life had been so fucked up these past few days. i cant re-fix my body clock. my head hurt very badly. it was like something squeezing my brain. man ... i dont want to be on the same page as andrew SoCo (leukemia) jauh palis! =S

so that should explain why i haven't been updating + logging in to msn lately. all the stuffs above + loads of assignments. i dont mind math assignment. i can just submit the best i can do but gp is just so fucked up to the boner. i dont get it. GP/english was supposed to be my favourite subject back in high school but ... oh what the hell ...

today was a very2 sad day. we lost 2 more great people in smsa. erwan and kuroda. erwan, as mentioned before is going to mkjb, while kuroda going to mtssr. well, to be honest, i kinda envy them. they're both taking computer studies course which i was supposed to take from the beginning but ... ahhh forget about it. extra info; krol is on one week orientation in JIS. some kind of trial of wether he's qualified or not or he's qualified but he doesnt want to be qualified or something.

kuroda.erwan

last business studies class whiteboard cleaning session

there was somekind of career talk from RBA earlier today at school. it was such a waste of time. i thought they were going to mention something about the aircraft engineering thingy (qualifications, training, salary etc) i should have just taken the guide paper and leave the hall but it was cool tho to see the new MPPs in action for the first time. they look kinda funny in some way =x lol all the while, i was talking about bands/music/guitar stuff with jason and louey. these guys are amazing cause like it's quite rare to find chinese people who are into these kind of stuffs. moreover they have more knowledge in guitar than me. they even admit how freaky they feel about themselves regarding this matter haha.

there'll be a farewell party/gig for kuroda somewhere around next week. most probably on sunday afternoon. me and rafie got some plans ready. just a little shortage over vocals and bassist. im requesting bam to sing blue and yellow with us. he said 'ok ... aku cuba ... ' hahaha baik ko jadi bam, ku tabung ko krg =S hahah

our good friends, the klip, is performing tonite for the botb. i hope they do it well. sorry for not being able to come there and support you guys. no transport man. they're using my korg ax10g btw ... i think i need to find a suitable alternative human name for it ... let's see ... hrrrrrrm ... any suggestions? yea i heard lish is going there with fadhli tonite. damn. i miss my chance meeting her again. haha.

heard rumours about a 'tribute to oag' project album which will be done/recorded by bruneian bands together with radhi oag himself as one of the crew. this album will be sold all the way throughout the whole of malaysia and brunei. isnt that cool? a very huge leap of faith in our music industry is about to take place.

ah i forgot to take pictures of the MPP uniform again *bangs head* oh well ... malas actually kakaka

oh shit i almost forgot about my GP assignment. i hate GP *grrrrrrrr* tag replies later yea.

the first day of 3rd term blergh~ boring~ haha it even started with bad news. i improved my exam marks. wheeeeee~ not without a but mister haha yea, i failed all the papers again *peace*

math - 40%
accounting - 39%
business studies - 11/40
general paper - 46%

oh how sweet ... pui! man, what have i become haha so as what i was saying, the school earlier today was dropdead boring. lots of absentees including the usual group (krol, rofi, boy aiskumpal, rafie) they decided to take some more extra holiday i guess + i was darn sleepy but aznan however still managed to light things up with his stupid-soldier stories lol

the MPPs (prefects) just started wearing their specialised special uniform this morning. they somehow looked like st angela's students. especially the girls kakaka. i somehow forgot to snap some photoes of them tadi *sigh* i'll try to get some on monday.

today morning was the last day for those who got accepted to mkjb. so far i only know erwan got accepted. not sure about rofi but aznan got 100% rejected and decided to join the army ... antah banar tau inda anak ani kakaka but school is sure as hell gonna be super-boring without them. man ... how i envy you guys =S

louey kept on calling me yngwie lol he said i kinda look like him. for those who dot have any tiny-winy idea, yngwie malmsteen is one of the greatest guitar shredders in the entertainment industry. try searching for him on yahoo if you're eager to see my so called look-a-like. hahaha. i just knew his hot girlfriend is actually malay lol she looks so chinese and yea, he got a hot sister too *drool* enough! haha

didi, erwan, erman, elmie lost their way while searching for starmakers 2 days ago. they went all the way to beribi instead of batu bersurat. i laughed so damn hard after hearing that LMAO

hey look! a human lightbulb!



