then Zai stole my bag with my math books in it which i was so in desperate need of that time... well she experienced my outrage LOL and artificial one of course. kapar2 jua eh ulehnya haha i'll get into the details if i have the mood in the next post.
oh i chatted with Afifah just now. pacah eh bini2 terhangat dipasaran ani. haha. HAI PAH~shayaaaang daling~ =x =x =x =x haha xD
what the hell... i seriously need to get 89% extra sleep tonight.. i dont think i will be sleeping the night before the interview. urrrgh =s
bye guys
SHADY:- sorry urrrrhhh link please?
actually.. im IN THE MIDDLE of watching 300 on DVD.. something just told me to go online and.. my feeling was right. she was online. haha. somehow i have this kind of.. i don't know.. connection? for example when she's sad, having problem and all. dejavu? i dont know. it's kinda funny when you think about it though..
so.. yeah. i did went out with Farah after lunch. just for a little chit chat and all like we always do. where? no other than Marilyn's of course. there is never a miss in the existence of us together inside that Cafe.i remember this one time i was with..i think it was Jambri..there was this one scene..
Waitress: yes sir, here's the menu..
Me: oh can i have the usual please?
Waitress: Lipton tea sir?
Me: ah yes, and one beef lasagne please, ko jamb?
Jambri: one coke please..
Waitress: anything else?
Me: nope that's all..
Waitress: should i leave this menu here for your girlfriend as usual?
Me: *bangang* what girlfriend...?
Waitress: your girl.. the lady you're always with..?
Me: *lagi bangang* oh u mean Farah? no! no! she's not..
LOL so everyone laughed after that and the waitress apologized. i never told Farah about it though. haha.well i guess Farah and i really were THAT close back during this certain period at school which results in the rise of all those mistunderstandings. even everyone in school had the same thought as the waitress; students, friends(yes Jai, you were one of them haha..) and even teachers(hai cigu liza)! hell, some of our friends were even betting that we'd end up being a couple! LOL sorry to those who lost their $10 haha those were the days yea and now, when i think back about it.. it really giggles me a lot lol
so here are pictures of me and Farah.. yes.. WE WERE VAIN!!!

there are more really.. i mean loads more.. but i think im just gonna put those up.. one.. because im tired.. two.. IMAGESHACK IS NOT WORKING RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!! grah!!! as i look at the last picture and the first few... hell! i really need to get back to when i was that size! paranoid lol
and oh... we didn't get to buy Aimi's present together. she had to leave early. her brother Naz got fractured ankle from playing basketball at school. get well soon there buddy x) but i did buy Aimi this... very weird gift... i just hope she'll like it. heh.
oh hey!!!! LIVERPOOL WON!!! 2 NIL!!! KUYTMASTER!!! xD
and uhhhm... thank you Farah for the birthday card as well as those lovely handwritten words =) much love<3
ok now gotta continue watching second half of the DVD... SPARTAAAAAAAANS!!!
pipah:- kenapa? tidak percaya ka? haha pasal aku horrible in dribbling and passing so i just depend on long range shooting ability. plus it's beach soccer. damit sikit padangnya. hehe. that jersey... original tu yo~from UK.. iatah ku pakai untuk begambar saja. sayang wah haha and errrm thank you thank you and welcome back to you too.. to singles club. nyeheh x)
miya:- thanx yan! well better late than never yea? haha yan! yan! nanti ko balik Brunei tani liat Jangan Pandang Belakang keh? you owe me a scary movie..errrm date if you wanna call it that haha xD
shady:- thanx man! yea i got ur SMS. thanx a lot yea! kerja elok2 kat sana. woseh aku ah. antam. haha!
oh what an empty day.. i've been at home the whole day through up until now.. well except for friday prayers of course. there wasn't any beach soccer for today for which i have no idea why. we usually play every friday. haven't been scoring that much for the past few matches. i even scored my first goal since i got back from umrah during last week's match and it feels oh-so-damn-good! my best performance so far.. let's see.. yeah scored a long distance hat trick all from beyond the mid circle. Xavi Alonso style~haha but i've lost my touch eversince =s need more practice! practice! practice!
Aimi's birthday is in few minutes. 4 to be exact and damnit i forgot i was supposed to buy her present! oh well.. im going out with Farah tommorow insyaallah. maybe we can buy birthday present together. supposedly Aimi and i had a plan going to bandar to celebrate her birthday but i guess it's not parentally approved on her side.
..... and im just done greeting her through text. hehe
talked to Mel awhile ago. it's been long since we had a nice conversation ago.. since.. let's see.. 3 years ago when she left for UK lol she's having quite an own-her-own life now. pretty tough from what i heard but what's awesome is she does it all by herself. and what's more awesome is she's taking a part time job as somekind of backstage crew for gigs. meaning... she gets to meet all the bands!!! Snow Patrol, Arctic Monkeys, Brand New, The Used. all the bands! man.. im quite envious of her for that. that's like.. my dream part-time job. yeah... emphasises on the part-time. heh.
so anyway. a very happy birthday to my beloved Aimi<3 and long time no see Bro Kuroda. enjoy your last teenage years and may god bless both of you with every glorious thing in the world. cheers~
well.. i guess i'll just go watch some DVDs now
see ya~
my car is a moving k-box!we were like singing along to the classic love song CD and we were like.. "shit.. arcade kbox can go to hell!!!" plus it was free for the whole 170km of journey! haha but that was the only fun we had during my birthday trip to bandar yesterday i guess cause errrm i can see the boredness shown on her face. we used to be so close together, chatting online everytime, text messaging first in the morning last before sleep, talk at school, lunch, after school, while doing assignments.. you know.. but that was the past. i've made mistakes but.. yeah, i still do know how she is.. and by knowing her i learnt lots of things about life, how wonderful it is and how bad it can be.. and im very thankful to her for that =)
urgh... it's still raining quite heavily outside.. i guess i wont be going to the beach today.. let's just talk about yesterday... errrrm.. yea we had lunch at Dixies, then watched this so talked about movie, Jangan Pandang Belakang.. well.. it's more of funny than scary to me.. hell i even slept in the middle of the movie waiting for the ghosts part. thanx to Didah for keeping me awake. there are some parts giving me goosebumps.. probably because of the awesome yet eerie sound effect.. which deserves a grand round of applause by the way.. and.. that's pretty much about it. im not saying it's a bad movie. in fact it is the best modern Malaysian movie as of current in my opinion. a very well done masterpiece by Ahmad Idham ...and oh to whoever it was behind us talking too much crap oh so loudly and doesnt understand the meaning of a sound language in the form of 'SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~'.. PLEASE SHOW SOME RESPECT! OTHER PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO ENJOY THE MOVIE! KALAU CEMATU BAIK BALI SAJA DVD LIAT DIRUMAH! FAHAM!... and stop being a perv by kicking her seat! pfffft! haha marah~pwoaloui~
so anyway.. went to De Royale after that for sisha treat from Hafiy who just got his first work allowance.. and that was the best sisha session ever! two sishas in total both stronger than usual. it's like someone put some kind of marijuana in there or something. even Hakeem was badly dropped after only few suck-ins.haha... then the birthday cake came in the middle of it.. while everyone was high.. which is below..

