i didnt watch the $5 for 3 songs gig. wasnt in the mood. my leg was aching like hell all of a sudden. felt like after soccer training kind of shit. it sux.

wanna know what else is sux? i cant see my fucking tagboard ='( damn. thanx dhan for introducing nada surf. GRUNGE KICK ASS!!! \m/ and another horns up for leech. nice knowing ya dude \m/ thanx env for introing him to us.

i kinda like this layout. for those who complained 'white max?' i dont give a damn what you think and fuck off muahahahaha im serious .... ly joking. since everything is so wrong with my blog right now, i guess i ll just update it some other time.

oh heres A-Z of me ....

A - Age:
>>17

B - Brands usually bought:
>>brandless

C - Career in future:
>>hopefully something promising

D - Dancing as a career:
>>i dont dance

E - Easiest person to talk to:
>>myself

F - Favourite song at the moment:
>>dog-eared page by the matches

G - Gum balls or gummy bears:
>>gum balls

H - Hometown:
>>kaybee. no other options.

I - Instruments:
>>mostly guitars

J - Jungle or Sea-side:
>>Sea side

K - Kids:
>>maybe one day ... or 2 ...or 3 and so on

L - lefty or righty
>>righty

M - Meat or Vegetables:
>>most probably meat

N - Number of siblings:
>>the only one

O - O Town or Plus One
>>wth? dog food brands?

P - Phobia[s]:
>>pop music and self-label

Q - Quantity or Quality (for anything):
>>both shud do

R - Reason to smile:
>>lost my mind

S - Song you sang last:
>>somewhere over the rainbow by mxpx. dat songs just fucking funny

T - Time you wake up today:
>>11.00 am

U - Unknown fact about me:
>>i eat chicken

V - Vegetable you hate:
>>all but for the sake of health ... i have to like some

W - Worst habit:
>>slective amnesia aka forgetful

X - Red or White Wine:
>>no satan's urine please

Y - Yolk or Egg WHite:
>>both.i dont care.egg rox!!!

Z - Zodiac:
>>aries bloody aries

i am demanded by cigu hatta to come to skool later at 11 for the eca so ... gtg bye. evil_queen is cute ^^

oh what a day. went to airport to send uwa going to cairo for a one week work course. it was quite a piss to wait for her boss to arrive but hey it was still ok. all i can say while i was there was 'wait, im not in some kind of playground am i?' lots of kids were roaming around in their roller shoes. i can see em everywhere. i fell in love with the little triplets LOL im not trying to be pedophille or sumthing but they were just so damn adorable. cute~ hahaha. then their here come the elder sister/cousin/whatsoever. whoa! hawt hawt! hahaha owh man i gotta stop looking at hot girls (yea right)what? =P

so im trying few new layout here in my quest of finding a suitable one so ... yeah. oh shiet its so fucking late now. gtg bye. miss radhy-o! i miss u ='( oh shit i forgot i was supposed to write her a testi huhahaha. next time yeah ;)

words of wisdom:Whats the difference between a 90s woman and a - computer? A 90s woman won't accept a three-and-a-half-inch floppy.


hey new layout! hahaha. i just tot this layout kinda kewl so i just clicked save on purpose. the picture on the pix on theleft look kind of errrrm ... strange? yeah dats the word. so i might change it soon.

talking about new, the new haircut is on. nothing much about the hair. just medium long smart cut. i canceled the emo haircut as planned earlier cause they said dat needs some ironing. it was already late like 5.30 pm. so ... yeah. then they showed david bowie on mtv and without a single morality i told em 'i want that kind of hair' and he said 'ok' ~ then we play the 1st thing came to our head which so happens to be the greatest song in the world~...... oh sorry ... lost concentration there *ehem* so i got david bowies haircut and it look kinda fucked cause my hair is getting wavy which lead me to the desire of wanting my hair rebonded. not this time. maybe next time. met nena after the haircut at town. so she was the 1st to witness it and said 'eeee nda emo pun' hahahah. nda jadi bah eh and wahlau u look so hot in dat red outfit i almost got a black out. lawa gilerrrr woooo. heheh.

correction: nena doest work at bata but at mc maju. smells meaty~.hahaha. boreng eh. no shoe discount. kekeke.

M	Masculine
A	Ambivalent
X	XtRemE
C	Cuddly
O	Odd
R	Rounded
E	Exciting
T	Tasty
E	Elitist
Z	Zany

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Date	February 6, 2027
Number Of Times	267
Place	Behind a dumpster
Person	Avril Lavigne
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whoa! avril! i like! i mean yeah her music sux and being what a poser she is but shes still hot ok ... wait ... how will she look like in 2027?

words of wisdom:"I knew that when I had a child I'd be overwhelmed, and it's true. I can't tell you how much my attitude has changed since we've got Frances. Holding my baby is the best drug in the world"-Kurt Cobain

okay i forgot wutever i wrote after i clicked publish not realising the connection was off so here's a little summary. went to tamu again and this time with better food, more people, 'an okay' stage performance but ... it was fucking raining! arrgghh. ayu's fren noticed me by saying this 'eh ayu, dats the dude on frenster rite? whats his name again? max?' so yeah hahaha. shes kinda hot. looked a bit like wanah. so if youre reading this, please add me on friendster aight ^^ 

im gonna get a haircut later boooo~ yay~ and talking bout haircut ...



that's danny and i envy his hair arrrggghhh! oh and heres tony with his majestic blue hair. grah!



something amazing happened! my connection was so fucking smooth yesterday! woohoooooo! must be the jupiter visiblity. devil sign to the jupiter \m/. oh how i wish it would be everyday ... i mean the connection ..... oh and the jupiter too if possible.

here are the quizzes i took for like ... a week ago? so if you spot any fungus growing there, please say ewwww and stfu.





Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?

[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]

hahaha i knew it was grunge. always will be.

Your Icecream Flavour is... French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

oui oui! hahahah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EFRA!!! which falls on today 28/07. jgn lupa belanja ek dude? heheh

oh and not to forget...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED AUNTIE LIDZ!!! yesterday 27/07. hope u had fun partying aight ;)

heres a present for u both. hahaha.

A truck driver was going down a steep incline when, at the foot of the hill, he was able to make out a couple having sex in the middle of the road. Five times on his descent he sounded his horn, but they didn't move. He finally brought the truck' to a halt inches from them. The truck driver got out and stormed: "What the hell's the matter with you two?.Didn't you hear me? You could have been killed!" The man replied nonchalantly: "Listen, I was coming, she was coming, and you were coming. You were the only one with brakes."

huhaahah. i know its lame but yeah ... im broke so see ya!

words of wisdom:'Why do women rub their eyes when they get up in the morning? They don't have balls to scratch.'

finally went to tamu and it was sooooooo damn boring. not many people, no stage performance and fuckedup earbleeding flamboyant karaoke singing by oh-so-beautifully voiced people from the other side. there should have be a stage performance but the tonight's organiser broke his promise and transfered his schedule to kbrc, where there was another function going on just to get more attention. i wanna bitch about the food too. i ordered nasi goreng paprik and ... wth is this? diet special? tasteless nasi goreng, tongue burning sauce, too many onion slices and less chicken. should have gone to musteh stall but damn, so many people maaa. laku bisnes. heheheh.

spotted few friends there and only bibi noticed me. kakaka. so my so called do-not-recognise-me plan has taken effect. kekeke. pam and zainal teming udah. nda apa. pjal ... ah sibuk dgn dunia nya. dont care. kakaka.  kaka diana makin lawa udah peewit~. hahaha. shes kind of like my chinese step-sister and shes now so damn hot! and her boifren ... looks like the fag4 dude kakaka. shhhhhhh shes gonna kill me when she found out about this.

im currently helping lina with her first ever official blog. shes a fast learner. i think she'll understand the whole blogging+html stuffs soon. i gave her a layout from blogskins. i didnt make her a layout as promise cause i dunno what kind of style that actually fits her. all she said was mana saja so ... yeah. heheh. sorry babe ;)

my daling nena got a summer job at bata. gotta check her out soon. NEN! I WANT DISCOUNT! efra gonna have a work attachment at jtb. finally we gonna have a paranormal dude working there. continuous disconnection is not normal ok. efra got his espeed fixed. he used to be in the same situation as what i am into now and his current espeed performance ... smoooooth~ heheh. dad still havent complained about this shiznit yet. grah! dat blardy bastard! kakaka.

so yeah im back to the primitive *SOULFLY'S BACK TO THE PRIMITIVE ON THE BG* i got no other option but to use midi file. i still havent found *what im looking for~* SHUT UP!!! *ooops sorry...* .ehem. i still havent found a free music/song hosting website. i tried by uploading the music files to circles99 and yahoo groups but ... it didnt work *sigh* the only option left here is using an ftp server but ... can somebody please tell me how to use it? im stucked or anyone out there willing to share ur ftp server please contact me arrestme808@hotmail.com 

ah yeah click here for inchpin's purevolume page.

i tot i solved the problem when i changed the cable to a longer one for my espeed cause the speed was so similar to when i just bought it, fast as fuck, but few minutes later *sigh* ... it still kept on disconnecting!!! now i really am mad (yea rite max) and im demand the bloody espeed technician to see this whole annoying piece of garbage with his own fucking eyes GRAH!!! heheh. jk but im serious about inviting those technician to see the problem and i expect a relevant answer from them. i just want to get things done cause like im paying more than using .... oh wait, dad's paying more than what im using. heheh.

i was so shocked by these statements:
babyme: will you marry me? espeed2= now $50 for sultans bday promotion at jtb

but then ... these almost got me paralysed:
nena: cheese doodles!!! not $50 la puki(refering to me) FREE!!! at jtb. iim gonna get one tommorow for myself.

WHAT THE FUCK!!! $50??? FREE??? i dont give a damn if either one of em is correct but ... THAT IS SOOOO UNFAIR!!! i mean, i bought my dumbass espeed2 for like $100 and now theyre lowering the price by half more or giving them out for fucking free? what a joke of the century! arrggghhh

INCHPIN IS ON PUREVOLUME!!! shit dude! i dont believe this. my school seniors are now on the same level as my favourite new bands like fftl and others. ok im speechless now. all i wanna say is these guys fucking rox! i need to contact alai about their new demo and zaim too for azzazil's. oh wait i just realise alai's name is not listed there. is he ... OUT? is syari still in SIC? and is SIC still alive? so many questions yet to be answered. anyway,  to inchpin: OMFG!!! XD


LtoR= boy(guitars and vocals) syari(guitars) ham(drums)

thats a picture from their purevolume page. ah yes, now i remember that background ... my school kintergarden area. mcm nada tampat lain saja kamu ani. huhahaha. i envy the majestic guitar boy's holding. fucking ibanez 7 string. arrrggghhhh!

