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try listen to the light you're standing on your shadow
Sunday, September 26, 2004

im kind of tired rite now. got a function earlier today at my house. it's called doa arwah. efra and mizan kondom came. the rest of the rio fc were busy with their own stuffs in tutong. i didnt invite nena, lina and some of my girl buddies coz i dunno how i will layan them since i will be and was totally at the male area. ayam didnt came. dunno why. efra sent me this vid clip with an arabian rapist got punished by getting his dick totally cut ... yes ladies and gentlemen TOTALLY CUT!!! arrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh ngilu eh. kakaka.

abg haris was all over 'jgn tanya aku pasal korea' which is 'dont ask me how i did in korea' in english. they lost the robotech competition and vietnam won. but dats not really dat bad for him. according to abg haris korea isnt as great as what you see on tv. you cant even find hot koreans as what you saw on tv or drama there. plus that fuking pork smell is everywhere. errrrrrggggghhh. shooping ever there is not a good option. it's so damn expensive + u have to pay for the plastic bag o.0 dats sux dude. he didnt get to visit the football stadium which in our thought is the only thing dats so special and as-seen-on-tv while he was telling us about his experience in korea. i dunno about u guys but im dropping korea out of my dream place-to-visit list but im not stopping u guys to go there. i think i ll just go to hawaii. aloha!

everyone in the family were present except for cuzzie majidah(busy with the upcoming exam), abg arip (dunno why) , usu naning's family and my granma who are currently in oman. uda's van was fucked. i think it has something to do with the engine problem but it was all fixed since we got lots of good mechanics in the family. car repairing's kinda kewl and i think i shud continue the tradition of becoming one. \m/

ok now boo me becoz even until now i still dont know the name of the latest baby girl in the family. shes so cute and nda pandai ngusut. i like. ngehehehe. kids are just awesome.

and yeah boo me again coz i didnt take any pictures of the whole event. busy bah. nyeheheheh. then had a little one hour nap and get ready for tuition at 6 and guess what? i taught the teacher math today. nyahaha. i find last year's pmb math paper was kinda ... not dat hard but ... not as easy as what we did during our time. it almost reach the gce 'o level' level.

my good myrakan fren kristina is going to leave me alone there ='( sob sob~ fuck off to whoever pissed her off X(


headache? tilt to the side
Friday, September 24, 2004

tonite's convo was a little crazy. i dunno why i feel so hyper tonite. lina is our (me and efra) victim as we made her admit she is c kudung. hahaha. sorry lina (L) . nenen invented the tilt-to-the-side theory which was originally for my espeed but hey, it did work. the connection is still going smoothly. just tilt ur espeed to the side vertically with the light (not the weight) signal on top. trust me it does work. good job biatch. i luv u.looks like efra is going to lose his job over this soon. kakaka.

went out with dad to send invitation letters to my neighbours and frens. the rio guys werent there at pdg keramat. according to efra they were on a soccer match at pdg panglima so the invitation letter is now just a piece of paper. nyahaha. went for a little ping pong with ayam who was with other group in the mumong flat area. nazirul was there too. lots of new people who i have no absolute idea who they are over there. anyway ping pong was fun. nyeheh.

then went to soon lee to buy some stuffs. met teacher doris and mr enrico there. we (me and mr enrico) were fooling around with teacher doris since she didnt realised i was actually behind her even until she left. nyeheh. OMFG DAT MINAH SALLEH WAS SO FUCKING HOT HOT HOT! minah salleh = owrang powteyh = european/aussie/american chick. she was with a dude who looked like jason lo (malaysian artist) and another dude who look like ... errr ... himself. yeah. haha. anyway, she got yummy lips *drool* but seriously shes so fucking hot. even dad said so. i wanna meet her again. i will go to soon lee everyday just to see her ... if im lucky hahaha.

im pissed at myrakan rite now. i still cant get over with the background attachment. kristin is currently helping me with it and still! it doesnt work. HELP ='(


happy teachers day
Thursday, September 23, 2004

wanna wish all my teachers all the way from kintergarden to form 5, all the years i ve been in st james, a happy teachers day. thank you so very much for all your teachings and all the great memories. if it wasnt because of you guys, i dont think i could make it this far. once again thank you so much. i cant find any suitable words to fully describe my appreciation but this:-

you guys are awesome!

st james school will be celebrating teachers day this 30/09. i WILL BE THERE for sure. i dont wanna miss it. this might be the last time i will be celebrating teachers day in st james ... hopefully. heheh. i dont remember giving any presents except for my big, ugly, sadistic smile and greet to any of my teachers. dats all i have to give ... ok dat sounds so gay. nyahahah.

anyways. friendster survey.