lol man, lindsay lohan is sure going to be very jealous over that. lindsay look 'less-attractive' after she 'puntured' her boobs. blehz~

time goes by so fast. i can't believe it's only less than 24 hours left til school reopens. i haven't completed my math assignment yet and my god, we're going to have retest on math on saturday. this is awesome. how much cooler can this subject get? (-_-")

went to miri last sunday and guess what!!! i saw izzy!!! hahaha yea. izzy. feefy's izzy. with his big ass amy search sunglass and rastafarian dreads. i actually spotted her sister first (pervert switch was on lol) i kinda realise how familiar she was then suddenly BAM! here comes izzy with their parents. haha. i didnt say hi to him tho. malas. kakaka =x but there sure as hell were lots of mexicans around. man, latina mamachitas are so damn hot i tell you. alan didnt recognise me. he said i look very different now. am i really, guys? =S i think i also saw vivie (the girl on afeefa's blog) not really that convinced if that was her. juliana was there too and errrrm ... lot of people la. lupa. haha. and guess what. i came home empty handed lol i actually wanted to buy the vans shoes or that 35th annivesary black adidas sneakers but ... antah oh ... malas jua ku haha.

boy, japan sure as hell put brazil in a tight situation during last night's confedaration cup match. haha. the result was draw (2-2) awesome match. japan has improved their soccer skills quality. they beat the champion of europe, greece by one-nil and they almost beat the crap out of the world champion, brazil, if only their first-disallowed goal was approved but overall, it was a great match. super salute to japan, and brazil as well.

lot's of bands changed their music direction this year. i downloaded finch's say hello to sunshine and A7X's city of evil and i was like 'wow ... different ...' the new finch is a little bit complicated to undergo brain-acception while the new A7X's kinda remind me of metalasia of some sort. lots of stuffs to download next.

1. Rock Against Bush - Volume.1
2. Punk Goes Acoustic
3. Punk Goes 80's
4. Van's Warped Tour 2005 Compilation

wow. hope my pc can hold such enormous file sizes. i think im going to add on some more RAM. i've deleted all the porn movies in my pc (except for those 'very interesting' ones) i kinda find it useless keeping them. so ... yeah. haha.

i don't think it's necessary for me to get a driving liscence in near future. i kinda find it useless cause like both our cars are strictly occupied by my parents. so ... yeah. haha. maybe next year or perhaps during some long holiday or whenever im in the mood. siuk lagi kana drivekan. relax yo. kakaka but i sure as hell enjoy driving. im hooked to manual cars now. VROOOOM~

the elimination round of kb's battle of the band will be today, 24th june, 8am - 11am, at dewan bandaran. good luck to all the bands and good luck to me for my effort to wake up early later ... nah ... nevermind, i wont make it. haha.

TAG REPLIES

stella:- yo! im here! im here! hahaha sorry babe. been busy with stuff. heheh

zaf:- shhhhhh bising eh aku kan gtau ya gibson pfffft hahaha the price $545

nova:- it's gibson epiphone sg special-1 platinum with two double coil humbuker pickups and maple rosewood neck. woah complete eh. kakakak. i got it for $545 at starmakers.

bob:- but hey, i have 9 lives. one off. 8 left. haha.

afee:- owh hahaha good la tu. i need a new band =s

linalina:- haha at least ukan punk rite?

efra:- ... ef~......help me~ *tru calling*

nena:- can we just play kite? o.0 errrr which JL are u refering to?

linamarlyn:- HEY! hehe yeap yeap. one of my dream guitar. heheh ^_^

mel:- hey! thanx babe! u got a stunning layout too hehe =D

deui:- yo yo! apa ada di atas g? haha welcome back!

leen:- eh? really? wow. im john lennon ... *proud*

nova:- huh? really?oh no ... dude ... i think i lost my sense of horror LOL

boon:- HEY! long time no see my friend. yea. im trying to find the dvd. cause like. torrent fiels are so big. i dont want my pc to go all haywire again. haha.

atul:- heehee thanx *snort*

feefy:- VECTOR KU MANA???? lol

WAHEY! guess what! im officially BROKE!!! woooooooohooooooooooooooo!!! *sigh* no more 100 dollar note/s in my wallet. i spent the last of them yesterday on this ...