words of wisdom: 'im staying over at kb, my granpa isofficially REALLY sick and i don't have spare clothes but it's ok.' - envy, 21:10pm, 25-07-2004.

i dunno why i picked that sms but it made me feel sad and few seconds l8r it made me smacked my forehead and laugh. hahaha. don't worry envy. everythings gonna be alrite. we all pray for your granpa here. for those who havent, please do us a favour and pray. we really appreciate your concern.

words of wisdom:'do you know the real mening of 'dude'?  it's WHALE'S PENIS! seriously!' - NIC(yea right nic =P) 
 
something fucking happened to the music hosting site ... it's gone =( yeah i mean GONE! VANISHED! KAPOOSH! this sux. *sigh*. where have all the music hosting websites gone?  anyway! i ll try to find another option. anybody knows any other music hosting website please inform me aight.

btw, for the moment, im using the old skool way with downloading big sized mp3 file. so please be patience while the song downloads. i know it's slow. i wish the website will be back sooner or later and i HOPE its not later.

A couple went to an agricultural show one weekend and watched the auction of some prize bulls. The auctioneer announced that the first bull had reproduced 72 times last year. "Hey," said the wife, nudging her husband. "That's six times a month. A pity you can't match that." The next bull for auction was revealed to have reproduced 144 times last year. The wife prodded her husband again. "Did you hear that? Twelve times a month! He's way out of your league." Then a third bull was led around. The auctioneer proudly stated that the animal had reproduced 365 times last year. The wife elbowed her husband hard in the ribs. "Three hundred and sixty-five 1 times!" she exclaimed. "That's every day of the year. That really puts you to shame." By now, the husband was thoroughly irritated by the jibes. "Sure. Great," he said ; icily. "But I bet it wasn't all with the same cow."

huahahaha!  bye.

hahaha how boring

1.FIRST NAME:= Mohd XP
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER AnYONE:= i dont think so
3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS:= nope
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVOURITE:= middle of course
5.IS BRITNEY SPEARS PREGNANT?(missing question so yeah):= some rumours said yes
6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING:= no. it sux big time!
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT: = lamb chop?
8. ANY BAD HABITS:= forgetful, lazy,annoying.
9. WHAT IS THE MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON YOURSHELF?= bon jovi ...
10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BEFRIENDS WITH YOU?= YES! I AM VERY FRIENDLY!
11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL= on certain things *winkz* wanna try?
12. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL= lots of em
13. DO LOOKS MATTER= definitely maybe
14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?:= listen to heavy music, jump around and scream along
15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?= my room
16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?= not quite sure bout it
17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?= LEGO!!! TRANFORMERS!!! PLAYDOH!!!
18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? = A.MATH. they got me nowhere. shud have taken geo.
19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?: = where do u think im answering this question? gas station?
20. DO YOU USE SARCASM?= should they be called sarcasm?
21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL?= ahhh ... they question i cant nvr answer ... ntah
22. NICKNAMES?= max
23. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?= worth trying
24. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEMOFF?= no ... malas ler heheh
25. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG?= in a few senses
26.FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?= strawberry and choc n chip
27. SHOE SIZE?:= 9.5
28. WHAT ARE/IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR?= red, green, blue, black, white, orange, yellow, purple.
29. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?=wth is dat?
30. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO SEND IT BACK?= it will never happen
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: =hurt (NIN cover) by johnny cash
32. LAST THING YOU ATE?= mango *nyum*
33. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE= i cant remember
34. THE FIRST THING(S) YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX= hair ... kalilah
35. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TOYOU?= i stole this question from somewhere ...
36. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?= overbored
37. FAVOURITE DRINK?= milo ping .. envy .. i pity you. kakaka
38. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?= i hate satan's urine
39. FAVOURITE SPORTS:= soccer, bball, xtreme sports
40. HAIR COLOUR?:= bLack
41. EYE COLOUR?:= red .... ok , its black *sigh*
42. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?:=i got good eyes .. thanx hot girls *winkz*
43. SIBLINGS?:= the only child *sigh*
44. FAVOURITE MONTH?=  every month is the same as every month
45. FAVOURITE FOOD?:= LAKSA BAYBEE!!!
46. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?:= around the world in 80 days .. JACKIE CHAN ROX!
47. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?:= errrrr ... international sex day?
48. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?:= both
49. SUMMER OR WINTER:= in the summertime~lalala~
50. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?:= hohohohoh *winkz*
51. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?:= to what?
52.WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?:= again i ask, to what?
53. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?:= chess and checker
54. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?= last nite ... jet's look what youve done video clip
55. FAVOURITE SMELLS?:= anything nice
56. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHENYOU WAKE UP:= where the hell is my fucking hand phone ....  

words of wisdom: 'what have i become, my sweetest friend, everyone i know goes away in the end'. - nine inch nail's hurt

today is saturday and i forgot about the ECA which i was requested to attend and help. huhahah. sorry cigu hatta. maybe next week aight.

the night's fine. good weather for hanging out at tamu but i don't. supposed to treat my friends tonight but since not many replied to the comfirmation message, i cancelled the plan. so if you're there and trying to make a surprise appearance or last minute decision, sorry dude/dudette. try again next time and get the same thing again. i can sometimes be an impatience person. not in terms of mood but in terms of comfirmation. if you dont get every sentence i mentioned, dont bother to care. im all alone in the cyberworld now. it's kinda kewl tho. i can download everything smoothly. it's not that i dont like the usual things i always do while online but ... yeah. skali skala. heheh. speaking of download, i was downloading the yahoo messenger and the fucking connection fucked up again. GRAH!