1. Your name spelled backwards.
xam

2. Where were your parents born?
antah durang

3. What is the last thing you downloaded?
touch me im sick by mudhoney

4. What is your favorite restaurant?
any halal restaurants with good foods

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
errrrrm 6 or 7 years ago kali

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
yeah band performance during teachers day. it was kinda fucked. nyeheh

7. How many kids do you want?
eleven maybe? 'we can make a soccer team honey'. nyehehe antah ah.

8. Type of music you DISLIKE most?
mostly those appear on radio and mtv.

9. Are you registered to vote?
kids cant vote.

10. Do you have a car?
soon when i reach 18 nyahahaha.

11. Do you like rollercoasters?
hahaha yeah kind of

12. Ever prank call anybody?
i can only remember i got pranked on the fone

13. Do you eat isaw?
what did you saw?

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
worth trying both

15. Are you shy?
ahahahaha ask nenen.

16. Do you think you're popular?
im the reigning most unpopular student in skool. what do u think?

17. What's the size of your bed?
queen kali. cant remember. the biggest size bah.

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
HELL YEAH! italia~ italia..... ok dats not it but i swear i do know it!

19. Bath or Shower?
shower.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4 months?
errrrrm i gotta say ... troy! archilles kick ass!

21. What's the next movie you want to see?
errrrrm final fantasy advent children! if possible. EFRA! ADA FILENYA?

22. Chips or popcorn?
popcorn and chips

23. Have you ever broken any1s heart?
im not sure but u can ask me for some glue if i did \m/

24. Premarital sex?
hahahahhaahahha *continue laughing*

25. Are you a good cook?
yeah meggi curry anytime! nyeheh

26. Orange or Apple juice?
cunt .... i mean apple juice

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you go to?
errrrrrrr parents at some restaurant in kiulap

28. fave drink?
ICE CREAM PEARL MILK TEA!

29. Best thing in the world?
SEXPHERE iNC! HORNS UP \m/

30. Have you ever broken a bone?
nope. just some cracks on my elbow area bone.

31. Have you ever won a trophY?
yeah. 1st priza colouring contest. nyahaha.

32. What is your favorite board game?
checker, chess and scrabble

33. What is your dream car?
mitsubishi on dakar rally

34. Do you have a bf/gf?
nobody wants me

35. Do you still love your ex?
we re good frens now =)

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
nope u can wear anything in sexphere or just dont wear anything nyeheh

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
condoms heheh jk just hacks candies.

38. Who are you going to marry?
hopefully my dream girl

39. Who would you like to meet?
all of my frens at once

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
hahaha yeah. mine was.

41. Whats your favorite song right now?
tension and terror by straylight run

42. Where would you go for a romantic evening?
errrrrrrm taman tergantung babylon~ hahaha antah oh

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
errr 5

44. Last song stuck in your head?
greatest fall by matchbox romance

45. Any pets?
yeah some wandering freely cat

46. hatest Local TV show as of the moment?
af. i cant touch the fucking tv bcoz of it.

47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do?
how to play violin, piano, capoeira dance and traditional instruments such as gulingtangan, hadrah, sitar, berimbau etc etc

48. What do you do when you are bored?
parents not around :- turn on the hi fi full blast and scream along with the songs
parents around :- sleep

49. How would you want someone to appreciate you?
errrrrrm get me a full studio set, best net connection and customised hanfone with all the necessities i need. \m/

50. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
i still can drive next year ...insyaallah kalau panjang umur la. nyeheh.


im so worried about my friend. the deadline is today and leech still havent tell me who the owner is yet. krol's nick on msn is making me even more worried 'i know you'd never say goodbye i have so much left to say' i didnt get the chance to ask him. my connection is fucked! im blaming this on my mom for such long 45 minutes fone call! grah!!!


sexy boobs now on ebay

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
can i really have ur balls efra

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
*happy*

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
pfft

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
hahahaha

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
hahahaha makan kangaroo balls ko max?

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
nda

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
hahaha

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
koalas penis

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
ish kau ah

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
or maybe koala penis?

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
huahahhahah

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
hahahah as entree?