woot! woot! i finally got my dream goddamn guitar! *drives car maniacly* oh yea. does anybody know any airbrush service here in brunei? i need a guitar colour makeover. cause like, i think efra gonna be a little pissed off over this. i thought he got a pearl coloured sg but when i re-check his friendster i was like, HOLY SHIT! SAMA! =S

anyway. got that guitar from starmakers music store yesterday with dad. awesome bunch of music equipments they got there. you guys should check it out if you haven't and uhhh all members of NotFamous were there too. two ex-KB-ians are in the band, adam and esa. i think i know the dude working at starmaker from somewhere before for some reason ... hrrrrm ... but anyway, he's a good dude. you'll never get bored talking to him and uhhh dude, if you happen to read this, about the website, remove the 'S' if it's not working aight. misinformation. heheh.

speaking of NotFamous, check out their music here. punk rock genre. something like blink 182 during enema of the state and take off your pants and jackets era.

alhamdulillah. i finally got my 2 major wishlist filled. new guitar and multi-effect.

now i gotta find some money-making ways to pay my hutang with dad. because of the guitar la wei. haha.

ah yeah. check out melina's new layout. pretty awesome layout she got there. i like the road thingy haha and also, last but not least, feefy's deviantart. impressive vector drawings. that's my wife! \m/ lol

oh god. finally. my layout designing skill is back! wheeeee~ haha ok i'll call this maxsux.com version JL. not jay-low. but John Lennon. yeap. that's rite. a tribute to the godfather of rock n roll music along side with other member of the beatles, the great late, John Lennon.

had a jamming session with rafie and jul this afternoon at krol's place and i must say it was quite uhhh~ out-of-shaped lol maybe because it was the first time we play with jul + our music taste isn't that 'clique' but we managed to play helena (4 times) im not okay (3 times) and blue and yellow (one time) perfectly. okay la tu. at least ada jua lagu dimain. haha.

i feel like joining rafie's band for the perayaan battle of the band but i don't think i will. family policy. so ... yeah. plus there's something fishy. they didn't state the type of music allowed/should be played on the form but instead will be announce later during the meeting. i dunno about them but i feel quite uncomfy about it.

did anyone watched ECW One Night Stand PPV? i mean like, hell! that is exactly what i've been longing to see in WWE. hardcore matches. zero rules. extreme fights. no censorship. no script. no storyline. homocidal moves. suicidal skills. whatever-cidal-whatever. awesome man \m/ so far i only donwloaded sabu vs rhyno, paul heyman segment and supercrazy vs el guido vs tajiri files. 4 more to go. im very impressed with sabu vs rhyno match. i screamed "HOLY SHIT!!!" after sabu did the arabian skullcrusher on rhyno. it was like so loud it can reach people in KL ... nah, that's too imaginative ... but it really was loud ...

i did her on his birthday~ scotty doesn't know~ haha eurotrip is still the SHIT BABY! and guess what, yours truly here just done watching it for the 6th freaking time! in your face~ uhh that's not a line from the movie btw.

oh hey. holiday's here. wheeeeeeeee~ haha well it's been an 'o.k' holiday so far. nothing productive accomplished yet tho. i thought i was gonna spend my holiday jamming at krol's place until kuroda texted me this morning about 18/06 gig 'condemned' and postponed to a later date until further notice pfffft sux!

so yea anyway, i think i lost my layout designing touch. i've been searching for layout materials from *ehem* some sources *ehem* haha and so far, i found some great pictures and parts and shit but the main problem is i dunno how to join em all together to make this one-good-layout. it just went all shitty lol anyone wanna teach me coordinating? cause like, im suck in math so ... yea heheh ...

just watched the new adam sandler movie called longest yard. it's about american football thingy between texas jail wardens and convicts. it's a very funny movie (adam sandler + chris rock = undeniable) this is also stone cold steve austin's first hollywood movie debut. he acts as a part of the warden (heels) along with another great wrestler kevin nash (also known as diesel ... who turns faggish later on in the movie lol) bill goldberg is also in the movie but on the convicts(good) side with adam sandler. i suck in rating so i'll just rate it full house 5 out of 5. forget about how you hate american football. it's a very good movie ... and this comes out from a guy who seldomly watch movie and thinks shutter is not scary.