espeed technician : 'theres nothing wrong with your espeed. thats normal'
max lovato aka sux: 'NORMAL YOUR ASS!!! this shit is torturing.'

ok i didnt scream the answer right at his face. i dont have the guts to do that anyway. huhahahah. table for two is a nice tv show. sweet stories they got there. we need more of these kind of things on tv. whats the show about? watch it every saturday 7pm. melissa maureen ...  *drools* XP
 
to YOU, thanx for avoiding, totally appreciated =)

word of wisdom : My dick is so big, you're standing on it.

 
woke up at 11am, did friday prayer. i dunno wth those smja students were doing there. dont care (theyre not girls ok =P) then went for makan 100 hari at my kazen's house. so dats a little hint why i didnt hang out with pam and the others. then my auntie and family came to our house and what a surprise to see DENIS!!! hahaha denis is my lil kazen. the lastest member of the family. he can walk now! weeee and fatter too!!! oh how cute he is now. hahaha.

If the dove is the bird of peace, what is the bird of true love?
>>The swallow.

Why do hunters make the best lovers?
>>Because they go deep in the bush, shoot more than once and they eat what they shoot.

Whats the difference between your wife and your job?
>>After 10 years, the job still sucks.

Do you know why they call it the Wonder Bra?
>>When you take it off you wonder where her tits went.

How are twisters (tornadoes) and marriage alike?
>>They both begin with a lot of blowing and sucking, and in the end you lose your house.

huhahahahah those are some selected kick ass quizzes. oh here's another one. short adult joke.

A guy was told he had just 24 hours to live, so he decided to go home and make passionate love to his wife. He crept into the bedroom, slid into bed and for the next three hours enjoyed the wildest sex he'd ever experienced. Finally exhausted, he crawled into the bathroom where he was surprised to find his wife lying in the bath with a mudpack on her face. "How did you get in here?" he asked. "Sssh!" she said. "You'll wake my mother."

huhahahaha. i just cant help it ok. since leen took away my lindsay ='(...  without a further of due, ladies and gentelemen, this is my new wifey, anna ohura! =D
 




ok enough with those two. i dont want her to be taken like the others lol

around the world in 80 days is a great, historical, hillarious, action movie. jackie chan just rox. all his film rox. they also got big stars like arnold schwarzeneger (wutever the spelling is), luke and owen wilson and some other stars which im not sure of their name (or probably never heard of) as for i am not a movie expert. duh~ hahaha. anyway this movie is a 'MUST WATCH' so PLEASE WATCH THIS FUCKING MOVIE if you havent.

i just feel like posting these kind of pictures. they're xrated. so if you hate em ... FUCK OFF!!! huahaha





arent they just cute? *drools*

i was surfing thru some porn site and i found these underage photos. yes UNDERAGED!!! 

photo1 : photo2 : photo3 : photo4 

nice question by rad: what if ur girlfren is having a scandal with a lesbian?
and my answer was: errrrrr threesome?

hey guess whos back? LEEN!!! hooray!!! with a new HDD. shes using her yahoo mail cause she lost her hotmail password. selective amnesia eh? heheh. if you think you know leen, please contact her now for the contact re-add. maybe drop a tag on her blog or sexphere or something, whichever you prefer.

supposed to go for a dinner at tamu tonite but the wind was so fucking strong. so yeah you got the hint, IT'S CANCELLED!!! i havent been there yet. how sad huh? the monster who always roamed around there everynite last year has not appear yet. hahaha. maybe this friday to accompany pam to meet her boyfie's parents. mcm kan kawin saja. hahaha. ah yeah babyme told me chikalo will be performing this saturday so maybe i ll go and check it out. mel wont be performing tho, maybe only aimi and sayo. since it will be a holiday the next day so i guess rafie, lina and my other form 6 friends might be there.

there will be band performance this sunday. not sure wether it would be band competition or just stage show, but i do know it's called 'SUREEE BISING!!!' huahaha. wut a copycat. so hope to see great bands this year. i mean like no music restriction whatsoever like the one last time (60's track only+ 1 own song, this sux, i dont want this) maybe we can get to see emo or screamo bands this year ^^ since it's quite a musical trend.

babyme requested me to write a review on local bands for bruscene. i dont really have problems contacting these guys. maybe i ll print a set of questions for them to answer. it's easier than just meeting em face to face for some interview. mcm-mcm alasan krg, nada masa lah apalah bla bla bla. talking bout bruscene. it's still under construction so entrance is currently shut to public for smooth work progression. hahaha i dont even know what the hell wut i was saying.

omfg! i put mest as my current favourite band on tickle quiz! yes, they are one of my current favourite band but the real answer was supposed to be the used. so for those who answered the used, just pretend as if you got more marks aight and for those who didnt receive the mail ... i dunno wut happened but i cant send em ... this sux

let's all pray and wish so that envy's granpa will get well soon.

peace outside!

hahaha i think the poem down here is fucking funny

My First Time

The sky was dark
The moon was high
All alone Just her and I
Her hair so soft
Her eyes so blue
I knew just what
 She wanted to do
Her skin so soft
Her legs so fine
I ran my fingers
Down her spine
I didn't know how
But I tried my best
To place my hand
On her breasts
I remember my fear
 My fast beating heart
But slowly she spread
Her legs apart A
nd when she did it
I felt no shame
All at once
The white stuff came
 At last it's finished
It's all over now
My first time
Milking a cow!

huhahaha indeed .. hillarious

oh what a boring day *yawn* and oh here's another one. a comic strip.