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
bah eh

[0.o]maxsexpherix[o.0] says:
brb

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
here take them *shows ball*

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
hahahaha

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
shit eh kamu semua makan... bah kan makan ku lu eh

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
hahahaha

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
nda ku mo kalah eh

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
*GRABS THEM AND HOOK THEM ON FISHING ROD*

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
my balls *cries*

[ E-MO ] - [ Im Missing You ] - Dk.Yti - says:
*sells neena's boobs on EBAY for 90 cents*

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
hey u get 90 cents

i lub my crown boy. <\3 says:
i get a fish. or maybe lochness monster


nyahahahaah. dats our recent convo. gud luck to nenen for the lochness monster and efra on the ebay sales. im still wondering who is dis crown boy *jeles* nyahahahaah PSYCHE!


no one else

twisted and turned on the hook of ignorance
time and time again it made me bleed
common people ordinary lives to live

everybody's bing what the're told to be
it's like printing people for your companies
word for word gave words to me so i could see
thru it all it wasnt easy
you know that i

i am no one else
where i am, i know that i can
still i'm no one else
no complaints i am still smiling
there is no one else
diciplines and memories yet gracefully i've made
myself to tell

keep the violence in the mind where it belongs
everywhere i go, i see the need
people swirling in a cesspit of their own
making leaves 'em off and on and dizzy i say

i am no one else
where i am i know i can
still i'm no one else
a sensitive icnoclast
there is no one else
disciplines are memories yet gracefully i've made
myself to tell

i am no one else
where i am, i know that i can
still i'm no one else
no complaints i am still smiling
there is no one else
diciplines and memories yet gracefully i've made
myself to tell

to tell (4x)


just posting that lyric above entitled no one else by butterfingers. dats probably my favourite number amongst all in their much criticized fourth album malayneum. one pretty motivating lyric.

nuthing much happened today except for sending invitation letters to my neighbours. also went shopping with dad at soon lee. just bought some apple juice and pampadam or sumthin. i think i met some people i actually know but i just cant remember who. im still trying to remember now.

dads planning to buy either nokia 7610 or dat kewl kick ass panasonic ayam showed me. im thinking about buying a new handfone. my main target >MOTOROLA E398<>E938? whatever it is, im collecting some more money now. i oredi got $250 in my wallet. maybe i ll buy it the next time i go to miri. oh yeah im gonna trade in my hp. those who are willing to buy my hp in around $550+ please contact me immediately. my hp is nokia 6230, still new, bought last june 2004 =)

im gonna go complain to espeed2 tommoro. just wanna give efra , the freakzilla, some extra hard work. nyeheheheh. i wonder how that future-killing case is doing. have they found out about the owner? wheres leech? its only one day left man.

anyshoots, going to bandar tommoro so ... BEWARE BANDARIANS! PORNZILLA IS COMING! =P


four five six come on and get your ass kicked
Tuesday, September 21, 2004

8863118

if theres anyone out there know the owner of dat number please contact me IMMEDIATELY. someone's future is about to get destroyed who is particularly a friend of mine. an innocent victim who is in a very deep shit =( so please ok

me, cigu nordin, fadlan and daus were talking about the future-killing problem which happened to our fren today at skool. we didnt study for the whole one hour i was there. we were discussing and thinking of how to solve the problem. i hate it when i cant do anything to help a fren when they're in trouble. i just need to help her. finding out who the owner is the least i can do to help.

ayam and mancis came to bring me jalan2 but mom is here + i was too sleepy so i refused to do so. maybe next time yeah. maybe when my mom's not at home.

NOOOOOOOO CARMELLA DECESARE LOST THE QUARTER MILLION RAW DIVA SEARCH!!! dis is so not fair ='( nvrmind carmella. ur still the winner in bed. \m/ nyeheh

efra told me about nenen didnt recognise him when he came to her house to repair her espeed2. efra was smiling like a shit ass pervert while nenen, the lost one, was thinking 'who the hell is this freak???' nyahahaha XD

i need to buy new ps2 games. was done with onimusha around 3 or more weeks ago. didnt expect i would finish em up dat early. i love the whole storyline of the game. it would a definite blockbuster and tons of emmys in hand if they make it into a movie. so guys, any recommendation? any good games?