have you guys watched Rock The World 5 VCD? well, i did. haha. it's a must especially for rock music fans. my favourites gotta have to be performances by tempered mental, one buck short, cromok and disagree. you guys seriously gotta have to see tempered mental. awesome female bassist+vocalist they got there. she just slap the freaking bass + 5 in one second chord transitions with 'bunga' + singing. got the idea? just watch it alrite. satisfaction guaranteed. one buck short, as always, awesome and fun. i've been a cromok fan for a long time, now i finally get to see them live and i must say, no one can ever deny these legends man. simply awesome \m/ disagree presented everyone with the ballad version of crumbs. yea. ballad, with a saxofone player on stage. woot!

met irma and loleng last sunday at seria plaza music store. they bought a trumpet there for the new in-progress upcoming ska band from kb. woot! im so excited about this. they're good. i got to watch them play first hand baby! on candid camera of course haha.

efra got a new epiphone sg guitar! bitch! but that's ok (a little) it's not my favourite colour anyway. haha. besides, im going to buy a new guitar this friday when i go to bandar with dad. hope mom wont be coming with us *prays*

i think i should advert this here. just like every year, there'll be a battle of the band in kb in conjunction with his majesty's birthday. open for kb-ians only. first prize $3000. venue most probably at taman jubli perak (sbalah st james) the form is available at the infamous bltone music store. closing date of submission i believe is on 17th june 6pm sharp. those who dont attend the 20/06 meeting will be automatically disqualified. for more information, visit brubands website. as far as im concerned, i dont think i wanna join. too much exposure.

oh hey, daffy's band was on rythm fiesta. hot chica on the mic. walla!

i have serious problem with daydreaming while driving. i need to knock myself out of this shit.

and uhhh, nena drives better than rafie lol

TAG REPLIES

zaffy :- Oi Oi apa?

nova:- yeap yeap korg ax10g. one of the ax10 series baby \m/ haha yea i need a new guitar too man =(

afee:- haha napa plang?

fiz:- huuuuuuuyuuuuuuuuuuu~

lina:- LOL i have lots plang ni epilator. yg mcm gunting atu. mau? maat ku pun inda bangkak mo. haha.

bob:- yea you GO too boy! i mean girl ... boy ... well, u got a boy's name afterall huhuhu

boon:- really? bila? damn, alum jua ku abis liat 1st season. haha.

nena:- i smell NICE you smell BAD haha thank god the math result ok u know kakaka.

ART IS HARD - Cursive

Cut it out- your self-inflicted pain
is getting too routine
the crowds are catching on
to the self-inflicted song
Well, here we go again
the art of acting weak
Fall in love to fail
to boost your CD sales
And that CD sells- yeah, what a hit
You've got to repeat it
you gotta' sink to swim
If at first you thought you don't succeed
you gotta recreate your misery
'cause we all know art is hard
young artists have gotta starve
Try, and fail, and try again
the comforts of repetition
Keep churning out those hits
'til it's all the same old shit

Oh, a second verse!
Well, color me fatigued
I'm hiding in the leaves
in the CD jacket sleeves
tired of entertianing
some double-dipped meaning
a soft serve analogy
This drunken angry slur
in thirty-one flavors
You gotta' sink to swim
immerse yourself in rejection
regurgitate some sorry tale
about a boy who sells his love affairs
You gotta' fake the pain
you better make it sting
you're gonna' break a leg
when you get on stage
and they scream your name
"Oh, Cursive is so cool!"

You gotta sink to swim
impersonate greater persons
'cause we all know art is hard
when we don't know who we are


hahaha i never thought the song would be THIS cool til i read the lyrics. i like the "OH CURSIVE IS SO COOL!" part hahaha. cursive is the best unique band in the whole wide world \m/ and cursive is indeed COOL!

it's amazing you know like everytime i blog, all i talk about is music, bands and shitty stuff like that. haha. i just can't help it. there's nothing else to talk about and that bring to how boring my life really is. the same thing also happen in school like other people would start their conversation about how hot this girl is, how they want her so bad (this is where my chatting interest starts to shatter), lovey-dovey relationship (this is where i go all 'heheh~') bla bla then suddenly here i come to crash the whole party negatively with music stories ... and a little sports sometimes ... and anime. haha. oh man. i feel so cool *proud* bleh~