HUAHAHAHAHA!!!! omg im so pathetic. im gonna find some more similar shit. tata ^^

hey! nothing-ness today. just watched garfield the movie. it an 'ok' movie. just like disney adventure stuff. im very impressed with what they did on garfield. KICK ASS!!! quite a hillarious movie tho so be sure to check it out. FAT CAT 4 LIFE!!!
 
envy didnt tell me there's a vid clip for mest's jaded. how could you!!! *sob sob* kekeke. the video clips kinda kewl.  got benji madden in it since he sing on some part there and since the fucking video is so fucking cool! i decided to post it up down here for you people to watch. ENJOY!!!
 
JADED(THESE YEARS)
quicktime 
windows media
real
 
oh i found their some kind of interview clip too
 
EPK
quicktime
windows media
real
 
pixies from the video can be found on nena's current entry on her blog. click foxxyness at the links section to go there. looks like shes so damn obsessed with tony lovato. kakakak welcome to the mest club *clap clap*
 
ladies and gentlemen, this is ste-v and she rox! i mean look at her!
 

 
i love her eyes, theyre so big! and her hair too! shes cute aint she? ^^

ah yeah please laugh at me cause i just watched gladiator 2 days ago. im so outdated i know.

for some reason, i dont feel like hanging out with my friends at tamu tonite. i mean like we go there and do nothing but walk around that little area in a flock over and over again just like bertawaf and dats it. of course it's a great thing to meet friends there and of course hot girls are there for my little eye treatment =P but ... errrggghh maybe im just lazy. unless if great stage performance such as band competition or from local artists or bands are up, maybe i ll go there, do things mentioned above and watch their performance. ah crap all i wanna say is IM JUST FUCKING LAZY TO GO THERE!!! *ehem*
 
someone asked me this, 'if you oredi got a band and given the power to design a gig stage, how would it look like?' or sumthin like dat. im not good at intepreting words from malay to english but this is the answer


hell yeah!now dats what i call a kick ass stage! dats from blink182's 'feeling this' video by the way. 
 
my hot auntie lidz got her tongue pierced!!! i wonder how she lookd like. must be VERY hot *rawrrrr* kekeke AUNTIE LIDZ! SHOW ME! SHOW ME!
 
talking about hot, for now, THIS IS HOT!!!


 self potrait ay! ^^
 
i browsed through the new shorty's skateboards website and where the fuck is peter smolik!!! i mean look at this! theres no peter smolik! not fair! it's good to see new members are recruited and dashing new decks but why does peter smolik have to be out of the fucking team! grahhh!!!

hey! what the fuck is up? i know wut the fuck is up, new blogger posting page! hahahah. i kinda like this new shit. full of new kick ass facilities. check em out if you havent.
 
so yeah, the miri trip was kinda ok. i got myself :-

1. monitor screen filter
2. new checker shirt (black)
3. 2 optic mouse pads
4. 4 dvds : king arthur, garfield the movie, spiderman 2 and around the world in 80 days

met sahadilin there. i couldnt quite understand wth he was saying. he was like speaking this hip hop kind of english or sumthin or maybe bcoz i got my ears plugged with the earphone. kakaka. if thats the real cause then sorry dude. music is my life. i cant live without em (stupid excuse) heheh. my actual plan was to buy 128MB mmc card but the hell? so expensive meh. RM231? dats like B$100+ . better buy in brunei, only B$89 but again wth? im so fucking broke cause i got like $150 in my wallet and that's for the ps2 repair charge (which cost $220) after paying for the ps2, dats it! i ll be totally dead. DIE MAX DIE!!! huahahah... did i just said dat?

shes hot! i wanna marry her lol i wonder where i got that catch phrase from .....

oh god! im so fucking hyper! how am i gonna sleep early! im goin to miri tommoro. yay! was camming with nena and OI! ENVY WAS THERE! at nena's place hahaha. i wanna go there but the hell ... i had to take care of this fucking house cause my parents were out. daym.

i must say this is my current faourite band. jgn kambang env =P

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hell yeah! dats wut im talkin about. may the force be with you.

hey peepz! syeeduh is in brunei yo! yeah dats rite! shes back! SHES FUCKING BACK!!! hooray! hahaha. welcome back my fellow sexpherix. may the force be with you.

last nite's bbq was ok. all i did was just eat the just-cooked sausages while cooking. hey those who cook must be in the 1st class ok. heheh. i dont think theres so much to care about those kids. they're grown up now. brakal udah durang. my current fav little cousin ===> MAISARAH!!! shes just so cute heheheh.

i have no fucking idea where the hell my hand fone went and who held it last night. i was so busy cooking and got a little burning scar on my right little finger(no big deal). when i checked it after the party i was like 'WOW! 6 MSGS AND 25 MISCALLS?' those with phone line numbers please call me back or sms me immediately. i dont wanna call back. shits might happen.

too bad the family's official bbq chefs abg hakeem and haris couldnt make it last night. they got a bbq party of their own for their football team victory. but hey i handled the cookings so well and got entitled the new family's official bbq chef huhahaha.

we are expecting a new baby from babu timah. we gonna have a new member in the family slot. yay!

envy is in kb. her granpa got admitted in ICU because of malaria. =( get well soon envy's granpa. eeeks! this whole malaria attack is creeping the shit out of me.