you look so fine i really dont wanna make you mine
Monday, September 20, 2004

i replaced tag-board with cbox. so please feel free to flood it. im quite pissed with tagboard when they did the enhancement thingy. my son leong got dumped by his gf. dont worry my son. u ll get sumone better soon. \m/

the rimula thingy was yesterday. wira told us to come but ... well ... transport nada dude. hahah. im very sure it was an absolute paradise for my raddy-ling. nyeheh. mom is on holiday. shiet. dis is horrible. i have to wake up early X( uwa came today so mom could bring her to see the dentist. i got a very hot neighbour but errrrggghhhh ... dont wanna say it. hahaha. thank god the 21 yrs old maximum driving liscence issue will only be for GIRLS. hooray! i still can start driving legally next year XD the crown prince and his lovely bride will come down to tutong tommorow. qila told me to come. not sure if im going. mom is here =(

anyway lets laugh



muahahahahaha!!! dats the funniest shit i have ever seen! me and babyme been talking about shoes and check dis one out



dats the new AL202 fall edition. im quite pissed about chad muska and jamie thomas not in circa anymore. dis means theres no more CM and JT editions which are my favourites. fuck man. speaking of fuck. dis is a hawt fuck



ok dats for the desert and u know people do after the ygot their desert rite? im outta here.


in memory of johnny ramone

yeah such a sad shit. johnny ramone guitarist and one of the founding member of a classic punk band the ramones died at the age of 50 after lost in a battle against cancer.

mom was on the fone for so fucking long which made my connection fucked. damn. ahaha. im still having my sexy voice today. i totally lost my voice yesterday so i didnt join lina, nenen and others to watch the free concert at kbrc. i heard it was kinda fucked, dark and dirty. so i guess this minor flu kinda saved me. nyeheh. for some cute pictures please refer to nenen's blog.

went for tuition at 6pm. cigu nordin was kinda shocked after he saw my super thick notes. fadlan n daus always lighten things up with stories like errrrm SELUAR DAUS TELAPAS thingy. nyahahaha. daus followed the wrong exam schedule which made him studied geography (they got no geo exam tommoro) they made a prank call on ampuan. well not really a prank call but they got scolded by ampuan's dad. kakaka.

well as promised earlier, here are the pictures



did i meantioned pictures without the 's'? hahahah actually dats the only good picture taken. the others are like super shit. so ... yeah. for more click here for photoes taken by professionals.


apabila mentari telah menghilang, senjakala
Sunday, September 19, 2004

the husband loves me <3>
HEY

the husband loves me <3>
apa ni ah

the husband loves me <3>
HI

[0.o]maxsux[o.0] says:
ah? ah? ah?

[0.o]maxsux[o.0] says:
apa? apa?

[0.o]maxsux[o.0] says:
HI

the husband loves me <3>
Um

the husband loves me <3>
Mawie left Senjakala

the husband loves me <3>
haha

[0.o]maxsux[o.0] says:
ah?

[0.o]maxsux[o.0] says:
i mean

[0.o]maxsux[o.0] says:
HAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH??????

hahahaha dats my recent convo with babyme. most of you may have heard about senjakala split up rumour and guess what folks, it's a rumour no more. according to babyme, mawie (guitars) left senjakala due to some personal issues which we will not reveal for the moment as to respect mawie's need. he'll tell it when he feel like to sooner or later. the torture didnt stop there. sam (vocals) also left the band to continue her studies in singapore. it's quite sad of what senjakala is now. they are probably one of most anticipating local band around and have high potential to elevate brunei's music industry. senjakala was about to make their kuala lumpur tour when sam left the band. i would say senjakala is on the edge of extinction. why? in my point of view mawie and sam are the main backbone of senjakala since all the songs were written by them both if you already seen the EP cover. well, anyways best of luck to them in whatever they do.



a new begining ... something like that
Friday, September 17, 2004

lalala new layout! dis one is self made, unfinished and .... enuff said \m/ nyeheh

the crown prince and paipa sarah came down to kaybee last wednesday. it was kinda cool. i arrived at skool and lepak with daus, fadlan and din. these kids are such insane smoking machines nyeheh. we were laughing our ass off when daus pants went down (telapas) while he was walking. i wouldnt mind if it was only once but for three times? lucky there werent many people by dat time. if there were. it would be such a sober kid. oh wait the 3rd time was kewl when his pants telapas while he was walking side by side with his girlfren. nyahahahaha. sober sober.