i kinda notice that earlier since i kinda saw her going in and out of the cafe a number of times.. but as to not ruin her surprise... i made my self look surprised! SURPRISE~haha well things tend to get boring after we left De Royale. we ended up playing pool, where i beat everyone BUT THE GIRLS. what the heck? lol then off to gerai pasar gadong to get some dinner foods.. things still got boring up until i put on the classic love song CD..
and oh pictures with people i spent my day with..
WITH THE GIRLS
me and Aimi

first person in the morning..she can make any of my day ever so bright<3 haha
with Pij and Didah

my sisters
with Dee

=)
WITH SOME OF HPKme and Kumis

u know how he get the name now right..
with Hafiy

thanx for the shisha!
with Hambri and Hakeem

sorry hamb teputus mua mu haha
me and Omar

errrh nothing to say haha
so anyway, thanx everyone for all the greets and loves doesn't matter through the phone, text messages, friendster, face to face or heart to heart. woseh. antam. a very special thanx to those who were willing to spend the whole day with me. my insincereless of apologies for the day wasn't as fun as we thought it would be and as what he hoped for but.. yeah, i was deadly bored myself.. but still, i love you all. thank you again. thank you very much x)
i need to lose weight. like. a lot of it urgggh~=s
so hey! happy birthday to me! woot woot! haha
Calvin's funeral will be later on tonight if im not mistaken. wanted to go there with Aimi but i have other plans with my girl mates. it's been long since i last hang out with girls. Habing Pan mates will be joining as well i think but in saperate plans. probably we'll be hitting the stadium to watch footie.. and maybe watch some movies..or whatsoever but i just hope everything will be fun =D
congratulations Zaff for being the first to greet my birthday and thank you btw.
so i guess that's it
more stories after the day out i hope..
and ummm.. they'll be playing a tribute video for our late Cal during the funeral so errrrm.. for those who can't make it.. here's a catch on how the video will be like.. click the link below..
http://www.xanga.com/ant_li
and hell it was a tearful one..
and uhhh ...
HAI YULLLL!!! xD
just got back from the beach. spent quality time alone at the site where i lighted up six cigarettes on the ground yesterday as show of repect to our dearest late friend, Calvin. it hurts to know someone you know is now forever gone moreover, undeservingly at such an early age. i was terribly speechless for one entire day due to such misfortunate acknowledgement i got from Nena early sunday morning. he was a good guy. he really was. we may not be that close as he did with others but that alone is enough to know what a great individual he lived as. those times when he always beat my ass in pool and how we had this one hard time bashing the green6 ball i will always remember... thank you for all the warm memories. we will always remember your presence... may you rest in peace... my friend.. our dearest friend..
In Memory
Calvin Chee
(20/02/1987 - 14/04/07)
as per request from our gorgeous Miya/Iyan, i've decided to revive this blog i once deserted due to lack of inspiration as well as some other particular causes. loads of things happened during my long period of disappearance. pretty much not a good year to start with for me but yeah, that's what life is i guess *sigh* so yeah, gotta go jet now. need to catch up with my solat. laters~
p/s:- HAI YAN!!! xD