haha i left my buddies with the archway this morning. it's not like im lazy or sumthin im just pissed. i woke up so damn early and got dressed up real nice but then, dad didnt get the 'hey dad, pick me up now' sms since he left his hp inside the car. so i told him to just cancel the plan.

i was so fucking hyper the whole morning. i turned on the cd player, jumped around and screamed along with the songs, in oyher words had self satisfaction, til i got tired which is after lunch and fell asleep. so oh my god, i forgot the archway and left my buddies on their own again. huhahaha.

i wish i can make it to skool tonight but errrm i got a little barbeque for kids here at my home. yeah, you heard it, FOR KIDS ONLY which are specifically my little cousns. my mom's idea, my mom's fault so dont blame me. im innocent. =P

went to skool yesterday afternoon for the archway help. it was tiring but yet it was fun. dats wut teamwork is all about. FUN! heheh. i got less work than what i did last year. as some people know, i love dealing with wires, so i was in charge with the bulbs and wirings. was working with zaman but then his gf came so i just left them work-while-dating alone. heheh.

ah yeah before the archway thingy, went to town with krol, farid, adib and mizandot. nuthin much happened. just sending his two fucked CPUs to SKC for a little repair. i envy his cpu, theyre so fucking standard. heheh. krol showed me their jamm clip. the self made song kinda kick ass. his jamming place kinda rox. actually planned to jam at his place afetr we sent the cpu but couldnt make it. maybe later afternoon.

went to town again for a little break. this time with zaman, raymond and sarikand. hey! i met jess! hahaha i miss dat dude. hes like the coolest senior in my skool. i wonder wut he do nowadays. mayb still in mkjb. then bumped onto pesal sic and omfg! his left arm was casted! he got involved in a car accident few days ago and broke his left arm. oh man plese dont lose that majestic arm. we dont wanna lose another guitar hero here in kb. heheh anyway get well soon buddy. he was exchanging numbers with mariam (these two are my seniors too) and roden was there too. i dont think he even remember me. hahaha. wut else happened? ah yeah had a KICK ASS cincau drink at gerai simpur. i wonder who dat hot chinese chick is. she looked kinda familiar ... maybe marcus' fren or sumthin or sumthin, who knows .....

owh man. according to efra, i need to have credit in 4 english subjects, not necessarily computer studies, to take the computing course. arrrggghhh fuck! i got only like 2 and need 2 more to qualified. guys! plz pray for me so i ll get at least 2 more credits this june.

anybody knows the qualifications for accounting course in mtssr? or sumwhere else in brunei with dat course available?

farid is going to JIS this august. so JIS girls and gays! be prepared! we gonna have a super cute boney bastard coming to JIS yo! hahaha

1. what are you doing now?
» answering this
2. what were you doing before this?
» blogged
3. what are you thinking now?
» the answer for this question
4. what time is it?
» 11.19 pm
5. what time did you sleep last night?
» 3.30am
6. what did you do last night?
» read the whole chapter 10 of pandora
7. what did you last say to a friend last night?
» kirim salam adimu *winkz*
8. what attracts you to the opposite sex?
» errrrm the body kali, oh the eyes, eh wait the smile, oh no wait the clothings eh no no ntah ...
9. what makes you happy?
» whenever i see her ^^
10. what are you wearing right now?
» my pj
11. what will you do after answering this?
» answer the next question
12. who was the last person you talked to?
» envy
13. what do you want to tell someone but you don’t know how to tell him/her?
» something ... something
14. when is your birthday?
» 18th april
15. when is your bf/gf’s birthday?
» any volunteers?
16. when did you last cry?
» centuries ago
17. when did you last smile?
» few seconds ago
18. why did you answer this?
» I got bored.. so yeah..
19. when will you marry?
» when everything is ready
20. when did you last receive a gift?
» errr my last bday
21. when did you last drink alcoholic beverages?
» no satan's urine plz
22. who will you vote for president?
» ALI.G!!!
23. who was the last person you talked w/ yesterday?
» lina kali
24. who makes you happy?
» my friends
25. who is your enemy?
» my inner fear
26. who has the qualities you like in a guy/girl?
» hek eleh adelerrrrrrr ... XP
27. who do you hate most among your friends?
» why must i hate my friends
28. who's your closest among the males?
» my dad
29. who has the cutest smile you’ve ever seen?
» nanad heheh dont kill me rid
30. who do you talk on d phone with often?
» errrrrrrm my phone number starts with +6738 call me plz
31. do you belong to a team in your school?
» yeah. anti a-math club
32. how's school?
» need more hot girls and re-allow the use of mobile phone in skool
33. any regrets?
» failed my o lvl
34. do you smoke? drink?
» used to smoke. drink? yes water.
35. are you a clubber?
» nah
36. do you have someone in mind that you want to marry?
» yes. ichigo milk. ^^
37. do you like swimming?
» yeap
38. do you wear eye contacts?
» nope. i got good eyes. slalu cuci mata. heheh
40. do you kiss your parents good night?
» no
41. does your crush often send you messages in friendster?
» does anyone?
42. how about in e-mail?
» nah
43. how often do you use the internet?
» very often as long as they dont keep on disconnecting
44. how is your hair styled right now?
» messy as always
45. how are you feeling right now?
» hyper
46. how is the weather?
» owh very ok. hope it rains soon.
47. how will you court your loved one?
» err.. dunno
48. how did you learn about friendster?
» farid invited me
49. how old are you this year?
» 17

this lyric down here is from one of my personal favourite song, diluted by slipknot taken from their legendary self titled album. i like the way it's written and the way corey sang it. so full of hate, depression, frustration and emotionally presented. in my view, this is the best slipknot's song EVER and yes i am RE-MAGGOT-ED. MAGGOT-808 IS REBORN!!! one more thing, this song represents everything i think and feel every single minute, every single second and every single heartbeat of my life. enjoy reading ...