finally met the rio guys nearby the helicopter arrival area and decided to just hangout with em. its always kewl to hang out with those guys. the weather was an exception. IT WAS BURNING! maybe it was bcoz of the hot girls. lots of em i tell u. what an eye pleasure. nyeheh. such a shock to finally meet azmin there after more than 3 years. my lower secondary besfren who went to continue his studies in kl. hes thinner now with long curly hair and sumthin like flop poppy kind of clothings. just for the record, dis dude was the one who made me into a porn freak. god bless him. nyeheh. fadly escaped his class dat day and came all the way from jis to kbrc just to bring azmin there. such a good fren dat dude is and ... hes been adding weight again. we kinda lost contact with efra dat time. biasala busy with girlfren. ish kau ah. nyahaha. jimy lost his way after got left behind by some certain individual i foegot who. lots of frens met on the way there; wanah(again =P)ferra, eddy, mizan ... others. nyeheh. i cant find ayam there. mizan said he was with mancis but still, he is unreachable. haiyah. also didnt get to watch the performance by hana, zarol and eva and ... i forgot who else. it was too crowded =(

PAIPA sarah was so hot dat day man. all of us were like screaming 'SARAH I LOVE YOU!!!' like a maniac during the handshaking thingy. i managed to take some pictures which i will post later. maybe later ....

anyhoo, weightlifting time. see ya later bye. \m/


oh dats ok, im just dead, no big deal \m/
Tuesday, September 14, 2004

to those who still doesnt know yet, lina and a monkey named schmoopie just joined sexphere 2 days ago. i've been busy wondering how in the world how a monkey joined sexphere. most of all, not just any ordinary monkey. it can drink alcoholic liquors and and ... its PINK! ok what the hell. im just lazy for updates. dats goes to lynz. nyeheh

ok let me start from sunday. sleeping the whole day and went to tuition at 6. i feel so glad i finally have at least 2 people i know tuitioning there. my crack-headed juniors daus kasim and fadlan gila. nyahahah. another good news was zaim was supposed to come but the 'was supposed' sentence disappointed me. he fucking escaped. same goes to asmawi. those fuckers hahaha. too bad there was still no hot classmates =( nyeheh

lets move on to monday which was yesterday. went to miri. only got myself a 3/4 jeans from uncle big's store. ngangah and babu ajah (my aunties) joined us for fun. what a surprise to meet wanah there. i miss dat girl man. i havent met her for more than a year or so. she was one of my best online buddies. if she didnt stop going online, she would probably in sexphere now. why? bcoz shes hot! and her step mom too nyeheh =P also met cuzzie judin and ajis. i saw this hot european chick who was with an arab and malay girl in a group who looked exactly like PAIPA sarah at boulevard book store. those who saw her was like 'eh bukannya dk sarah kan tu?' me and dad were on astro smart card hunt. such a piss knowing the guitar store at boulevard is now a giordano store. sucker.

rumours going on yao ming is coming to brunei playing for his former team something sharks dis 20/09. wira said it was under the invitation of PAIPA sarah. so god bless her and her hotness \m/ talking about wira, lina is working on his blog so watch out for his blog which will be up soon and talking about PAIPA sarah. she ll be coming down to kaybee tommoro. i think im going.

envy will be leaving tommorow but i cant send her bcoz i have exam coming up soon ='( mom just wont allow me + efra's not free. therefore i put up this bg song called everything sux when you're gone by MxPx.

i ll be missing u env <33333 we love fishes


NO RECESS!!! HOORAY!!!
Saturday, September 11, 2004

oh i miss quizzes so ... here they go!

Take the quiz: "-What Band are you!?"

You are Yellowcard!
You are energetic and funloving! You enjoy your life to the fullest! yeah!

Take the quiz: "what blink182 song r u?"

i wana fuck a dog
your an outgoing,totally spastik person,there iz nothing stopping u,u just keep on goin and hoping for the best.and im with ya all the way

Take the quiz: "Which member of cradle of filth are you? (pix!!!!)"

Paul Allender
You are Paul Allender, you fucking kick ass you!!!

Take the quiz: "Which Finch Song Are You?"

New Beginnings
Your unique, ive gotta give you that, sure you've been hurt in the past but you tend to move on and forget. Your a fighter, and you dont give up till you get where you want!, your strong, independant and resorce fall, your on your way to New Beginnings! xXx

Take the quiz: "which of the guys from blink182 are you most like?(nice pics)"

you are tom
you are tom. you are super super sexy and like to goof around with your friends. :)

i got nothing left to say. im so happy with the results nyeheheheh and guess what make me even happier? i brainwashed envy into hentai! WHOOOHOOOOOO!