TAG REPLIES:-

lina:- well it only cost me $350. mana mahal kan? pfffft~ hahaha but still worth it \m/ wth his an epilator? another reality tv show?

erna:- heheh thanx ;)

bob:- YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! KiiiiiiiiTE!!! *starts kaca-ing the thread*

nena:- hahaha lelaki yang panas2 itu didalam microwave

nana:- *sprayed insect repellant* ... woops! wrong spray! =P

muchachazz:- muehehehehe UDAH JUA TAG!!! baru pulang tadi =P

kim:- hehehe nope but i do have a bag instead =)

atul:- eh? yakan? from here ok jua ... maybe it's psl ur using the firefox kali ...

efra:- yea man ... there is seriously something wrong with the band ... something pretty shaky ... and i dont like it ... i dunno man ... maybe i think too much ... maybe ...

Andrew McMahon(right most), lead singer of the pop/rock acts Something Corporate and Jack’s Mannequin, has been diagnosed with acute lymphatic leukemia. Treatment of his condition, from which his doctors believe he will fully recover, according to a statement, necessitates the cancellation of the upcoming tour plans for both bands.

Jack's Mannequin has been on the road for a few weeks and has dates scheduled through a June 13 stop in Dallas. Announcing a cancellation last week prior to his diagnosis, McMahon took to the band's official Web site to express his guilt about not being able to play the gig. (absolutepunk.net)

HOLY SHIT!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!! ='( i hope his treatment will be a success.

anyway, IM FREE!!! WOOOOOHUUUUUUUUU!!! FREEDOM!!! FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM!!! NO MORE EXAM!!! WOOT!!! WOOT!!! but .... shit ... i still have to come to school this wed and thurs for math extra classes *sigh* i think i should order a coffin now cause mr lim is going to kill me about my result =s

about the remaining two papers. GP = SUX. i mean like, what the hell was that? my conclusion didnt even answer the topic of the essay and i dont even understand the last summary question of paper two. oh what the fuck man. then came Business Studies. what the hell??? the questions were supposed to be not easy but EXTREMELY EASY! shit. i focused too much on new sub-topics instead of the earlier ones. shit. now. the question. how many 'what the hell?' and 'shit' are there in this paragraph? haha.

anyway guys. i have a new toy ...



WOOT! WOOT! no that's not a radio (duh!) haha that's KORG TONEWORKS AX10G MODELING SIGNAL PROCESSOR or in other words IT'S A GUiTAR EFFECT BABY!!! nyahahah oh gosh. i finally have my own multiple guitar effects. i've been working on it for more than 10 hours per day ever since i bought it at bltone. sakai. haha. one down! 2 more to go for my guitar equipment wishlist. WAHEY!

oh yeah. the 14.06 gig is yet again pushed forward to 18.06 oh what the hell. it just kept on getting pushed forward. sampai taun dapan kali ni krg eh haha =x the question wether we can make it to the gig or not lies on the comfirmation from efra and irma. we gonna come out with different line-up this time. if jadila.

hey guys. i dunno what to revise for GP. wait. there's not a single thing to revise for GP lol the essay topics are usually common sense stuff but uhhh i think i better check out the mind maps etc. just in case if it's useful.

math paper today was ... not bad? hahaha i dunno man. i think it was just like the usuals but more relaxing but still, im going to fail the paper of course. i left out lots of questions. i decided to skip those which requires lots of thinking skills and come back later on but then, there wasn't enough time left to complete all of em pffffft~ sux!

met dj daffy at bltone music store this morning. i guess he finally know that we're actually related when he saw my mom tadi. haha. he was discussing something with the guitardude. some kind of big musical plan or sumthin.

inchpin just completed their second official demo which will be released somewhere around this july. check out their purevolume page for a little sneak peek. they changed their music with a little dose of metalcore. none of the tracks impressed me so far. i guess im still haunted by their first demo, moreover, their first single, the hunting (original version) [H8] also got awesome new stuff here for their second in-the-process official album. i kinda like the new tracks. totally different from the last and oh yeah, no vocals yet tho. haha. wan long kok also not bad.

the 04/06 gig has been pushed forward to tuesday , 14/06. time cuti. hoooray!!! i think im going to ask my neubandmates later if we can play which might possibly our last show with the current lineup so ... krol, farid, efra, if u guys are reading this, reply me on msn aight.