Diluted
I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

All I ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

I see you in me

I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer

Why am I so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

before i go, i just would like to say THIS SONG IS FULLY RECOMMENDED!!!

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU MY FRIENDS

i feel so tired. i should be helping dad cleaning the garden outside right now but ... i just dont feel like doing anything. oh there you go. the connection is fucking up again. good job. this is making me lazier ... oh wait! dats the word! im just LAZY. (-_-)*sigh*

i just watched star wars episode 2. the fighting scenes kinda kick ass. i am so so outdated. im gonna buy troy later.

may the force be with you.

*star wars theme again*

I HEART SKA MUSIC!!! they make me wanna do a little light dance. woooooooooo~

damn its been raining all day/night long and that kinda fuck the connection.

BRASIL WON AGAINST CHILE!!! 1-0 baby!!! woohooo!!! hahaha. it was a last minute score but hey, as long as they win, nothing else matters. heheheh. i noticed all the big brasilian stars are not there. theres no ronaldo, no rivaldo, no roberto, no ronaldinho, no cafu, no leornado no nobody. it's like it's a whole brand new CBF. hope these chosen new stars will do well. DO NOT DISAPPOINT ME!!!. i didnt watch the match tho. dad did at some nearby workshop when he sent my auntie's car for a little service there. the match started at like 7 ish in the morning and i was sleeping dead. i got sleeping problem lately. i slept like 4am til 12pm and sumtimes can go on til 3 pm. grah. i need to reset my body clock.

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TRAILER TRASH TOM!!! YOU'RE DEAD!!! XP

according to zaim, azzazil, a local KICK ASS black metal band, are done with their recordings and will release their demo soon. i ll be their 1st customer as wut zaim said. i saw sumthin about azzazil on bruscene and hey, i didnt know walid is in the band as a keyboardist.

i heard one of my friend paid the price for trying to steal sumone's girlfren few days ago at skool. he deserved it anyway. no matter how hard we tried to make him understand, he wont listen. congratulations dude.

FIDZ!!! WUT HAPPENED TO UR BLOG!!! WHERE R U???

went to skool last monday and only got like 2 combine science past year paper. pjal and baldi were the 1st to greet me there with another thing in mind - my mobile. nyeh. gave pam back her bracelet. met and blanja my 2004 batch all time favourite 50 cents milo. those guys are just so kewl. hahaha. zaim, sorry dude. i forgot to transfer the midi files onto my hp after i inserted those mp3s. i ll come back hopefully this monday aight. there seems to be some problem going on between krol and ayam , or maybe the whole rio and ayam. a real friendship crisis i mean and i sure fucking hate it very fucking much. i just hate it whenever any of my buddies dont get along and have the feeling of wanna kick each others ass whenever they meet. grah!

she wasnt there =( maybe she joined the sultan's bday performance or sumthin.

went to wywy for ps2 repairs after skool. then went to buy some pearl milk teas at the milk tea store. sumbody shouted out my fucking name and hey! it was efra hahahaha with pjalcendul and another dude who i wasnt quite sure who pasal nda nampak. looks like efra's project was a success. congratz dude. ;)

oh tuesday-oh wut tiring day. went to tutong for some old+new friends gathering. then to sengkurong to buy and collect some stuff's for my cousin's robotech project. then stopped by auntie jarah's house to fix her stereo system and stayed there for like an hour for afternoon nap. she got super comfy guest room. heheh. then went to adil's house for a little jam. then reached home. then the wywy salesgirl called asking me to collect the receipt and i did. the ps2 repair service will take approximately a week or two to be done depending on the stock's availablity. hope they eill get it done a.s.a.p. so wut happened next? ah yeah bought some satay *burp* from satay street. heheh. reached home again and mom asked me to water the plants. oh what the hell. hahaha. well at least i got myself busy heheh.

i ve been drooling over this shit down here. (click on image to enlarge)

owh man. i SO SO SO SO want dat PSP. i mean look at the games and the graphics and the features HERE and hell! they gonna have final fantasy 7 advent children movie for psp version. arrggghhh!!!

omfg im so fucking bored! i cant sleep but i kept on yawning like shit. arrrggghhh. i need sleeping pills or anyone wanna join me for a little bed excercise, if u know wut i mean ;) heheheh.

just done with the vid clip project. just need few more footage for the intro and outro and a little scene arrangement suitable with each of parts of the bg song.

Which Mortal Kombat warrior are you? RAYDEN Special Moves: Flying Thunderbolt: Away, Away, Towards

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i was hoping for subzero but hey, raydens kinda cool heheh.

What villian are you? You Are Lo Pan!! You're the villian from Big Trouble in Little China. You're awesome because you can stomp some serious ass, and roam the world in spirit form, ruining everyone's sh*t. Oh man, you rule all.

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ok whoever that dude is ......

Which Greenday song are you? Basketcase You are nuts. Plain and simple, nuts. Looks like a duct tape suit for you.

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EXACTLY! my fav greenday song. heheheh.