XD


OMG WE HAVE A HOT FUTURE QUEEN!
Thursday, September 09, 2004

alhamdulillah the royal wedding ceremony between our crown prince and his bride of choice was a success.it was raining tho but dat doesnt stop the whole event from going smooth. the bride is now officialy known as yang teramat mulia pengiran anak isteri anak sarah binti pengiran ab rahaman(yes leen it's longer now), not dayangku sarah as what she was previously known as. here are pictures of the newly wed royal couple.







owh man we gonna have a hot queen are we? hahaha. i almost miss the royal wedding ceremony on tv. i tot it was on saturday 10/09 which is tommorow. thank god dad woke me up in time just before the bride entered the nurul iman castle where the wedding was held. so for those who i mistakenly informed about the wedding schedule, im sorry, im a victim too. well, almost ... heheh.


ill nino dropped off soulfly tour

ILL NINO have reportedly dropped off the remaining dates on the SOULFLY U.S. tour following an altercation between current SOULFLY guitarist Marc Rizzo (ex-ILL NINO) and ILL NINO frontman Cristian Machado after the two bands' joint appearance in Royal Oak, MI this past Sunday (Sept. 5). According to several eyewitness accounts, the fight erupted as a result of onstage remarks made by Machado denouncing bands with "rock star" attitudes — comments which were believed to have been directed at SOULFLY. Rizzo reportedly confronted Machado behind the club's backstage area where the ILL NINO bus was parked and physically attacked the singer until the two were separated. An official statement from Roadrunner Records regarding the matter is expected later today (Sept. 8).

ok dats some serious shit there. i ve been a bad dude for not blogging. im still recollecting some ashes of memories here so be patience. heheh


soul in chaos
Wednesday, September 08, 2004

i was browsing thru my old floppy disks to see if they were any good and look at what i found


jimy. guitars and vocals.with my majestic guitar. my mentor.


pesal.guitars.the god speed. one of the best guitarist around.


daus.vocals.the best,fastest and smoothest drummer i ever play with. i envy his hair.


fuad. drums. my good friend back during the ugama days very good in technical drumming.


syari. bass. also in in inchpin as a guitarist. a chick magnet.

yes ladies and gentlemen, maxsux.com presents the hybernating band Soul In Chaos also popularly known as SIC. formerly known as Soul In Charnel (stil SIC huh?). i ve seen these guys play from their jamming session to the gig performance and i must say they got one of the best crowds ever. playing covers from soulfly, old sepultura and anything which involves max cavalera, these guys are nothing but a definite ass kicking band. hope jimy pass his exam, faisal got his majestic hand recovered and the band will be back soon. check out their site here for more and no i didnt steal these pixies from there. i was involved in their photo scanning activities.

envy will be gone in a week, this sux ='(


kabus ribut
Monday, September 06, 2004

time for another butterfinger's video clip. this is their 1st official malay single called kabus ribut. it's quite emo+indie+grunge-ish kinda type. without a further of due here's the fucking video.

Butterfingers - Kabus Ribut (video clip) :
http://www.imagestation.com/video/view.html?id=4177412963&dl=1
(right click, save as)

and these are the vidcaps








i started my 1st day of tuition this afternoon. it was okay. i got an 'unabled' person as a teacher. he cant use his right arm since he was born and the size is a lot smaller than the other. but dats still kewl with me. dat doesnt mean that an 'unabled' person will be unabled to teach me. in fact its much much easier since he can explain everything well both in english and malay and guess what? hes a genius. he got 4 as for his A level. damn. if his situation wasnt like dat, he could be having a master degree rite now. theres a change in my schedule. the tuesday schedule is now on sunday. dats kewl with me too. the only thing dats not kewl gotta be no hot tuitionmates ='( haha 1st time ok. i was always lucky having hot tuitionmates but ... maybe not this time.


cold cash colder hearts

hang out with my buddies ; ayam, pam, hana, ayeh, eva and alai. pam and eva were busy with their boyfriends. the rest of us were just busy playing pool. pam blanja. apa ingau haha. everything went fine not until when it started to rain. blah! haha. saw ateng, syari and sawal at nasi ayam restaurant. ateng and sawal teming udah. nda apa. nyahaha. also met my xclassmate norhawani dating with his bf on the arena stairs. i dont think she even remember me with this kind of image since we lost contact for such a long time. met few new people ; azim (pam's bf) and bella (ayam's fren). now i know which bella ayam and eva kept on telling me all this time and daym! shes damn hot! and her frens too! also met abang haris with his girlfren *ehem* hahaha. he ll be going to korea for the robotech competition next tuesday. dat lucky bastard. hahaha. it was quite fun hanging out today since there were lots of teenagers around esp the girls =P. god bless the skool holidays *hitler salute*

damn its so fucking coldin here. it's still fucking raining and fuck! its disturbing my connection! grah!