Who In Games Are You? Link Legend of Zelda's lean green fighting machine

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hohohoho i feel like singing SOAD's legend of zelda now.

need to get up early later for skool. wanna find some combine science past year paper at the library. just in need of early preparation which is so not me. heheh. i finally told dad how fucked my ps2 is. heheh. he was cool wit it and suggestd to send it for repairs tommoro morning after skool. weeeee~

oh god. finally we got electricity. no electricity = hybernate. hahaha. yeah u know wut i mean. i got a chill ass room and a more comfy new bed. wooooo~

portugal lost the final . not fair. ='( some stupid intruder interupted in the middle of the 2nd half and wasted the fucking time. he even threw some unlucky charm banner onto figo's face. dat must be the reason why portugal lost. MUST BE!!! arrggghhhh!!! anyway. congratz to the greeks and their supporters as they are now the winner of euro 2004 and currently the european champions. oh figo plz dont retire yet. portugal needs you!!!

What metal band are you? Opeth You are Opeth! You are very poetic with your lyrics, and your music flows like a waterfall. Your emotions change from angry to sad very quickly. Some people don't like you because you can sound too depressing. You're one of the best metal bands in the world, and you worship your fans!

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wow. dat sounds like my music taste. i wonder how opeth sounds like. maybe i should ask leen for the mp3 later assuming if she have any.

oh man! what a life ... hey wait wait ... i dont even have a life *sigh* i've been sleeping all day til 5 pm. i woke up for lunch of course and watched malaysian idol at 12pm. quite a hillarious show. heheh. they even got a contestant with motorcycle helmet threatening the judges bcoz he didnt get chosen. he was ok and being all nice at 1st when he was told he didnt qualified. then few moments later, he started to whine and whine and whine and eventually lost his temper. one of the judge's best fren's son part was the most touching one. he was born with no arms. he didnt qualified of course. roslan (the judge's name) didnt wanna give any comment on him and cried(the judge) after he(the best fren's son) left. *sob sob* ='(

something similar to malaysian idol is akademi fantasia. yes it's a shitty show for a dude like me but my parents kept on forcing me to watch it. so i only watched few parts. one of the contestants, who i think is zahid, sang my fav song teratai. heheh. dat dude sure can sing very well. adeline was there as an audience. oh man, shes so damn pretty ^^ why does she have to be the 1st to out. so fitri is out and ... yeah it was a suspense when aznil called out zahid's name which made people tot he was out but he was asked to call out other people's name and DAT! made my parents scream! arrrgggh.

i wonder how last saturday night's jpcc gig went? hrrrrrm

went to visit nini aji and watched prince of tennis with gackuto there. hahaha. we are such anime freaks. kaka bunal got an accounting attachment somewhere in seria. congratz. oh i also read a megazine showing radhi oag and his girlfren. yes let me repeat. RADHI AND HIS GIRLFRIEND. i think her name is shazlin or sumthin and shes so cute ^^ bagai pinang dibelah dua. apakan. heheheh

im working on a few new layout for this blog and also one for sexphere's next layout. oh yeah at the same time on a vid clip project. gotta get myself busy. im getting so damn jealous at people busy with their homeworks. rather be busy than lazy. so far i shown a little trial of the vid clip to my baby mel and env ventura =P loo-hoo-ser kakaka.

oh envy quit skool. welcome to penghulu rumah club. kekeke.

oh guess whos back online? wira!!! oh and and DEWI!!! oh and and NICOLA TOO!!! yay!!! and oh bcoz my espeed got fucked up at the last minute of the convo NICOLA IS A HIPPO!!! nyeh nyeh =P

it took me to play malice mizer's beast of blood twice to understand the damn song. i kinda like the piano work. sounds so errrrm ... mystic!

watched van helsing on dvd for the 3rd time. damn. heart dat fucking movie. the whole thing just so so rox! i think im gonna watch it again later. cant get enuff of it. hahahaha. i think im gonna go for a dvd hunt tommoro since im currently looking for boboi kristal's album cd too. i need to waste my time watching movies other than going online since my ps2 is still paralysed. efra told maybe theres a problem with the lens. dat means im gonna waste few hundred dollars for the repairs. damn. where am i gonna get dat amount of cash!!!! im so fucking broke. =(

speaking of tommoro .... OMFG! i forgot tomoro is july 3rd and the jpcc gig is tommoro. time flies so fast. damn. i dun think i ll be going. im so fucking broke =(

owh man i feel so dead now. i only had a nice 4 hours sleep after the football match on tv n then mom switched on the tv and ruffedge interview was on and these are her words 'bah lai, mandi, kebandar tani'. i was like 'wtf? i just slept and now another unplanned trip to the capital? damn' i was so damn sleepy and i dont think i even know where i was. didnt get to buy anything. all i did was listening to songs on my 6230 while walking around the shops. yes. just walking around and listening to songs. nothing else. i felt so dead. oh yeah theres one thing tho. someone asked me if im max and i only said 'yup' to all her questions. sorry babe. i was dead. so dead. oh hey i met fauzi too. my long lost fren. i miss dat dude. i want a childhood frens reunion *sigh*

ah yeah sexphere got a new bg music. so plz mind to check it out and put up some comments on the tag. thanx to feefy for the upload site. good work my secretary! *winkz*

fidz's hand fone got snatched :'( im gonna kill whoever stole her damn mobile . feel my wrath!!! *grrrrrrrr*

i sacrificed a friend for a family. i just had too. how i wish my parents could just understand wut the friend is from the inside, his troubles, his problems and how he need me for a talk, despite of his outer appearance. im so sorry. i feel so guilty. maybe this is the right choice or maybe not ... maybe theres another option paralysed by my fear ... just maybe ... im sorry ...