my heart is broke but i have some glue

[ Neu-EMO ] - Here i go.. Scream my lungs out trying to get to you.. You are my only one.. [ Dk.Yti 1410 ] - says:
maybe kawasan lagoon something wrong.. coz razarul jua ada probz

BINGO! now dats the reason behind all this stupid endless disconnection nonsense. razarol is my neighbour btw. we are such a pity. our parents chose the wrong housing area ='( hahaha

i heard someone called my beloved bitch nenen a fucking bimbo. fuck dat fucking fucker man. forget the stupid insults. we still love u nen~ HAIL NENEN! *hitler salute*

i have a confession to make ... i just commited a crime ... something has been playing inside my head ever since ... i just ... ah this is so hard for me to say ... i just killed ... *breathe out* i just killed a virus .... NO IM NOT A MURDERER! IM INNOCENT! =P


im sorry i just thrown you away

[ Neu-EMO ] - Here i go.. Scream my lungs out trying to get to you.. You are my only one.. [ Dk.Yti 1410 ] - says:
woooah ada virus japz

«•»apa benda yang merdeka jilat buntot depa«•»•tentang tentang• says:
ah yakan?

«•»apa benda yang merdeka jilat buntot depa«•»•tentang tentang• says:
bwoh

«•»apa benda yang merdeka jilat buntot depa«•»•tentang tentang• says:
dari sana kali ku dpt ni

[ Neu-EMO ] - Here i go.. Scream my lungs out trying to get to you.. You are my only one.. [ Dk.Yti 1410 ] - says:
its not the file.. its the other link

«•»apa benda yang merdeka jilat buntot depa«•»•tentang tentang• says:
which link?

[ Neu-EMO ] - Here i go.. Scream my lungs out trying to get to you.. You are my only one.. [ Dk.Yti 1410 ] - says:
the pop ups

«•»apa benda yang merdeka jilat buntot depa«•»•tentang tentang• says:
owwwwwh chets

«•»apa benda yang merdeka jilat buntot depa«•»•tentang tentang• says:
sana panya aku dpt trojan ani

[ Neu-EMO ] - Here i go.. Scream my lungs out trying to get to you.. You are my only one.. [ Dk.Yti 1410 ] - says:
i cant open ur web

[ Neu-EMO ] - Here i go.. Scream my lungs out trying to get to you.. You are my only one.. [ Dk.Yti 1410 ] - says:
i mean ur blog


dats my recent chat with efra. fuck man. to those who recently got any virus after visiting my blog, I AM VERY SORRY. there must be sumthing from this blog which made the pop up. i ll figure is out a.s.a.p

anyhoo, congratz to efra for the new girl ... ok dat sounds like he just had a baby hahaha. congratz for the new girlfren + an attachment job at jtb. jgn lupa belanja me ek dude? so .. yeah efra got a job at jtb and guess what? AT THE ESPEED2 SECTION. looks like im gonna do more damage to my espeed2 now. muahahaha. =P


salahkah aku bermasaalah
Sunday, September 05, 2004

hahaha im bored. i've been on an adding spree on myrakan. quite a surprise to see a lot number of bruneians there. i downloaded more butterfinger's video clips which are down here.

the vocalist on cuai in the video is loque but the original i think is emmet since they showed him singing during the recording session but dont worry, im very sure it's loque's voice by looking at the slang. it also features some footage from their brunei gig and rampai pagi.

Cuai(semi video clip):
http://www.imagestation.com/video/view.html?id=4193815001&dl=1
(right click, save target as)

tentang-tentang must be somewhat familiar to those who watched rock the world 4 but they cut some scenes on the vcd. here is the full version.

Tentang-tentang(full live version):
http://www.imagestation.com/video/view.html?id=4193698338&dl=1
(right click, save target as)

i wanna post the vidcaps for those vc's but the connection is kinda fucked and the trojan virus made it super fucked! grah!

im very sure nenen, lina, mizah, dk and aina are having fun at nena's place right now. tell me if theres any girl-on-girl action aight =P i wonder how the surprise thingy went ... hrrrrrrm~


there's a monkey in the jungle
Saturday, September 04, 2004

there is a stupid trojan virus raping my pc and i am certainly not happy X(

on the other hand, mom finally found a combine science tuition class for me. the schedules are every monday and tuesday from 6pm to 7pm. time maghrib. hahaha. my tuition class starts dis monday so ... dats one happy fact. i can get extra study aside from studying at home. =)

talking about monday, pam gonna use us with a hang out reason so that her mom wont scold her to see her boyfriend. dats cool with me. shes gonna treat us anyway. gagagaga =P

went for newspaper hunting with dad and our mission ... failed. hahaha. we cant find berita harian (malaysian newspaper) anywhere. met sarip, my x senior, with his girlfren and some other chick at town. then his sister, shima, with her hot fren at soon lee. is it me or shima got a a little taller (*_*) looks like hot people came out from their shell ... oh yeah it's skool holiday. no wonder. hahaha. oh yeah not to forget walid. he made his hair short again, hazami style~ nyahahaha.

so the FREE af2 concert in kb was canceled and ... instead they make a MUST PAY concert at brunei national indoor stadium. so dats all about it. tell me if maya karin and melissa maureen is coming then i ll buy the ticket (^^)

miss radhy-o recommended me this site called myrakan. it's sumthin like a malay version of friendster. it's a lot more similar to myspace actually. so please join and dont forget to add me arrestme808@hotmail.com im lonely there ='(

according to shady, ash reformated his pc to get rid of this rapist virus so i need to transfer the desired programs to a backup file. damn. and it starts after im done posting this shit. so ... bye! \m/


another false alarm
Thursday, September 02, 2004

Bangladesh Worker: "Sir, me no come to work, me sick"

Boss: " When I am sick, I have sex with my wife- try it"

2 hours later ...

Bangladesh Worker: "Boss! it worked! Me ok now.You got nice house."

ahahahaahahaha! ok heres another one

After sex, Thai girl kept fondling man's cock.
Man asked: "Why? Want to have sex again."
Thai Girl replied: "No lah, just admiring your cock. I used to have one before. "

uhuhahahahaahha! im enjoying this! one more! yeeehaw!

Girl: Mom what is a penis?

Mom: When you become a good girl you will get one.

Girl: But mom what if I am not a good girl?

Mom: Then you will get many!

huhwahwahwahwahwa! thanx to jean for dat and oh miss radhy-o too. (^^) the main reason why i posted dat shit up was bcoz ... i cant think of anything to blog about. my life has been pretty empty except for one shit ... how am i gonna send envy off to uk at the airport this 15th ... hrrrrrm o.0


trash
Wednesday, September 01, 2004

walla! i removed the anti-right click javascript code since it made the layout so damn lagged plus theres nothing to be stolen from this layout anyway. if there is, you are very welcomed to do so. =)


neu-krekz says: my cat is having babies and i dunno who the father is

CONGRATZ TO ENVY! UR A WINNER BABE! hahahah dats for envy after finally made a courages love confession to indian. HOORAY! LETS PARTY! ... in kb~ o_O

and this was how envy thanked me for supporting her

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oh how lucky i am huhahahahah

talking about lucky. the luckiest dude alive rite now is probably a dude named daniel. why? bcoz he's now with yulia. hahaha shit. i envy u dude! i only talked to u once ... i think and the next thing i know ur with the next miss universe. how fucked is dat? hahaha anyway HORNS UP! \m/ errrr hes not gonna read this rite? ...



siaran tergendala

harap maaf~siaran tergendala~ aku jalan semalam~ ke pintu syurga~

hahaha such a strong line from a motivating lyric of a kick ass song. i downloaded another butterfinger's malay song (in vidclip) called siaran tergendala which in english means ... transmission error? yeah sumthin like dat and they fucking showed it on 8tv LIVE during a commercial break. so sad we dont have 8tv here in brunei =( they've been showing clips from my fav malaysian bands. here's a vidcap from the video btw.

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i think im in a whole butterfingers mood again. for the past 2 days, aside from studying (yes im still suffering from this terrible disease) i've been listening to all buterfingers track i possibly have and find the guitar chords even without my guitar amps o_O looks like i got yet another disease and i would like to call it ... butterexosis ... yes dats it, kewl enuff for me =)

here's a picture of butterfingers during the 1st rock the world concert

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yes they were the 1st to use violin in a band before yellowcard did. i wonder their next album wil be realeased, the latest rumour heard was 1st june but ... it's august now ... how long do i have to wait? o_O


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